TTC After a Loss

Scared. Can I have some hugs?

This is a complete AW, woe is me post, so please feel free to skip it.

I had to have my baseline chest xray this morning as part of my molar pregnancy monitoring. The doctor just called and they see something on one of the views. My lungs are clear, but apparently they are seeing something on one of my breasts on the lateral view. Since this is the one from the side, they can't tell which one. 

It could be absolutely nothing, just a weird thing on the film, or it could be something minor like a calcification, or it could be something. Given my luck these past few months, I'm having a hard time not thinking the worst. It does seem good news that they are not seeing it in the straight ahead view.

I'm just tired. Really tired. And feeling scared.

I'd appreciate any good thoughts or hugs that y'all have to share. Thanks for listening. 

 

Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12

BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013

IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN

BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!

Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis

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  • Hugs praying that its nothing.

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  • I go for a physical exam tomorrow at 8am and then based on what he feels/doesn't feel, we go from there . . .
    Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
    BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12

    BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013

    IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
    IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
    IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN

    BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!

    Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis

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  • Huge (((hugs))) hon. T&Ps that whatever it is is no big deal.

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  • Oh Amanda, that is totally scary. I'm so sorry you are going through this. I'll be Praying that it is nothing serious.  (((hugs)))


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  • That's scary, sending prayers and hugs your way.

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  • Sending all the good juju I can that it's nothing. Please keep us updated. (Hugs)


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  • First of all, just big, squishy, comforting HUGS. I am so sorry you're having to deal with this, Amanda, and please know I'm saying a prayer for you that it's just a random spot on the film or something else nonalarming. My heart goes out to you...sometimes it just seems like if it's not one thing it's something else, huh? Sigh. Hang in there hon, and please keep us posted.
  • Huge, huge hugs and good vibes for you. I'm so sorry.

    I hope it is nothing.  


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    Hugs praying that its nothing.

    This. Hugs!!


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  • (((((Amanda))))) sending thoughts and prayers hon!
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  • [HUGS] I'm sorry, that is scary. I hope it is nothing.

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  • ::::BIG HUGS::::

     Sending lots of T&P'S your way, and hoping it is absolutely nothing. 

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  • (((hugs)))  Fx that it is nothing
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  • T&Ps that it's absolutely nothing. I'm sorry you have to deal with the stress of the scare though. Are they ordering a mammogram? Keep us posted. {{hugs}}
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  • I am so so sorry you are dealing with all this Amanda ((HUGS)) FX that it's absolutely nothing.
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    so sorry, amanda. this is scary. lots of good thoughts your way that it's nothing serious. 

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  • Huge (((HUGS)))  Praying that it is just a weird spot on the films and it's nothing!!
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  • (((hugs))) FX it turns out to be nothing to be concerned about.

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  • (((hugs))) and more ((((hugs))))

    I've had a mammogram with suspicious finding that resulted in a biopsy.  PM if you ever want to talk.  


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    hugsnbsp; Fx that it is nothing


    All of this. My guess will be they'll do a repeat chest xray and possibly a breast ultrasound if they still see something. Many many hugs to you.

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  • Oh honey. 

    Hope that it is nothing.

    Sending love, hugs, and good vibes to you today.

     

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  • Thanks so much, loves. I really appreciate it.
    Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
    BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12

    BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013

    IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
    IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
    IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN

    BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!

    Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis

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  • (HUGS) I will be sending lots of positive vibes and prayers your way!
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  • so many hugs!!!  t's and p's that it is nothing!!!  keep us updated!!!

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  • Aww hunny I'm so sorry :( *hugs* hoping it's nothing to worry about!
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  • Absolutely praying for you that it is nothing!!!! Just have faith and keep thinking positively! Everyone on this board is there for you, and anytime you feel scared or worried...just come on over here!

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  • :: hugs:: I hope that its nothing hun!
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  • Sorry you're going through this. Praying it's nothing (((hugs)))
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  • Big huge hugs sent your way! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers too!
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  • Of course, ever since I found out my breasts have been hurting. It's like they know I am talking about them on the interwebz. :)

    Thanks so much for all the support. 

    Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
    BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12

    BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013

    IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
    IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
    IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN

    BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!

    Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis

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  • Huge hugs for you!!!  Praying everything is alright.  
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    BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.

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    ((((((((giant huge squishy hugs)))))))))

    I am so sorry Amanda.  You be in my prayers.  I hope it turns out to be nothing.

     

     

     

     


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  • Big big hugs! I certainly hope that it is nothing!!!
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  • I'm so sorry you're going through this, and I'm crossing my fingers and toes that it's nothing.  ((hugs))
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  • ((Hugs)) I hope everything turns out ok for you. 

    TW loss mentioned 

    **BFP#1 9/5/12   EDD 5/15/13  changed to 5/25/13 after u/s,  missed mc 10/19/12.  D and C 10/22/12** 
     **BFP#2 9/12/13  EDD 5/16/14 changed to 5/27/14 after u/s, hb 126 on 10/11/13, miscarriage on 10/24.13**
    ~RPL testing results from 12/6/13 show everything normal except elevated prolactin. Blood work is now in the normal range. All AL welcome!
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  • Oh you poor lady! I can't even imagine how you must be feeling right now. I'm sure chances are that it is nothing, but it must be so hard not to worry. Sending you lots of good thoughts and vibes. ((hugs))


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