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I hate you PgAL!!

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  • Aw ((HUGS)). PGAL brain sucks! FX for good news at your next appt! It's sad that we can't just be happy through out this time!
    BFP #1: 12/26/11, EDD 09/05/12; m/c discovered: 02/22/12 @ 12w u/s,
    D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
    Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
    BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
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  • [[Hugs]]. I feel the same way. We still haven't come out, but have started to tell people as we see them. Everyone is super excited, and I am just terrified that something will happen and we'll have to untell. It sucks that it has to be like this. DH is much more optimistic, so I'm hoping some of his positveness will rub off on me.
    TTC #1 since 6/08. Cycle #6 - BFP 12/22/08, EDD 9/3/09, DD 8/14/09 at 37w1d
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    TTC #2 since 6/11
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    BFP #2 - 8/31/11, EDD 5/10/12, M/C 9/23/11
    BFP #3 - 3/4/12, EDD 11/14/12, CP 3/11/12
    BFP #4 - 5/9/12, EDD 1/19/13, CP 5/11/12
    BFP #5 - 8/22/12, EDD 5/5/13, CP 8/24/12
    IVF#1 - January 2013 - EPP/Antagonist - 7R, 3M, 2F, 3dt of 2 8-cell embies
    BFP #6 - 2/3/13, EDD 10/15/13, DS 9/18/13 at 36w1d
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  • ((hugs))  we've all been there.  I had a ton of "congrats in advance" comments from co-workers before starting to work virutal.  It makes me squirm because I'm still worried something will go wrong.
    TTC #1 Since 4/2010, Cycle 30
    Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant :p
    Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
    4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
    7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
    IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
    FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
    4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
    FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
    FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
    1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB :), 2nd u/s 146bpm
    baby girl born 5/10/13

    TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
    Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28. 
    IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
    IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
    IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
    FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
    FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!!  Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!

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  • (((HUGS)))


    TTC since August 2011
    BFP#1 3/16/12 EDD 11/21/12 Delivered 6/1/12 at 15 weeks 2 days
    "If there ever comes a day when we can't be together... Keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever." ~ Winnie the Pooh

    BFP#2 4/14/13 EDD 12/24/13 Please be our rainbow after the storm!
    Beta#1 @ 15dpo 274, P4 16.9 Beta#2 @ 18dpo 940!! Doubling time of 40 hours!! u/s @ 6w2d showed a beautiful HB of 120! u/s @ 10w1d HB 174!! Grow, LO Grow!! Found out 7/22 we are TEAM BLUE!!
    Zaiden Harper was born 12/22/13 at 1:46 am. 9lbs 8oz and 22in
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  • oh hunny :( *HUGS* it sucks but it's defiantly normal to feel that way I think.
    BFP#1 9/28/2012 - EDD 6/3/2013 - MMC discovered 11/21/2012 @ 12w2d - D&C 11/24/2012
    BFP#2 4/4/2013 - Born at 37w3d on 11/26/13 via emergency c-section
    Loving our beautiful rainbow baby boy Archer!
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  • I'm sorry!!! Something a friend of mine told me when I was freaking out with PgAL brain (she had a loss as well) is that "Most pregnancies end in babies"

    More than likely you'll be fine, so try not to worry about it. I know it's easier said than done though.

    (((HUGS)))

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    BFP 2 - October 30, 2012, Rainbow Baby Boy born July 14, 2013
    TTC no sooner than November 2014
  • I'm so sorry. I hope you can start to enjoy the excitement soon.
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  • Hugs!
    Mr. & Mrs. B, Est. 10.23.2009
    m/c: 9/06/12
    LTB: 10/23/13
    Baby B 2.0 EDD: 3/15/16

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  • sending you lots of (((hugs)))

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    BFP#1-11/12/12, MMC 1/16/13-baby stopped growing @ 9wks, found out at 13wks, D&E 1/25/13
    BFP#2-4/23/13 EDD-01/02/14 baby BOY born 12/31/13 Michael Cameron <3

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    BFP #1 11/5/11 EDD 7/22/12 MC 11/14/11
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  • Lots of hugs!!
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  • Pgal brain get lost!  JOY, PEACE & COMFORT please fill up stlucia!!!

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  • Hugs to you. I totally get it. I'm not at the announcing stage yet, but I know I'll have a similar reaction. I really liked what PP said about "most pregnancies end in babies." I'm going to try and keep that with me.

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    BFP September 2002 ID twins born April 2003 @ 35 weeks
    BFP September 2007 DD born May 2008
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    BFP January 2012 DD October 2013
     
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    10/1/12 miracle BFP 11/12/12 missed m/c (9w2d), baby stopped growing at 7 weeks
    1/16/13 BFP, EDD 9/27/13, m/c 1/19/13
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  • ((BIG HUGS))
  • Pgal is the WORST! We started telling people slowly this week 12 weeks but I told my DH it had to be only a few because I'm not quite ready to embrace it yet and I can't talk about it. Everyone we told was so happy and I was just like yeah let's see how it goes. I hate having that response but its a defense mechanism. One day at a time! I hope your Pgal brain gets "better" as time goes by for you and this LO. Happy thoughts and hugs your way.
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    3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)
    IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
    Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13
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  • (((((HUGS)))))  It's so hard to let yourself be excited, I know :(
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  • I know the feeling of pgal brain all to well. Take a breath and try to keep positive. I know it's hard but it will help. : HUGS

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  • It's hard and it sucks and it's not fair! ((Hugs)) I hope you get great news from the specialist.
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  • Oh sweetie. :(  *big hugs*

    I think you're allowed to react however you really feel! <3  I know it sucks, and you want to be happy, but I think you'll get there when you're ready.

    I really wish I could give you a big hug, and tell you everything's going to be alright.  Well, I'm too far away for the hug, but I can still tell you everything's going to be alright. <3

    *more hugs* 

    TTC #1 ♥ since 1/11 
    BFP #1 8/21/11 - EDD 5/1/12 - M/C 9/25/11 ♥ BFP #2 11/17/11 - EDD 8/1/12 - C/P 11/20/11
    DH (37) SA = mediocre  Me (31) Low AMH/DOR, Septate Uterus (repaired via Hysteroscopy)
    IUI 1-3 = 3 BFNs ♥ IVF 11/12 = BFFN :( ♥ IUI 4 + Injects 1/13 = BFN :(IUI 5 + Injects = cancelled due to cyst
    BFP #3 - 3/9/13 ♥ EDD 11/21/13 Break cycle miracle! ♥ Stick baby, stick!!  IT'S A GIRL!
    Caitlyn Emma born 11-6-13, 5lb 7.5oz, 18.5in

    ♥ Congrats BFPB HuskyMomma94, David arrived 4/26/12!  And #2 due 3/10/14! ♥
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  • *hugs* Being PGAL is a PITA.
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    BFP#1 - 11/13/11, Natural MC - 12/24/11 at 12 weeks
    BFP#2 - 10/2/12, Please be our rainbow.
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  • ((((HUGS))))   What I wouldn't give to be naive again!
    ~Elizabeth ~

    Angel Baby # 1 : EDD 9/11/12,  Missed m/c at just over 13 weeks

    Angel Baby # 2 : EDD 9/9/13, m/c at 6 weeks

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