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41w5d: induction tonight

Well it looks like my body just isn't going to do this on its own....at least not in a timeframe I'm comfortable with. I've been getting biophysical profiles twice a week for almost a month now and they've all been just fine, great even. But today's had me in tears even though she passed. But it just took too long for her to do all the things they look for and her heart rate, while within a normal range, didn't seem normal to me. Her resting heart rate has always been around 130 and today it was 118-120. When we FINALLY got her moving it only went to 133. And she wasn't practicing her breathing movements. I mean in the end she did everything she was supposed to but it's never taken so long so it had us terrified. The tech repeatedly saying, "This isn't right." was definitely not helping.

I decided right then that I wanted her out ASAP. Immediately after the BPP we did the protein urine check (where I noticed my lovely mucus plug was coming out... This was exciting to me as its at least a sign of something happening on its own) and blood pressure check. Blood pressure was high again and there was protein so that all just added to my feelings of let's get her out.

So we go in at midnight to start cervidil and then pitocin in the morning. I'm super nervous! And really excited that we should be meeting our rainbow baby tomorrow after four very long years!!! Please keep us in your prayers!


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BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010

BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)

3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!

Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500

First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat

LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!

TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015

Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015

Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270

First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.

JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.

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  • Good luck tonight!

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  • GL with everything! FX it goes smothly!
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    D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
    Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
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  • Praying it all goes great and you have your rainbow baby in your arms in no time!

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  • Sorry you're so stressed by the process, but I'm so excited you get to meet your little girl tomorrow! Keep us updated!
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  • You are in my thoughts and prayers.  I hope things go perfect tomorrow and I'm sorry things aren't happening the way you wanted them too.  Can't wait for you to be holding your baby girl tomorrow.  Sending you much love!  (((hugs)))
    BFP#1 02/19/12 missed mc 03/30/12 1st D&C 05/16/12 2nd D&C 08/17/12 
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  • Lots of luck tomorrow! FX things go smoothly!
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  • *HUGS* good luck hun!
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  • Thinking of you and hoping everything goes smoothly.
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  • Good luck tonight LauraKat!! 


  • Good luck I hope everything goes smoothly!
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  • I'm sorry your BPP was a little scary. I give you so much credit for waiting this long, but you are doing the right thing for your little girl. I wish for you a smooth and beautiful delivery and can't wait to see your little lady!
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  • I am sorry that you had such a stressful appt, laurakat. But I am so very happy for you that you will get to meet your sweet baby girl tomorrow! Good luck, momma!
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  • Oh Laurakat you will be in my thoughts and prayers!!! I am SO excited for you!!! Lots and lots and lots of love!!!

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  • Good luck, LK! Many t and p's headed your way!
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  • Good luck! You will be in my thoughts! :)
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  • I'll keep you & that sweet little girl in my T's & P's! Fx you have a safe delivery!
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    Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
    BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
    Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.

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  • Sending prayers to you. Baby girl is way over due. :)




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  • Good Luck tonight! Lots of thoughts and prayers headed your way!
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  • Oh my gosh I am so excited!  It's time LauraKat!!!!   Prayers are with you for a speedy delivery!
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  • Good luck tonight!!! I'll be thinking of you.
    BFP #1 11/27/11 EDD 08/08/12 M/C 01/27/12 12 wks 2 days
    BFP #2 04/25/12 EDD 01/04/13(?) confirmed ectopic 05/16/12 6 wks 5 days 2 doses of MTX-Lost left tube on 05/25/12 Back to TTC, earlier than originally expected.
    BFP #3 01/05/13 EDD 09/17/13 u/s 1/24/13-great appt, measuring 2 days ahead, NT scan 3/11/13-great scan measuring 4 days ahead, A/S 4/29/13-another great scan can't wait to meet my baby BOY!!!!!
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  • Good luck!  I hope you have a quick, problem free delivery.
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  • Good luck LK!

    TTC started Oct '10
    Me: AMA w/RSD, atypical PCOS w/IR, LPD and High Prolactin. Controlled HP post-loss.
    DH: Low-T and borderline morph
    18 cycles, 3 medicated w/RE to get to a BFP!
    EDD 9/7/12, Saw HB @7w3d,missed m/c 1/30 @8w3d, d&c 2/8
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    Beta #1: 41 Beta #2: 398; perfect u/s 3/11 hb @133bpm
    u/s 3/25 one perfect hb @183 bpm, adjusted EDD 10/23/13
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  • Good luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tons & Tons of thoughts to you for a smooth and easy induction/labor!!!!!!!! I can't wait to "meet" her!
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  • Good Luck! Hoping for a fast easy delivery.
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  • Good luck tonight!!
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  • Lots of T&Ps headed your way! I hope everything goes very smoothly!

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  • You know your body best :) 
    Good luck to you!  Will pray the cervadil does its thing before the pitocin route.  Sounds like you are on your way!  Can't wait to hear all about it :) 
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  • Good luck!  Sending thoughts and prayers your way.

     

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    BFP #2 11.2.12 EDD 7.14.13 MMC 6w5d discovered 8w6d 2 failed rounds miso D&C 12.27.12
    BFP #3 8.5.13 EDD 4.18.14 MMC 7w4d discovered 9.25.13 at 10w6d -Trisomy 13- 1 round miso & emergency D&C 10.2.13
    RPL Testing. DX Asherman's November 2013. Low AMH (0.44) January 2014. 
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