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End of a long day /sort of rant

I have just hit that wall in the day where I need to go home because I am making mistakes in my work and getting too emotional. I paged the wrong effing doctor and have been crying for twenty minutes. (I'll hear all about it tomorrow, when he purple slips me.)

Maybe I am getting worked up from stress. Its CD38 and no sign that I've ovulated or that I will. I have yet another consult with a new OB on Friday to try to atleast get a freaking referral to an RE. I just read my insurance policy on IF, covers some initial tests (1 of each kind) but NO treatment procedures/meds. (I guess that could be worse.) I had a coworker tell me, in regard to the insurance, that she understood because having a baby is a choice - not a medical necessity. I shouldn't have said anything to her, and I really didn't just started griping at my computer screen without thought of her saying anything.  Aaaand I have a baby shower to attend the next two weekends.

I just want to know whats wrong with me and no seems to be supportive or helpful, including the drs I've been to recently. Urrrrgh. I am in huuuuge need of a hot shower, glass of wine, and my soft warm bed. Thanks for letting me get it all out.

Re: End of a long day /sort of rant

  • I am so sorry you are having a tough IF and work day! Our insurance doesn't pay in fertility treatments either so we are completely OOP for treatments. It is so frustrating!! My RE did try to word a few procedures, like the hysteroscopy, as something othe
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  • Thanks. Me too... this is the 3rd dr in a year I have messed with. I am just done and ready to hold up the office for the referral if I have to. Lol. I am taking DH with me this time though. He is a bit more assertive than I am, so maybe he will keep the
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