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I need a weekend Crazy train!

GavinRonansMomGavinRonansMom member
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I am 11dpo...I need to hide my htp's! This is my first month TTCAL and for some reason is so much harder to wait this month that it was in the months I was TTC before my loss...

no point to this post, other than someone to slap some sense into me through the computerStick out tongue

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Re: I need a weekend Crazy train!

  • Smash2009Smash2009 member
    Step awaaaay.....hahaha.
    I know it's hard, and honestly, my first month back, or first month REALLY trying, was SO hard. I had phantom symptoms and talked myself into being KU.
    Fingers crossed for you, hon!

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  • nbcarlsonnbcarlson member
    I am on my first cycle trying again and it's been a nightmare so I know how you feel! Step away from the sticks though haha!

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  • RunningGal900RunningGal900 member
    Good luck! I am a poas addict so I would definitely be testing at 11 DPO. Though I also have a short LP. FX for you!
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  • lincoln79lincoln79 member

    i feel you. i seriously POAS yesterday at only 3dp6dt. i told myself after that it was to make sure the hcg was out of my system..but that was total rationalization.

    GL to you! 

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  • GavinRonansMomGavinRonansMom member
    We have a Christmas party tonight....so my rational is that I want to know if I can have a drink....

    I can't tell if my chart looks good or bad so I am really at a loss ha.
    image Noah Michael, born sleeping 9/29/12 at 19w 3d. We love you forever Little Man! image
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    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
    BabyFruit Ticker
    Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
    Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9 Beta #2 18dpo:1940
    HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
    grow rainbow grow!!!!
    All Always Welcome!!
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  • GavinRonansMomGavinRonansMom member
    imageRunningGal900:
    Good luck! I am a poas addict so I would definitely be testing at 11 DPO. Though I also have a short LP. FX for you!


    My lp is 14...so I can't even use that as an excuse ha
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    BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
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    Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
    Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9 Beta #2 18dpo:1940
    HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
    grow rainbow grow!!!!
    All Always Welcome!!
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  • TLR813TLR813 member
    Don't do it! I'm also 11dpo, and am trying my best to wait til Monday. I just came off the bench too, so I can definitely relate to the crazy!
    Have a glass of wine, and try not to pee on anything!
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  • buggirl72buggirl72 member

    Your chart looks fine : )

    Just remember that if you do POAS today the odds are really against seeing a positive. 

     35% at 10dpo
    51% at 11dpo
    62% at 12dpo
    68% at 13dpo
    74% at 14dpo
    80% at 15dpo
    88% at 16dpo
    92% at 17dpo

    Edit to add chart - and those are the percentages for super sensitive HPTs


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  • GavinRonansMomGavinRonansMom member
    imagemdharrison:

    imageTLR813:
    Don't do it! I'm also 11dpo, and am trying my best to wait til Monday. I just came off the bench too, so I can definitely relate to the crazy!
    Have a glass of wine, and try not to pee on anything!

    Be strong ladies!!

    GRM:  Step away from the pee sticks!  We said we were going to hold out, remember??!!



    Ladies you will be SO proud of me...or at least I am ha ..I did not poas! I made it out the door for the party so now there will be no chance until Tuesday morning.

    MD and bug and tlr we are strong, we can do it! Thank you everyone!
    image Noah Michael, born sleeping 9/29/12 at 19w 3d. We love you forever Little Man! image
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    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
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    Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
    Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9 Beta #2 18dpo:1940
    HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
    grow rainbow grow!!!!
    All Always Welcome!!
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  • buggirl72buggirl72 member
    imageGavinRonansMom:
    imagemdharrison:

    imageTLR813:
    Don't do it! I'm also 11dpo, and am trying my best to wait til Monday. I just came off the bench too, so I can definitely relate to the crazy! Have a glass of wine, and try not to pee on anything!

    Be strong ladies!!

    GRM:  Step away from the pee sticks!  We said we were going to hold out, remember??!!

    Ladies you will be SO proud of me...or at least I am ha ..I did not poas! I made it out the door for the party so now there will be no chance until Tuesday morning. MD and bug and tlr we are strong, we can do it! Thank you everyone!

    Way to go! Have fun at the party tonight!


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  • Adam2010Adam2010 member
    Good job! Way to stay strong! Have fun at your party and GL on Tues! FX for you!
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  • GavinRonansMomGavinRonansMom member
    And now dh isn't working tomorrow...Sunday.... ugh!!!!!!! I made it through today, but now I have to make it through 12dpo too! And he wants me to test... damnn him...boo
    image Noah Michael, born sleeping 9/29/12 at 19w 3d. We love you forever Little Man! image
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    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
    BabyFruit Ticker
    Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
    Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9 Beta #2 18dpo:1940
    HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
    grow rainbow grow!!!!
    All Always Welcome!!
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    imageGavinRonansMom:
    And now dh isn't working tomorrow...Sunday.... ugh!!!!!!! I made it through today, but now I have to make it through 12dpo too! And he wants me to test... damnn him...boo

    You are far stronger than me - I keep those dollar store test in a stockpile :)  

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  • TLR813TLR813 member

    imageGavinRonansMom:
    And now dh isn't working tomorrow...Sunday.... ugh!!!!!!! I made it through today, but now I have to make it through 12dpo too! And he wants me to test... damnn him...boo

    My DH was mad at me for not testing today.  He's usually the one telling me not to POAS, so that was a surprise!  I only test using FMU, so today is out for me.  Tomorrow I'm definitely testing though!

    FX for you GRM!! 

    BFP #1: 3/3/12, EDD: 11/11/12, Missed M/C: 4/3/12 @ 8 weeks 2 days, D&C: 4/6/12
    BFP #2: 6/29/12, EDD: 3/8/13, Natural M/C: 7/16/12 @ 6 weeks 2 days
    Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, Hypothyroidism
    BFP #3: Kendall Grace, born 9/30/13
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  • GavinRonansMomGavinRonansMom member
    imageTLR813:

    imageGavinRonansMom:
    And now dh isn't working tomorrow...Sunday.... ugh!!!!!!! I made it through today, but now I have to make it through 12dpo too! And he wants me to test... damnn him...boo

    My DH was mad at me for not testing today.  He's usually the one telling me not to POAS, so that was a surprise!  I only test using FMU, so today is out for me.  Tomorrow I'm definitely testing though!

    FX for you GRM!! 

    I am kind of hoping he doesn't ask. If he asks I will probably cave. If I can make it through today I will not test until Tuesday since DH is at work until 630am tues. morning.

    TLR...you chart looks way better than mine! GL!!!!! FX

    image Noah Michael, born sleeping 9/29/12 at 19w 3d. We love you forever Little Man! image
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    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
    BabyFruit Ticker
    Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
    Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9 Beta #2 18dpo:1940
    HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
    grow rainbow grow!!!!
    All Always Welcome!!
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