Turns out my gut feeling was right and something was wrong. Today, I started spotting and went to the ER. The doctor examined me and seemed positive before sending me for an ultrasound, saying he didn't expect to find anything bad.
Our room was across from the nurses station, so I saw and heard when the test results were brought up. The nurseread the report, said she didn't understand it and left to give it to the doctor. She came back, wrote a message on a scrap of paper and handed it to the nurse next to her, who looked at me and seemed sad.
The doctor confirmed there was no heartbeat and the baby stopped growing at eight weeks. I am heart broken. The worst is seeing DH cry. I can't help but regret all the people we told even my whole office knows.
Wishing you healthy babies.
Re: Goodbye and Good Luck
Missing Our July Sparkler
BFP#1-11/12/12, MMC 1/16/13-baby stopped growing @ 9wks, found out at 13wks, D&E 1/25/13
BFP#2-4/23/13 EDD-01/02/14 baby BOY born 12/31/13 Michael Cameron
I'm so deeply sorry for your loss. Enormous hugs. Please check out the miscarriage board, it was enormous help to me during my losses.
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TTC since Sept. 2011
DX: MFI
IUI#1 8/2012: BFN
IUI#2 9/2012: BFN
IUI#3 10/2012: BFN
IVF#1 (2 embryos transferred) 1/2013: BFN
IVF#2 (2 embryos transferred) 5/2013: BFP!!! EDD 1/24/14
Beta 1 (5/17) - 66.8 Beta 2 (5/21) - 341 Beta 3 (5/27) - 2771
1st u/s 6/7 - measuring right on track at 7 weeks with 144 bpm!
My Local Nestie Besties: JenniferLuvsCandy, MABride0808, thecuddleeffect, MrsHo1030
BFP 11.8.12 * EDD 7.17.13 * MC 12.20.12
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Diagnosed with PCOS June 2010, TTC#1 since May 2012
Cycle#1-3 Clomid 50mg + TI= No response
Cycle#4-5 Clomid 150mg + Metformin 1000mg + TI= BFN, but finally ovulation!!!
Cycle #6 Clomid 150mg + Metformin 1500mg + IUI(4/15)= BFP!!! EDD 01/06/2014 <br>
Stella Margaret arrived on December 21, 2013!
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MMC 11/17/2010 Our little miracle 1/27/12 NMC 7/14/2012 MMC 1/22/13 Formerly buckeyebride22 till the bump gods fix that account Dx PAI-1 homozygous 4g/4g mutation
BFP#5 Praying for another rainbow in February!
I am so terribly sorry for your loss.
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I am so very sorry for your loss. Thoughts and prayers with you right now.
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sibling love
My cat can read EKGs, can your human do that?
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I am so, so sorry for your loss.
Don't worry about the people that you have told. You might find support from places you didn't expect. (I speak from experience here.) Also, the people in your office will be better equipped to be gracious about the healing time that you will need, both physically and emotionally.
((Hugs)) xoxo