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I lost my rainbow baby...

Actingdiva09Actingdiva09 member
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I was spotting after my u/s (I measured 5w2d instead of 6w, so we didn't hear a heartbeat), which is normal, but tonight it escalated into a flow, and after some medium-level cramping, I passed a very large clot, just like with Gabriel. 

We lost our rainbow baby... My heart is at such a loss I don't know what to do... It's definitely time for a break... I wish all of you ladies healthy and SAFE pregnancies, and sweet LO's. Love them as I would have mine. Thank you all for all of your support and love. I am rooting for all of you!!! 

"For I know the plans I have for you,
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  • Actingdiva09Actingdiva09 member
    Now I just want my mother-effing siggy to change to what I fixed on it!!!!!
    "For I know the plans I have for you,
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  • pkarenpkaren member
    Noooo!!! I'm so sorry! I have no words to express how heartbroken I am to hear this. Biggest squishiest HUGS!!!
    BFP #1: 12/26/11, EDD 09/05/12; m/c discovered: 02/22/12 @ 12w u/s,
    D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
    Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
    BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
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  • Laurakat81Laurakat81 member
    Oh girl, I'm so sad to read this. I'm so sorry. I cannot stand that this keeps happening to good people! ((((hugs))))

    [spoiler] My Blog: Grow Baby Grow

    BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010

    BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)

    3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!

    Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500

    First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat

    LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!

    TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015

    Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015

    Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270

    First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.

    JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.

    TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]


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  • Actingdiva09Actingdiva09 member
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    Oh girl, I'm so sad to read this. I'm so sorry. I cannot stand that this keeps happening to good people! ((((hugs))))
    I'm sending you so much sticky right now!! I want so badly to see your rainbow!!!
    "For I know the plans I have for you,
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  • SunshinyLeesSunshinyLees member
    Im so sorry you have to go through this again hun. So unfair. Sad (((hugs))) to you xox

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    BFP#2 CP Sept 17th 2012 at 4.5 wks. EDD May 23 2013
    BFP#3 EDD June 24th 2013 IT'S A GIRL!
    BFP#4 EDD March 2 2015
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  • pinktrojanbride120107pinktrojanbride120107 member
    No. :( I'm so, so sorry.
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    BFP#1 - 11/13/11, Natural MC - 12/24/11 at 12 weeks
    BFP#2 - 10/2/12, Please be our rainbow.
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  • sunshine3981sunshine3981 member
    I'm so sorry you are going through this.  T&P's are with you.
    TTC 10/2009 BFP #1: Missed m/c at 8.5 weeks 11/10 BFP #2: Missed m/c at 10.5 weeks 8/11 BFP #3: Missed m/c at 9 weeks 2/2012 BFP #4: 8/21/12, EDD 5/4/13. So far so good, fingers crossed, hoping and praying with all of our might for this little bean....
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  • CaliforniaDream87CaliforniaDream87 member
    I'm so sorry....
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  • RachaeleighRachaeleigh member
    So sorry to hear this

    4 Losses (2003, 2008, Apr 2012, & Oct 2012)
    All RPL and IF testing with multiple REs = normal

    5 IUIs = BFN

    All AL are welcome
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  • hungryhippohungryhippo member
    Lurking...

    I'm so, so very sorry for your loss. I hate this for you so much.

    Back to lurking...
    TTC #1 since January 2011
    BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
    After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
    Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!! 
    BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
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    Congratulations to the fabulous KGS2003! Her sweet boys are here! Grow boys grow!!!
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  • ProfessorPedals825ProfessorPedals825 member
    I'm so sorry to hear that you have to go through this again.  This really sucks.

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    BFP#1 3/8/12; diagnosed w/ Anencephaly at 12w6d; D&C 5/9/12
    BFP#2 7/18/12; A/S 10/26/12 It's a Girl! EDD 3/29/13
    Phoebe Jordan Born 3/20/13

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  • bananersbananers member
    I'm so sorry. It's so hard to go through this once, and more than once is just unfair. ((hugs))
    BFP #1 10/6/11 | EDD 6/15/12 | MMC 11/7/11 @ 8w3d | D&C 11/14/11

    BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13

    BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15

    BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d

    Just keep swimming.
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  • lindsayanne14lindsayanne14 member
    I'm so very sorry! T and P are with you!

