Im sitting waiting for my NST and need an outlet of some sort im so upset.
On sunday my mother had a mini stroke shes been sick my whole life but it has been the first time i witnessed her having an episode and i was at her house alone with her.
We find out now that she has an infection around her heart which she had once before. The issue now is that they may have to insert a pick line in her arm to administer antibiotics and they wont keep her in the hospital for long so she will have to go to a nursing home for monitoring. This can last up to 2 months which means she'll miss the birth of the baby. This devastates me. Im an only child and have a very close relationship with my parents and never pictured birth of my baby without my mom.
I just needed to vent my feelings and ask for you all to keep her in your prayers please.
Heartbroken doesnt even explain how i feel, ugh!
:: sorry on mobile::
Re: Heartbroken.. T Ps please
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First pregnancy - blighted ovum, miscarriage at 10 weeks, Apr./May 2012
Second BFP 9/19/12 - Hoping for our Rainbow Baby!
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Cycle 12, IUI #1 - 33m post wash 10/15/10 = BFN
Cycle 13, IUI #2 - 15m post wash 11/16/10 = BFP, missed m/c, D&C 1/3/11
Cycle 15 - 18, IUI #3-6 = BFN
Cycle 20, IUI #7 = BFP!, missed m/c 9/14, D&C
DE-IVF Aug. 2012: ER 8/30 11R, 7M, 4F; ET 9/4 returned 2
Beta 9/18 #1-820, #2-1699, #3-7124
10/1 1st u/s measuring right on track, 125 bpm
Mom to Benjamin 6/2011 and Lena 5/2013; baby 3 on the way
Me:40 AMA, DH:36 0% morph, TTC#1;
BFP#1 4/2011, MMC 6/2011 11wks Trisomy 13;
BFP#2 11/2011, CP
FSH: 17.9, AMH: 2.2
IVF#1 w/ICSI: ER 4/3: 5R,4M,4F
ET 4/6 All 4 (1-8A+, 2-8A-, 1-3A) BFP#3
Two weeks of beta hell = Blighted Ovum
IVF#2 Aug/Sept: ER 8/27: 4R,3M,3F
ET 8/30 (1-8A+, 1-6A+)
Beta#1 9/10: 350; Beta#2 9/12: 796; Beta#3 9/20: 9155
Expecting Boy/Girl Twins! My babies were born 4/23/13 at 36w1d!
So sorry to hear this! I can't imagine how stressful and upsetting this must be.
Prayers to you and your mama, I hope she is doing better very soon!
BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
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EDD 1/31/13, MC May 17. EDD 3/31/13, MC July 26. I miss you so much already my angel loves