ugh this sucks- WTF! (bfp/cp mentioned) xp

Re: ugh this sucks- WTF! (bfp/cp mentioned) xp

• scbedi

  June 2013

  I have no advice to add, I just wanted to say that I am so sorry you are going through this and miracles do happen! I know the roller-coaster ride of IF sucks and you don't want to get your hopes up too high. I just hope you can get another beta, at least to see if it's going up or down. T&P are with you and even though your beta was so low, my FX are still crossed for you! Please keep us updated!
  

  
  
  3TC March Siggy Challenge: Funny Internet Meme
  Age: Me 26, DH 27, Married Oct. 10, 2009 ,TTC since March 2012
  Problem: Irregular menstruation, unexplained
  Nov&Dec-Provera because of no period after 35+ days
  First RE appt 1/10/2013
  Tests: TSH (normal), Prolactin (normal), SA (abnormal)
  Hysteroscopy (normal) and PCOS labs (negative/normal) 1/15/2013
  2/1/13- HPT BFP but Beta Hcg was negative
  Plan: Femara + Trigger + IUI in April if no real BFP before then Bloggy Blog!

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• ksgsmu member

  June 2013

  Thank you... you are so sweet.  I am so frustrated IF sucks so bad
  

  ***siggy/ticker warning***
  
  Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
  Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR,  DH: normal
  
   IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
  - poor responder
  ***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
  IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
  FET 5/20- BFP
  1st Beta- 641
  2nd beta- 2166
  Sono- TWINS!!!!
  Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks.  Healthy and no NICU!  So blessed!
  
  
  

  
   

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• RunCC37 member

  June 2013

  Say1009:

  I have no advice to add, I just wanted to say that I am so sorry you are going through this and miracles do happen! I know the roller-coaster ride of IF sucks and you don't want to get your hopes up too high. I just hope you can get another beta, at least to see if it's going up or down. T&P are with you and even though your beta was so low, my FX are still crossed for you! Please keep us updated!
  

  All of this. I'm so sorry you are going through this. I'm hoping for the best for you!!

  **SIGGY WARNING**

  
  

  Me: 32 DH: 35  TTC#1 since March 2012
  

  Dx: Poor Embryo Quality, Arcuate Uterus, Poor Uterine Blood Flow, Mild Endo, 

         Protein S Deficiency, Sjorgen's Syndrome 

  
  

  IUI #1-5: BFN

  Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy: minimal endo, partial septoplasty

  IVF #1: 10R/6M/6F ~ Day 3 ET = BFN

  IVF #2: 14R/9M/5F ~ transfer canceled ~ all embryos arrested at 1-2 cell stage

  IVF #3: 9R/5M/5F ~ 1 frosty!

  IVF #4 (FET #1): BFN

  
  

  IVF #5 (DE IVF #1 with Dr. KK protocol): Currently PREGNANT!!!!!!

  Synthroid + Prednisone + Metformin + Baby Aspirin + Supplements Galore = 15+ pills a day

  Lupron + Lovenox + Delestrogen + IVIG + B/W = 2-5 pokes a day

  19R, 17M, 17F - transferred two Grade A blasts 11/16, four frosties!!!

  Beta #1 11/24 (13dpo/8dp5dt) = 367 ~ Beta #2 11/26 (15dpo/10dp5dt) = 709

  Beta #3 11/29 (18dpo/13dp5dt) = 1,997 ~ Beta #4 12/1 (20dpo/15dp5dt) = 3,403

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• katib77 member

  June 2013

  I'm sorry, as for my cp it happened quick. At 13dpo it was 43. Two days later it was 20 something andfour days later it was zero so by 19dpiui it was over.
  But I think with no bleeding there is stillhope for yoi. Let us know wht second beta is. Mobile bumping

  
  

  TTC since July 2009. Dx MFI & LPD. 

