okay im in 3rd trimester and this is my 4th child i am 27 years of age. I have about 3 weeks till due date and as i look back its been horrible! I have no energy all i wanna do is sleep, i cry all the time, im on several medications one for my anziety disorder. My doctor, recently said she thought i had p.p.d. also is concerned because, i feel empty.i know there is a baby in there i feel him kick, im not very big to be this far along, thats an issue with the doctors, but im petite, i did not even have to buy jeans,i am in a size 2, im 5 ft 3 and weigh 117, before pregnancy i weighed, 103, also been small framed so to me i look and feel huge but to the doctors, they are concerned, with my first child whom is 7 now, I had preclampsia, got up to 213 lbs, very fast at the last 2 to three months, swelling in face even eyes were about swollen shut. 2 babies later i had no issues while pregnant it was the best id ever felt! my youngest is 15 months old. Anyways this is 4th baby, and i am detached, i dont want to celebrate with no baby shower or even talk to friends. I stay to myself, i feel like no one could ever understand, how sad and how much pain i feel. so if there is anyone that feels the same respond please or if you have advice, i need some from someone who understands some how. I dont intend to sound crazy, or spoiled, I know i should not feel this empty ...the only way to describe it in words
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