Sad update and goodbye

Re: Sad update and goodbye

• abuglione member

  March 2013

  I am so so sorry to hear this, and wish you all the best in starting a beautiful unconventional family.

  

  
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• densquared member

  March 2013

  I am so very sorry. I hope you are able to find some peace and that you are surrounded by love and support during this difficult time.

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• misternmiss member

  March 2013

  sammer, I'm so incredibly sorry.  I don't possess the words to express how much my heart hurts for you.  This just isn't fair. I'm sending you (((HUGS))) and T&Ps for healing and peace.

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• big_noise member

  March 2013

  I am so, so sorry. There just aren't words. Please know you are thought of and I hope an answer and plan on all of this comes for you soon. Big hugs.
  

  BFP #1, 12/22/09 - DD#1 born 9/2010
  BFP #2, 12/12/11, m/c 12/25/11
  BFP #3, 3/09/12, CP 3/10/12
  BFP #4, 7/22/12, DD#2 born 4/2013
   
  
  

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• luvboston member

  March 2013

  I am so sorry for your loss

  6 m/c
  Anovulatory cycles, increased Synthroid Diagnosed Sep 2010

  Natural cycle Dec 2010 BFP M/C 6 1/2 Weeks, D&E Jan 2011
  1 Clomid/Ovidrel BFN May 2011
  Natural cycle Aug 2011 BFP M/C 4 Weeks
  1 IUI Sept 2011 BFP M/c 7 weeks
  Provera Dec 2011 BFP M/C 3 Weeks

  DQ ALPHA HLA MATCH, High NK Cells Diagnosed Dec 2011
  IVF March 2012 BFP m/c 4weeks 5 days (IL, Prednisone)
  IVF#2w/DS July 2012 MEGA FAILURE BFN (IL, Dexamethasone)
  Diagnosed No real HLA Match, DQ Beta Triad, High TNF, Low NK Cells
  Oct 2012 Natural Cycle m/c 4wks (Lovenox, Prednisone) 
  Went to Beer Center- high tnf, low lad, implantation failure

  Nov/Dec 2012 LIT Treatment

  Dec 12 Humira
  Jan 2013 BFP
  Humira,LIT,Prednisone, Lovenox, IVIG, Baby Aspirin
  Miracle Born August 2013 Premature
  
  Yours doesn't have to be a sad story
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  

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• purpleflower member

  March 2013

  I am so sorry. Sending you lots of ((HUGS)), T&P!!

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• CupcakeGirl08

  March 2013

  I'm so sorry for your loss.

  
  9/19/12: Miscarriage at 12wks due to Triploidy, D&C 9/24/12 - I will forever miss you my little angel

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• luvmyducks member

  March 2013

  I am so so sorry   ((hugs))

   

  
  

  
  

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• DebateThis member

  March 2013

  I am so sorry. I wish you all the best in the future.
  

  Six years of infertility and loss, four IUIs, one IVF and one very awesome little boy born via med-free birth 10.24.13.
  
  

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• pkaren member

  March 2013

  Oh Sammer, I'm so sorry. I have no words, this is just so unfair. Big ((HUGS)). My thoughts are with you and your DH.

  BFP #1: 12/26/11, EDD 09/05/12; m/c discovered: 02/22/12 @ 12w u/s,
  D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
  Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
  BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

  
  

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• bananers member

  March 2013

  Oh no. I can't even imagine the pain you must be feeling, but my heart just breaks for you. ::hugs::

  BFP #1 10/6/11 | EDD 6/15/12 | MMC 11/7/11 @ 8w3d | D&C 11/14/11
  
  BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
  
  BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
  
  BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
  
  Just keep swimming.
  

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• alb245 member

  March 2013

  I'm so, so sorry for your loss.  I can only imagine what you are going through.  T&P with you as you travel through this journey. (((Hugs)))
  

  
  
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  TTC #1 since Feb 2011 Dx: MTHFR C677T Homozygous, Antiphospholipid Syndrome, LPD
  BFP #1: 8/4/11 c/p 4w5d
  BFP #2: 9/4/11 c/p 5w0d
  BFP #3: 1/16/12 c/p 4w0d
  BFP #4 8/9/12 m/c 7w3d
  BFP #5 11/2/12 ?EDD 7/16/13? PLEASE grow sweet baby!!
  

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• HoolahZinger member

  March 2013

  I am so, so sorry sammer. I know nothing I can say will be of much encouragement. Life is total crap. I don't understand why things are so unfair in this world. Huge, huge hugs. 

  
  
  
  EDD 1/31/13, MC May 17. EDD 3/31/13, MC July 26. I miss you so much already my angel loves
  
  
  

  
  
  

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• katharineb1980

  March 2013

  im so sorry for this loss, and all your other losses. You and your DH are in my prayers, i hope for your Rainbow baby soon!!