  IUI#1&2&3 (2011 & 2012) BFN
  IUI#4 1/23/13 on 75iu x9 Follistim = BFP then chem preg m/c (Feb 2013)
  IUI#5 BFN (April 2013)

  IVF w/ICSI Oct. 2, 2012 - 13R, 11M, 7F, 1 frozen blast 4BB grade - - - FET Nov 15, 2013

  BFP! Beta 1:104 @ 10dp6dt, Beta 2:178 @ 12dp6dt,  beta 3:366 @ 14dp6dt

  Saw heartbeat twice before missed M/C at 8w3d on 12/27/13, missing my little angel boy

  JUNE 2014 IVF#2;  5R, 2M, 1F Three day transfer 6/7.  Beta 6/18 - BFN

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• twistsandturnsto2 member

  June 2013

  I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. I know all too well what you are dealing with.
  
  The length of time it takes the hormone to dissipate will vary, so it's hard to say for sure how long it's going to take you to get to 0. You could call for another beta to see what's going on if it will give you some peace of mind. Unfortunately, with levels that low, there is not really anything you can do but wait it out.
  
  ::::hugs:::

  Me: 37, DH: 35 :: TCC since 2/11 SA: Perfect! CD3  HSG = Blocked Right Tube
  

  April- Femara 2.5mg + Trigger + IUI = BFN   May- Femara 5mg = CX - No Response on Left = BFN
  June- Femara 7.5mg + Trigger + IUI = BFN  August- Lap & Hysteroscopy = Blocked & Partially Blocked Tubes
  September- Femara 5mg = CX - No Response on Left = BFN  October- 100mg Clomid + Trigger + TI = BFN
  IVF # 1: Stims 11/30 ER 12/12/12! (10R, 10M, 8F, 2T, 6 F) :: Beta #1- 176  c/p @ 4w4d
  FET #1 February 26th :: Lost 4 to Thaw, Transferred 2 = BFFN
  IVF # 2 Stims 5/10 ER 5/21 (15R, 13M, 13F, 2T, 7F- 6d3 & 1d5) :: Beta # 1- 15 c/p @ 4w
  

  FET #2 Cancelled, Right Tube Developed a Hydro  8/28 Hydro & Scar Tissue Removed  Cleared for FET
  FET #2.2 Scheduled for September 20th
  2 Thawed, 2 Transferred! Beta #1- 96, Beta #2 906! :: EDD June 10th
  2015- 2 failed FET. We are done
  SURPRISE! BFP 8/8/16   EDD 4/1/17
  

  
   
  

  
  
  
  

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• madasm0530 member

  June 2013

  I have no advice but I am really sorry and sending lots of ((hugs))

  
  hitched 5/2009 -- Me 34, DH 39
  
  TTC #1:
  dx with POCS 7/2009
  TTC on & off since 1/2012
  September 2012; Surprise BFP - MC
  June - December 2013; Clomid/Femara + Trigger + TI = BFN x 4
  April - May 2016; Femara + TI = BFN x 2
  July 2016 - December 2016; Gonal-F + Ovidren + IUI = BFN x 3
  May 2018 - IVF #1; 8 snowbabies. transferred 1 embryo - CP
  August 2018 - FET #1 -- Healthy Baby Boy 
  
  TTC #2:
  July 2020 FET; beta 1 310, beta 2 1278

  
  

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• Karamel_bp member

  June 2013

  Say1009:

  I have no advice to add, I just wanted to say that I am so sorry you are going through this and miracles do happen! I know the roller-coaster ride of IF sucks and you don't want to get your hopes up too high. I just hope you can get another beta, at least to see if it's going up or down. T&P are with you and even though your beta was so low, my FX are still crossed for you! Please keep us updated!
  

   

  This, I'm so sorry!!! 

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• ksgsmu member

  June 2013

  I went in at lunch for another Beta....

  My nurse is also confused as why I am still testing positive, haven't gotten a period etc...She said based on my beta and progesterone levels I should have had a period over the weekend and not be testing positive.  I don't feel well, but not in pain of any sort. ( could all be in my head)
  

  There could be several reasons why this is happening  and she went over them with me.  But really we won't know anything until Beta #2 comes back in the morning.
  

   

  ***siggy/ticker warning***
  
  Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
  Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR,  DH: normal
  
   IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
  - poor responder
  ***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
  IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
  FET 5/20- BFP
  1st Beta- 641
  2nd beta- 2166
  Sono- TWINS!!!!
  Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks.  Healthy and no NICU!  So blessed!
  
  
  

  
   

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• Akiesha member

  June 2013

  Huge hugs, so sorry you are dealing with this. No AF though so I am FX for you that your betas go up.
  

