So it seems that now is not the time for me to have my rainbow. I miscarried over the weekend at 5 weeks, 4 days. I have deleted my ticker and saved my signature numerous times, I can't stand that TB is still showing it. I really don't feel the need to go to the miscarriage board, this loss is upsetting but it's nothing compared to the devestation in losing Ava. If it's ok with you ladies, I would like to just hang out here. This loss just made me so much more angry. I'm angry about how I shouldn't even be going through another loss because Ava is supposed to be here next week. I miss my baby girl and the only hope I had to start focusing on something positive is now gone too. I'm just so frustrated with my body, with life, and I feel like I've been in a constant nightmare since October. I'm hoping to get some answers on what's going on with me. For now, all I can do is take one day at a time. : *(
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section
Re: **Ticker warning** Another loss
TTC since August 2011
DX PCOS and annovulatory
1/12 Clomid (3 rounds total and no response)
DH SA = normal
6/12 Femara (2 rounds)no response
8/12 1st round Gonal F and 2 follies = BFN
9/12 2nd round injects and 3 follies = BFP!
10/15 11dpo beta#1 = 162 10/17 beta #2 = 471 1st U/S: Quads!!!
1/13 Baby A ruptured membranes, our angels Jaxon, Jayse, Emersyn, and Ellee were born @ 17 weeks
5/13 Gonal F with 1 follie - BFP! EDD - 2/11/14
I am also looking for answers and its so frustrating, my body is failing me.
It really shouldn't be this hard, I am so sorry.
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be
corbinsmommy.blogspot.com
Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
I love you always, my beautiful girl.
Hysteroscopy 3/1/13 Dx: Unicornuate uterus
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BFP 3/18/13- Please be our Rainbow, we love you so much already.
6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!
10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo
Oh Meli, I'm so sorry I recently went through an early loss and have been struggling a bit. It took longer than I ever expected to get that BFP, then as quickly as we found out, I miscarried. I understand the frustration of it all.
(((HUGE HUGS))) as you approach Ava's due date.
BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12
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TTC #3 since May 2012
BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14
No longer trying to conceive.
I've lost two babies in a row, a natural MC in April at 6 weeks, and just this past weekend at 18w6d due to a terminal diagnosis. It's just a slap in the face. I know they aren't related in any way, but I know it will make my next pregnancy that much more difficult to get through.
TB ticker issue is like pouring salt into my already bleeding heart. I immediately changed my ticker last friday so I don't have to see that stupid piece of fruit get bigger every week. I've gone back numerous times and it's "saved" correctly, TB just still shows the them.
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section
Thinking of you!
We've been having some rotten luck on this board lately.
Hugs
I know that the Universe is testing us to the limits but we need to stay strong! We have no other choice but believe that there will be a better tomorrow.
Meli,
I am so sorry.
HUGS
I posted on TTCAL, but I wanted to say it here too. I am so, so sorry. I also had a later loss followed by an early miscarriage. It is so unfair and horrible. It also just made me miss my son that much more. Huge hugs to you.
You could say that again! Hugs all around.
Due with baby boy # 2 in May 2016
DD #1 born January 2014
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
Everyone Welcome.
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12