TTC After a Loss

(Sorta BFP warning) What the WHAT what?

Nurse just called. My beta was 14. Quite a bit lower than they would like to see at this point (50 or so) but higher than a negative (5 or less). She said this could go either way, it could be chemical/not viable, or it could go on to be fine, just a slow starter. Second beta on Wednesday.

Wondo sensitivity is only 20, which explains why I am getting negatives. I guess I'll test in the AM with FMU and see if anything shows up.

Welcome to beta-hell. *rolls eyes at universe*

I don't know how to react to this - we were prepared for negative and could deal with that. If it had been positive, we'd jump up and down and cry with joy.  I don't know how to deal with THIS. Tongue Tied

I skipped my progesterone shot this morning because I was SO convinved it was negative. I had to call DH and ask him to come home quick and give it to me.

There's hope that this might work out though so I'm trying to hold onto that.

T&Ps would be appreciated.

And I guess no wine for me tonight.

**Warning: Losses and living child mentioned**
BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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Re: (Sorta BFP warning) What the WHAT what?

  • I am sending a ton of T&Ps your way!!!!!!!!
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  • T's and Ps, and EVERYTHING crossed for you!!!
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  • This is the best post EVER. I have to tell you in the back of my mind I kept thinking okay, well she doesn't have the test back yet but I don't want to just write hang in there because that just didn't seem like the right thing to write

    And now I'm rambling like an idiot because I am

    SOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU!

    And sorry for the caps but it totally deserves emphasis and I have no other way to do it.

    Thank you for putting a smile on my face!! Big hugs!!

    dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010


     <dream 2> 12.2011


     2.10.12 : 4 weeks


    6.17.12 : 10 weeks


    10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days


    12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day


    4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days


    10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days


    4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day


    6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative


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  • Holy cow, Boots! I'm keeping everything crossed for you....beta hell for sure. Oy!
    Big HUGS!
  • I am praying for you that this is your BFP. My HCG was at 12.8 at 16 DPIUI and continued going up. So I am hoping that it just took a little longer to start going up.
    My hubby and I have been together since 2008. Married 5 years in Dec. DX with PCOS and annovulatory hypothalamus. TTC for baby #2 for 10 months BFP on May 29th 2015

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  • Congrats, Boots. Many t and ps that you've just got a slow starter and that you get out if limbo soon.

    BFP#2 2.5.11 (EDD 10.15.11) DS born 9.28.11

    BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14

     

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  • Thinking happy thoughts for you!

     

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    FX this is just a slow start and we get to kick yer ass over to PgAL tomorrow!

    Yeah so I don't know the protocol here - I don't want to hang out on here and hurt people but I don't really know where I belong. :-(

    I guess I'll hang on IF for now, everyone there lurks until after their 2nd or 3rd beta anyway so they won't mind.

    I guess if you want to check on me, head over there? Is that ok?

    We need a board for LIMBO. Ugh.

    Edit: Buy YOU I mean all my TTCAL lovelies.

    **Warning: Losses and living child mentioned**
    BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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  • Keep hanging on to that hope has tight as you can!

    Big hugs to you. 

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    BFP #1 Jan. 2011 - mmc Mar. 2011 
    BFP #2 Aug. 2011 - My sleeping angel Stella, born April 21, 2012 
    BFP #3 Nov. 2012 - mmc Dec. 2012
    BFP #4 April 2013 - mc May 2013
    BFP #5 Sept. 2013 - EDD 5.24.14
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    I just got done replying to your other post, and you know what?

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    (((hugs))) Boots, and lots of T&Ps! 

    LOL omg, I'm sorry! I mostly hate being wrong but in this case, f*** it, I'll take it!

    **Warning: Losses and living child mentioned**
    BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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  • Many thoughts and prayers coming your way!!

