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April

Poppy715Poppy715 member
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Usually at this time of year I'm thrilled. Spring is here and April means my birthday is fast approaching. This year I am dreading changing my calendar. I made it for H through Picabo. it's filled with pictures of us and our family. April was supposed to be the month when we grew to a family. The calendar has Addies ultrasound picture clear and bright. Our Facebook posts that say I'm going to be a Mommy and I'm going to be a Daddy. We posted at the same time so they showed in our news feeds right next to each other. I am dreading turning from March to April. I know I have to but it's still so hard. 

 Yesterday while we were grocery shopping we picked out a pinwheel for the cemetery. We also got a little butterfly garden ornament to decorate her headstone. We should have been picking out going home outfits. instead I'm decorating a headstone. It doesn't seem real or right. I often can't believe this is my real life. I feel I'm facing things well but I know the upcoming 2 weeks will be difficult. I'll be happy when it's over and I can breath a little easier. 

 ((Hugs)) to the other April mamas. T&P's for you in this difficult time. 

      THE DARK SIDE IT IS

 and GBCB

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BFP 8/2/12 EDD 4/9/13 Addie was delivered 1/4/13 at 26 weeks due to Eclampsia  

BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
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~All AL always welcome~

 

 


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  • tuscanbride2007tuscanbride2007 member
    (((HUGE HUGS))) sweetie!

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

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    TTC #3 since May 2012

    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • NoetholaNoethola member
    Big hugs to you!
    Lilypie - (qptF)


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  • angelsnightangelsnight member
    (((hugs)))
    Lilypie - (fm2j)

    Lilypie - (YesX)

     My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks.  Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!

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  • shandorfml2shandorfml2 member
    It's not fair. We're decorating our girl's headstone this month too. Totally not fair. Hang in there --hugs

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  • BronwynJaedeBronwynJaede
    Hugs to all of you.  I'm 11 days away from the first anniversary - it is such a rough month.
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  • HullGutHullGut member
    Hugs to you, it's just not fair. 
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    Due with baby boy # 2 in May 2016
    DD #1 born January 2014

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