  BFP#1 10/23/07 EDD 8/30/08 Born 4/13/08 21 weeks "Angel" BFP #2 DS 9/30/09 EDD 7/6/09 DX IC 1/18/09 Born 6/19/09 37 weeks. Healthy Boy BFP #3 9/17/12 EDD 6/1/13 MC naturally 11/4/12 10 weeks BFP #4 1/23/13 EDD 10/7/13 Stick LO!! Stick!!

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• SwittyMcGee member

  March 2013

  Oh Sammer, I am so sorry. You'll be in my thoughts.

  BFP #1 and m/c on 10/24/2010 ~6wks
  BFP #2 07/12/2012 (EDD 03/23/13); m/c 07/28/12
  BFP #3 12/05/2012 (EDD 08/19/2013); baby girl born 08/09!
  
  
  

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• Littlar member

  March 2013

  I am so sorry for your loss.
  

  
  TTC since May 2011
  M/C #1 Chemical Pregnancy Aug 2011
  M/C #2 Blighted Ovum Feb 2012
  M/C #3 Missed Miscarriage after HB Aug 2012
  BFP #4 1/12/13 EDD: 9/26/13 Betas 12DPO: 45, 14DPO: 156, 19DPO: 904, 21DPO: 1,972, 26DPO: 12,230, 28DPO: 22,017
  
  

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• katharine25 member

  March 2013

  Oh Sammers, my heart is so broken for you. I'm so incredibly sorry.

  Married My Love on 6/18/2006
  BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
  BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
  BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
  BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
  BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
  Baby Boy Born 8/22/13
   
  
  

  
  

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• carolinakiwi member

  March 2013

  Oh - this is devastating news!!  I'm so sorry.  (((hugs)))  I will be praying for you for a peace about the future.

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  TTC #1 since June 2009: irregular cycles
  BFP 1/20/10, EDD 9/28/10, born 10/5/10
  
  TTC #2 since Nov 2011:
  BFP 2/8/12, MC @ 5 weeks; BFP 3/22/12, MC @ 5 1/2 weeks; BFP 9/10/12, MC @ 6 weeks
  
  Started seeing RE Nov 2012. Chromosomal test and all other tests came back "normal". Unexplained MCs. Found mild hytpothyroidism. Two unmedicated cycles, both BFNs. First medicated cycle (clomid, ovidrel) 1/23/13. Low progesterone found during 9DPO P4 test = 7.6. Put on prometrium supplements.
  
  BFP 2/16/13; 2/18/13 (13 dpo): Beta #1=52.8, progesterone=18.7; estrogen = 412; Dr. increased progesterone dosage.
  2/21/13 (16 dpo): Beta #2 = 269; progesterone = 32.4
  2/25/13 (20 dpo): Beta #3 = 1,236
  2/28/13 (23 dpo): Beta #4 = ?? tbd

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• GaiaEarthMom12 member

  March 2013

  I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm glad that you had such a positive experience while on this board. Thinking of you and sending love and hugs
  

  Married to the love of my life for 3 years
  First pregnancy - blighted ovum, miscarriage at 10 weeks, Apr./May 2012
  Second BFP 9/19/12 - Hoping for our Rainbow Baby!
  
  
  
  

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• lavril member

  March 2013

  I am so so sorry.

  PGAL/PAL welcome
  

  Trying to start our family since 2010

  BFP #1 11.4.10, EDD 7.12.11, HB 12/9/10, MMC 12/27/10; 11w6d
  BFP #2 9.12.12, EDD 5.24.13, Baby Boy Born 5.15.13!!
  My Ovulation Chart
  3 Clomid (100mg) cycles + TI + Trigger = BFN's, Femara + Trigger + IUI#1 = BFN
  Femara + Trigger + IUI#2 = BFP!
  "Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will." ~Gandhi

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• egsquared member

  March 2013

  Sammer, I'm am so very sorry for your loss. Many thoughts and prayers to you and your DH. [[[hugs]]]

  TTC #1 since 6/08. Cycle #6 - BFP 12/22/08, EDD 9/3/09, DD 8/14/09 at 37w1d

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  TTC #2 since 6/11

  me=36 - low AMH, DH=38

  BFP #2 - 8/31/11, EDD 5/10/12, M/C 9/23/11

  BFP #3 - 3/4/12, EDD 11/14/12, CP 3/11/12

  BFP #4 - 5/9/12, EDD 1/19/13, CP 5/11/12

  BFP #5 - 8/22/12, EDD 5/5/13, CP 8/24/12

  IVF#1 - January 2013 - EPP/Antagonist - 7R, 3M, 2F, 3dt of 2 8-cell embies

  BFP #6 - 2/3/13, EDD 10/15/13, DS 9/18/13 at 36w1d

  
  

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• countingthestars member

  March 2013

  I'm so sorry for your loss. Huge hugs!!