    BFP#1 9/7/11 EDD 7/23/11 mc @21 weeks caused severe bladder obstruction on 3/14/12
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    BFP #2 9/9/12 EDD 7/19/13 started to mc @ 8w1d on 12/7/12 ended up with d&c 12/18/12, stopped developing @5w5ds

    Unexplained IF
    BFP#3 3/3/14 After 1st iui and clomid cycle
    beta 1: 137 beta 2: 268
    Beta 3:1248
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  • So so many T&P's your way Boots!! Everything is crossed for you my dear! 
    9.08.12 BFP! | 11.01.12 MMC Discovered at 12 weeks| 11.06.12 D&C 
    11.25.13 BFP#2| 4.07.14 TEAM PINK!!!|EDD 8.8.14 Please be our Rainbow Charlotte Grace <3
    7.01.15 BFP#3| 10.06.15 TEAM BLUE!| EDD 3.02.16
    PgAL/PAL always welcome
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  • SQUEEEE!!  Big Smile

    I'm sending out major T&P sweets!  I'm also going to be stalking you like mad. 

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    TTC since June 2011
    BFP #1 11/18/11 - m/c 12/24/11 blighted ovum - EDD 08/01/12
    BFP #2 08/04/12 - m/c 08/29/12 no answers - EDD 04/17/13
    BFP #3 10/01/12 - m/c 10/30/12 uniparental disomy - EDD 06/04/13
    BFP #4 04/12/13 - EDD 12/22/13  It's a GIRL!
    compound heterozygous MTHFR   -   All AL Welcome

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  • oh my gosh, FX for you!

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    BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
    BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
    Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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  • T&P being sent your way!!! I've got everything crossed for you!!

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    BFP#1-11/12/12, MMC 1/16/13-baby stopped growing @ 9wks, found out at 13wks, D&E 1/25/13
    BFP#2-4/23/13 EDD-01/02/14 baby BOY born 12/31/13 Michael Cameron <3

  • FX for you!!!

    TTC Since 8/2011
    BFP #1 5/13/12 * EDD 1/24/13 * MC at 7 wks 4 days on 6/11/12
    BFP #2 5/13/13 * Current EDD 1/23/14

    Baby N born 2/8/14


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  • Ts and Ps your way!!!

    BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!

    DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart

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    SQUEEEE!!  Big Smile

    I'm sending out major T&P sweets!  I'm also going to be stalking you like mad. 

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    This made me actually laugh out loud. I PPH you!

    I'm sorry you guys for putting up with all my crap. I don't TRY to be a drama queen, it just happens.

    **Warning: Losses and living child mentioned**
    BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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  • T and P for you and EVERTHING crossed!
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  • OMG Boots! SO many T&Ps for you. I'm sorry that you're in betahell, but am hoping so, so, so hard that you have a little fighter there who is just off to a slow start. More {{hugs}}
    Mr. & Mrs. B, Est. 10.23.2009
    m/c: 9/06/12
    LTB: 10/23/13
    Baby B 2.0 EDD: 3/15/16

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  • Fingers and toes crossed for you!!! I may be a relatively newcomer, but I LOVE reading these kinds of threads!!! T&Ps your way that your next beta is well over where it should be!

    ~ES~

    ~*~EVERYONE always welcome!!~*~
    TTC #1 since October 2012
    BFP #1 11/22/12 EDD 7/29/13 MMC 1/14/13, D&C 1/16/13
    BFP #2 5/7/13 EDD 1/14/2014 Ectopic discovered 5/21/13, lost left tube
    Referred to RE, blood work done August 2013, AMH 0.27, all else normal, HSG clear
    BFP #3 12/1/13 EDD 8/8/14, MC 12/24/13
    January 2014: RE #2, blood work repeated, homozygous MTHFR c677t, SHG clear
    BFP #4 4/7/14 EDD 12/15/14 Our rainbow was born 12/6/14 at 4:26pm! <3 


  • T&Ps for you Boots!  I'm still very hopeful for you. 
  • Oh, honey. My Ts&Ps are with you and for that little bean of yours to stick and grow!!
    Six years of infertility and loss, four IUIs, one IVF and one very awesome little boy born via med-free birth 10.24.13.
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  • imageBootsOrHearts:


    T&Ps would be appreciated.

    And I guess no wine for me tonight.

    T&P coming your way.  And I will gladly drink your wine for you tonight, and hope it's celebratory champagne tomorrow!