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  TTC since 0ct. 2011
  

  Me-34,DH-34
  

  Dx:Hypothyroidism 2008
  

  HSG- All clear CD 3 bloodwork normal
  

  SA- Abnormal Dx:MFI
  

  DH on 50mg Clomid 3x week

  BFP#1- 1/21/13 CP 1/24/13
  

  Cycle 18,19 & 20 50mg Clomid+trigger+IUI= All BFFN
  

  Cycle 21-25 Taking a break for now, still HIO Hoping!
  

  Moving onto IVF Next AF
  

  (PAIF/SAIF Welcome)
  

  

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• ttuprincess member

  June 2013

  So sorry you are going through this.  Sending you hugs ((hugs) )

  **************SIGGY WARNING**************

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  Me 32 :: DH 41

   TTC since November, 2011

  DH's SA : Excellent

  Lap and Hysteroscopy June 2012

  DX: PCOS, Stage III Endo, slight Adenomyosis, blocked tube, and probable LPD

  Treatments:  6 Months Lupron Depot injections; 1500 mg metformin; 3 cycles of Clomid + TI = BFN

  3 endometrial biopsies all were "out of phase" 

  September - December, 2013:  Break to lose weight and get healthy

  40 lb weight loss but still not ovulating "in phase"  

  February - March 2014: bcps + follistim + trigger + TI = BFP

   Beta #1 (12dpo): 30; Beta #2 (18dpo): 500; Beta #3 (25dpo): 7,000!!! 

  1st u/s 4/16: One beautiful hb at 144 bmp 

  2nd u/s 4/29: hb at 166 bmp.  Graduated from RE!!

  TEAM PINK! 
  

  Baby girl arrived on Thanksgiving day weighing 7lbs 6oz and measuring 20 inches

   

  
  

  

  
  

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• Soon-To-BeMrs.P member

  June 2013

  My situation was a little different in that my my beta was 109 and began fluctuating signaling that the tissue/cells were reproducing but no viability as it was just regenerating cells (basically).  I ended up having to get a shot of methotrexate to help get rid of those cells and get to zero. Also they don't want it to rupture in your tubes and risk losing those or your health.  Kind of a worse case scenerio but it happens and you can be "fine" after.  Hopefully it will take care of itself and you can be on your way!  Man, today sucks for a LOT of 3T ladies--I hope your day gets much better and tomorrow brings good news!

  Actively TTC since 01/11
  Me: 06/12 Dx w/ IR PCOS (rx 2000 metformin) DH: SA all clear; looking good
  06/12-10/12- Clomid/Femara + trigger + TI + P4 = 3 BFNs, hysteroscopy, polypectomy, D&C
  11/12 - 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI + P4 = BFN
  12/12 - Surprise BFP ectopic (MTX 01/13)
  04/13 - Off the Bench! 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI #2 + estradiol + P4 = BFN
  05/13 Clear HSG-5 mg Femara + Menopur + trigger + IUI #3 + P4 = BFP ectopic (MTX 07/03 & 07/11)
  07/23 emergency lap to remove ectopic mass and left tube

  10/13 5mg Femara + Menopur + trigger + TI(follie on left/no IUI)=BFN

  11/13 Same as above but BFP!

  Beta #1 12dpo-51     Beta #2 15dpo-178

  12/5- There's something in my ute!!

  Keaton Alexander is here 07/24/2014 !!

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• RubiksElf member

  June 2013

  I don't have any advice, but wanted to say I'm sorry you are going through this.  I would absolutely go in for another beta just so you can see what's going on!  *hugs*

  BFP #1: EDD 12.28.12 - MC @ 6w3d | BFP #2: EDD 11.15.13 - D&C @ 12w4d
  BFP #3: Superbaby born 4.5.14 | Just When You Least Expect It...
  
  

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• ksgsmu member

  June 2013

  This is what I think is going on....sorry you had to go through it.
  

  ***siggy/ticker warning***
  
  Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
  Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR,  DH: normal
  
   IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
  - poor responder
  ***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
  IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
  FET 5/20- BFP
  1st Beta- 641
  2nd beta- 2166
  Sono- TWINS!!!!
  Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks.  Healthy and no NICU!  So blessed!
  
  
  

  
   

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