  

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• KacyChicago member

  March 2013

  Oh God, I hate to see this. I am so, so sorry and I hate that you're having to go through this again. Please don't give up hope of becoming a Mom, whatever way it happens. You remain on my mind, and I wish you all the best as you grieve.
  

  
  
  We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.
  
  “So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young? I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send me a son.” – Arcade Fire
  

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• layali member

  March 2013

  I am so sorry for this and for your previous losses. My heart goes out to you. *hugs*
  

  
  
  
  

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• cg0112358 member

  March 2013

  ((hugs)) I'm so sorry

  DS1: 8/3/10, DD1: 8/17/13, DD2: 8/13/15

  Twins lost to due to partial molar pregnancy: September 2011 

  ~~PAL, PgAL Always Welcome~~
  

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• GraceInCA member

  March 2013

  I'm so very sorry. Please take care of yourself.

  
  
  
  

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• minicheezburg member

  March 2013

  Huge hugs honey, I am so very sorry.

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  TTC for #1 since Jan 2010

  BFP #1 Oct 1 2010 MC Oct 3 2010

  DX PCOS w/ AO Nov 2011

  3 rounds of Clomid all BFN

  BFP #2 10/12/12 Beta #1 45.1 Beta #2 160.7 * 2/27 diagnosed with IEF in utero.

  Dalaney born @ 35w2d via emergency C-section due to Pre-E after 30 hrs of labor & losing her HB twice. She weighed 5lbs 8oz & was 19in long on May 26th 2013 @ 605am
  

  
  

    
  

  
  

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• HollyBee1022 member

  March 2013

  I am so, so sorry Sammer.  For your losses and for your feelings about carrying a child in the future.  Good luck to you and your family; I hope you find tons of happiness.

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• uneek1323 member

  March 2013

  Oh Sammer I'm so sorry honey. So many (((hugs))) and so much love for you and your husband. 

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• lvnbraves member

  March 2013

  So very sorry for your losses.  Wishing you the best.
  

  Emergency ileostomy 11/28/10, CF dx on 12/3/10 and ileostomy takedown 1/24/11, feeding tube placed 7/1/11...still going strong! Little one lost 5w5d, 5/27/2012. CP 8/26/2012

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• VikingQueen member

  March 2013

  oh sammer.. I am so sorry sweetie. Sending you many thoughts and prayers. Take care of yourself sweetie.

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• LAMCH1980 member

  March 2013

  Sammer, I am so terribly sorry that you are finding yourself in this dark place again. I am sending many prayers your way. ((hugs))

  
   
  
  
  BFP #1 9/1999. DD Born 6/7/2000
  BFP #2 10/2011. EDD 7/11/12. MMC discovered 11/2/11. D&C 11/4/11.
  DX PCOS 10/2012.
  BFP#3 1/11/13. DS Born 9/17/2013
  BFP#4 9/30/17. Grow baby grow! 
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• NBBride05 member

  March 2013

  So sorry for your loss.
  

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  TTC Since June 2009 

  BFP #1 - 1/15/12, EDD 9/21/12, Missed M/C - 2/10/12 - I miss you Sapphire!

  BFP #2 - 7/1/12 - Met my lucky charm Alexandra on 3-16-13!!!

  
  

     
  

  
  

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• maycouple member

  March 2013

  I'm so sorry--you are in my thoughts.

  

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• nbcarlson member

  March 2013

  I am so very sorry that you are going through all of this Sammer. I really wish there was something I could do or say to make this better. All I have are huge hugs and lots of TnPs that you find peace.

  
  

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• km_md member

  March 2013

  I am so so sorry Sammer. There are no words for how awful this is. So many ((hugs))

  
  

  
  

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• obbb3 member

  March 2013

  I'm so so sorry to hear this. Please take care of yourself!

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• Loveniz member

  March 2013

  I'm so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. Sending you many T&Ps 

  TTC #1 Since Oct 2011
  BFP #1 4/29/12 m/c 5/18/12 at 6w2d
  BFP #2 8/28/12 EDD 5/10/13 MC 9/22/12 at 6w4d
  BFP #3 12/31/12 EDD 9/12/13
  
  Me Dx: DOR   DH: all tests normal
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• MsAmandaPants member

  March 2013

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  Just really huge, huge, huge (((hugs))) to you, Sammer. It is so unfair. 
  

  Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
  BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12
  
  BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013
  
  IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN

  IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
  IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN
  
  BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!
  
  Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis
  
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• lovelainie member

  March 2013

  Oh, sammer, I'm so sorry.
  
  

  TTC with MFI, PCOS, and endometriosis since February 2010

  BFP January 20,2012, Loss confirmed January 22,2012

  March-August 2012: Various medicated/IUI cycles, all BFN

  Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy October 2012: Fall Cleaning, Uterus Edition

  BFP 2-17-12 @12DPO Beta#1: 256 Beta#2: 1061

  EDD:10-27-13

  

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