I don't know if this would be as Postpartum depression. I had my first baby almost 5 and a half months ago and I've been emotional ever since. I love my baby and I would do ANYTHING for her. I sometimes feel though that even though I know deep down I am the being the best mom I can be, I just have trouble believing myself that I care about her. What should I do? I really do love her but things are so strange.