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Dreams, Rainbows and Ben

Last night I dreamt I had a positive hpt.  When I woke up of course I was a bit disappointed that it was just a dream.  I am in what is probably our last ‘natural’ 2WW.  Our 2 year anniversary is this coming Tuesday and I think I may just test that day, which will be 2 days before my scheduled AF.  If it is negative, I will have a martini at dinner.  (Which I certainly expect to have one)

Then on my way to work I saw a rainbow, and the rainbow seemed to be following me. (I know it wasn't but) I saw the rainbow for about a half an hour during my morning commute.  For some reason it was very humbling and peaceful because it wasn't raining and it just seemed to be there.  While at a light, I stared at the rainbow and I thought of all you ladies and said a little prayer that we would all have babies again.  (I think the lady in the car next to me thought I was staring at her. Ha) I feel connected to you all in one way or another, through loss, struggle or personality.  I pray for good news for all soon.

I hope all you ladies have a wonderful weekend… And I’m super excited about Ben Affleck playing Batman!   



  


Re: Dreams, Rainbows and Ben

  • I hope those are all good signs for good news here soon!!!
    And you made me do double take- Ben Affleck is going to be Batman?
    January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
    June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS. image

    November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
    January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS!
    February 2011- lost twin. BS. image

    SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!

    November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
    April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.

    FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
    BABY BOY VINCENT!
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    We can't wait to meet you!
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  • And you made me do double take- Ben Affleck is going to be Batman?
    Yup! It is a Superman/Batman movie.  I love Ben, and I am a superhero nerd, so I am excited.  I never did like Bale as Batman.  Most it seems in social media and otherwise are not happy about it.  But I am! 



      


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  • During my last IUI, I had a dream I took 2 hpts and both had two lines. Doesn't seem to have any significant meaning, but I thought about it... 2 hpts, 2 lines, 2nd iui, postive beta on the 22nd and 11 year anniversary (22/11 = 2). Weird, right?

    Those are definitely signs coming to you that your baby is coming. We never know when, but you've been given these signs to build hope and trust. :)  I am praying for you that you get your miracle soon!!
    DH & I: 29
    TTC #1 4/2009 -  DD 2/5/10
    TTC #2 since October 2011
    2IF issues
    7/2013 - IUI #1: 50 units Follistim +  Ovidrel  = BFN
    8/2013 - IUI #2: 50 units Follistim +  Ovidrel  = BFP! Beta #1 (12 dpiui) 8/21: 45  Beta #2 (16 dpiui) 8/26: 301 Beta #3 (21 dpiui) 8/30: 1,929. 1st Ultrasound 9/4 - One perfect sac. 2nd Ultrasound 9/13 - Heartbeat at 124 bpm! Anniversary  

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  • Man- wish I had a nice dream about a +hpt :) last time I had a poas dream it was a digital test and it read "haha not this month" instead of "not pregnant"


    Thanks for the prayers! We need it. I pray daily for God to bless all women struggling to conceive because it truly breaks my heart for others (not just myself)

    Okay, I gotta stop now cuz I will cry (damn AF!)
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    Me: 27 DH: 33
    Married 6 years
    Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI

    TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
    May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
    September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
    October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
    Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
    November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
    No longer benched per New RE/OB!
    Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic :( 
    Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
    March 2, 2014 First AF


  • Omg. My FB is blowing up with the Ben Affleck talk. 

    1) This is our last natural cycle too
    2) Our anniversary is also on Tues! (6 years) 
    3) I really wanted to test that day, but I'll only be like 7dpo :[ 

    Are we TB soulmates? 

    Good luck to you!! 


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • Wow! That's awesome! Maybe we are TB soulmates!!
    My fb is all about the Batman. Most seem unhappy but I like it.



      


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  • Yea I agree with you. I don't see what the big deal is. He'll be fine. 


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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    freakyfast
  • I too had a dream about a + hpt and a separate dream about a + beta this cycle & lo & behold...
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