Last night I dreamt I had a positive hpt. When I woke up of course I was a bit disappointed that it was just a dream. I am in what is probably our last ‘natural’ 2WW. Our 2 year anniversary is this coming Tuesday and I think I may just test that day, which will be 2 days before my scheduled AF. If it is negative, I will have a martini at dinner. (Which I certainly expect to have one)
Then on my way to work I saw a rainbow, and the rainbow seemed to be following me. (I know it wasn't but) I saw the rainbow for about a half an hour during my morning commute. For some reason it was very humbling and peaceful because it wasn't raining and it just seemed to be there. While at a light, I stared at the rainbow and I thought of all you ladies and said a little prayer that we would all have babies again. (I think the lady in the car next to me thought I was staring at her. Ha) I feel connected to you all in one way or another, through loss, struggle or personality. I pray for good news for all soon.
I hope all you ladies have a wonderful weekend… And I’m super excited about Ben Affleck playing Batman!
Re: Dreams, Rainbows and Ben
And you made me do double take- Ben Affleck is going to be Batman?
June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you!
Conception:
Those are definitely signs coming to you that your baby is coming. We never know when, but you've been given these signs to build hope and trust.
TTC #1 4/2009 - DD 2/5/10
TTC #2 since October 2011
2IF issues
Thanks for the prayers! We need it. I pray daily for God to bless all women struggling to conceive because it truly breaks my heart for others (not just myself)
Okay, I gotta stop now cuz I will cry (damn AF!)
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
My fb is all about the Batman. Most seem unhappy but I like it.
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."