I haven't posted on here before, but I am not sure what is going on with me, and I feel like it might be PPD. I had LO 7 weeks ago, and I have a 2 year old. Since DD2 was born, I have just felt like my life is a never ending cycle, being a SAHM. I have been extremely depressed about it, and as much as I love my LO's, I can help but have extreme resentment towards DH for having freedom from home. I constantly find myself crying about it, and I feel like I shouldn't be a mom. I can't shake this feeling, and it makes me feel like a terrible person that I want my freedom back. I am a young mom, 21, and I see all of my friends going off and being successful in school, and having fun, and although I have fun with my girls, I am really jealous of everyone around me. I keep thinking it's going to get better, and then I wake up and do the SAME thing I did yesterday and crying about it. It causes me to have very little patience for my children, and I find myself picking fights with my husband. I want to enjoy my life, but I just can't seem to, and it hurts me. How do I cope with all of this? I know it sounds completely selfish, I just don't know how to get rid of these feelings. If I think about it for too long, I find myself just wishing I didn't exist, or I chose a different path in life. I don't want to feel those feelings!