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    Hoping and praying and keeping everything crossed that you've just got a slow starter on your hands!  


    [spoiler] My Blog: Grow Baby Grow

    BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010

    BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)

    3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!

    Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500

    First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat

    LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!

    TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015

    Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015

    Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270

    First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.

    JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.

    TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]


  • Boots!!!!!! I am sorry you're in limbo but I have everything crossed for you right now!!
    MC 4/09 at 6w2d 
    Rainbow Jude 
    born: 12/31/09
    Pre-E Induction at 36w4d
    11 Day NICU stay due to GBS infection

    TTC#2 10/2010
    M/C: 4/09/11 5w
    CP: 12/26/2011 
    CP: 1/28/2012 
    MMC: 4/16/2012 at 11w2d 
    Ectopic: 6/25/2012 MTX 07/03/12
    CP 11/24/2012 
    Rainbow Violet 
    born: 9/11/13

    All ALers welcome! 
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    I still stalk you and wanted you to know I've got everythign possible crossed for more than a doubling number!  Sending you lots of T&P's and ((HUGS))
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  • Boots! Congrats! Grow little one grow! My friends first beta was 17 and she now has a healthy baby girl. Come on numbers and double!

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    Missed MC 11/17/10 Our little miracle born 1/27/12 Natural MC 7/19/12 Missed MC 1/22/13 Our family is complete DD 12/27/13
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  • Oh wow! I have everything crossed for you!

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

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    TTC #3 since May 2012

    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13

    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • I have everything cross
    TTC since 4/28/07
    Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
    BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
    Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.

    June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!

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  • Sending T & P your way....

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  • That is very exciting and very stressful news to get!  I hope your second beta is a nice strong number.  Try to relax during beta hell :(
    TTC our first, both age 29 BFP#1 Twins, Missed MC with complications (long story) BFP#2 CP DX: DH-no issues Me-PAI-1 1/2013 Hysteroscopy/Laparoscopy to remove polyp and adhesions March 2013 IUI #1 with Follitism + Trigger
  • FX for you boots!! I hope that Wednesday comes quickly, and with good news!


  • Boots!!!!!!!!!!!!!  All things crossed for you, lady. We are all gonna be stalking you and wishing you all the best. <3

     

    Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
    BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12

    BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013

    IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
    IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
    IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN

    BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!

    Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis

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  • Thinking really good thoughts and praying for big numbers on your next beta. Beta hell sucks.


     6/09 right tube loss (fallopian torsion) 12/09 BFP #1 (DD born 9/10)
    8/12 dx Lupus (ANA+/APA-), 12/12 BFP #2  natural m/c 6w 2d 
    TTC#2  since 9/12  50mg Clomid/Ovidrel IUI #1 Beta 10/4=BFN
                                 50mg Clomid/Ovidrel IUI #2 Beta 11/1= BFN
                                      100 mg Clomid/Ovidrel IUI #3 Beta 12/26=BFFN
    100 mg Clomid/Ovidrel IUI #4 Beta 2/14= BFFN
    Took a LONG Break
    Lots of Luck and Love BFPB for life KOFMKG
  • I am sending so many positive T&P your way right now and am praying for good news to come later this week!
    PCOS & ute crew member
    BFP #1: 10/24/2012  EDD 7/3/13, missed m/c @ 9 weeks, D&E 
    DX: Septate Uterus. Septum resection 6/4/13
    BFP #2: 12/20/2013  EDD 9/1/14, missed m/c @ 7weeks, D&E
    BFP #3: 5/26/2014 EDD 2/7/15, missed m/c @ 9 weeks, D&E- DX Trisomy22
    RPL, Karyotyping, and SHG: All Normal
    BFP #4: 9/6/14 EDD 5/16/15 Praying for our RAINBOW!
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  • I'm hoping this is it Boots!! 
    Trying for our first since April 2011
    BFP 10/4/2012. Due 6/11/13. M/C 11/3/12
    Diagnosed Hypothyroidism 9/4/13
    BFP #2 11/11/13 Due 7/24/14
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    Today, I am pregnant.  Today, I am happy.
    Everyone welcome
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