    BFP #1 4/10/12 D&C 6/5/12@ 12.5wks EDD 12/17/12
    BFP #2 9/10/12 CP 9/19/12@ 5.5wks EDD 5/21/13
    BFP# 3 12/3/12...Lukas James born 8/15/13
    BFP# 4 8/4/14 EDD 4/13/15

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  • 4legsRbest4legsRbest member
    I am so sorry! You are in my t&ps - huge (((hugs))) hon.
    Me: 37 DH: 40 TTC since 9/09
    #1 BFP 1/10/11; missed m/c discovered 7w5d
    IF Dx: Endo, hetero MTHFR mutation, poor morphology
    #1 IUI: 1/18/12 = BFN
    #1 IVF/ICSI 4/2/12 = 2 x 7-cell and 1 x 5-cell transferred (3dt) = BFP!!
    H was born at 41w2d on 12/29/12 - be still my heart!
    #2 IVF/ICSI 1/19/14 = 2 x 8 cells transferred (3dt) = BFP!! EDD 10/09/14
    M&W born at 37 weeks on 9/18/14 - I am the momma of 3 boys!!!

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  • MeganS313MeganS313 member
    NO!  No no no!  I'm so soo sorry.  This just shouldn't happen to anyone but especially more than once.  ((HUGS))
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  • delinodelino member
    I'm so very sorry. It's incredibly unfair.
    3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)
    IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
    Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13
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  • Mmm79Mmm79 member
    I hate seeing this.  I am so incredibly sorry for the loss of your little one. ((Hugs))

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    BFP#1 11/12/11 ~ No heartbeat 12/12/11 ~ D&C 12/19/11
    BFP#2 3/25/12 ~ Heartbeat 141 4/16/12 ~ No heartbeat 4/25/12 ~ D&C 04/30/12 
    BFP#3 7/16/12 ~ EDD 3/26/13 ~ It's a BOY ~ DOB 2/26/13






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  • katharine25katharine25 member
    Ohhh ActingDiva, I'm so so sorry.
    Married My Love on 6/18/2006
    BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
    BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
    BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
    BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
    BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
    <3 Baby Boy Born 8/22/13 <3
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  • JellyTwoPointOJellyTwoPointO member
    There are no words... I am so so sorry...
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    TTC since Aug 2011. BFP #1 on 10/28/2011 EDD of 07/02/2012 Natural MC on 11/22/2012  BFP #2 on 10/28/2012  EDD of 7/13/13  Judah Ari born on 7/11/13.

    I love my rainbow baby!


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  • charris1030@yahoo.comcharris1030@yahoo.com
    I am so very sorry to read this. Thoughts and prayers to you. :
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  • Bizzy80Bizzy80 member
    Oh hun, I am so sorry (HUGE HUGS)
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  • misternmissmisternmiss member
    I'm so incredibly sorry this is happening again. My heart hurts so much for you and YH. I so wish there was something I could say or do to take your pain away. Just know that we are all here for you. I'm sending so much love, many prayers and [hugs] to you.
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  • JuddandJessicaJuddandJessica member
    My heart breaks for you. I'm so sorry.

    BPF 1. Baby Girl "Petri" 12/22/11 Said goodbye 12/27/11

    BPF 2. Baby Boy "Roo" 1/20/12 Heartbeat 160b/m 2/15/12 Said goodbye 2/20/12

    BPF 3. Rainbow Baby Boy "Creed"  4/28/12 Born healthy and alive 1/5/13

    BFP 4. "Rainbow 2.0" 8/17/14 due 4/28/15

     

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  • babystolibabystoli member
    I am so very sorry for your loss.
    TTC since Feb 2012. Me: 39, DH: 37
    BFP #1 5/27/12- m/c 7/9/12 @ 10w2d (cytotec induced @11w).
    Fibroids, Hashimoto's Hypothyroidism
    BFP #2 11/18/12  EDD 7/27/13
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  • CutieBean79CutieBean79 member
    I am so sorry.  
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    Married 12/8/07 | Sleeve Gastrectomy 10/19/09
    BFP#1 DD born 3/9/11 | BFP#4 DD born 9/20/13
    BFP#2 6/21/12, M/C at 5w2d | BFP#3 11/27/12, M/C at 6w6d
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  • AudUyAudUy
    I am so sorry for your loss.
    BFP#1 11/25/11 EDD 08/09/12 MMC 01/30/12 D&C 02/01/12
    BFP#2 09/11/12 beta1=72 @13dpo beta2=160 @14dpo beta3=over 6000 @24dpo U/S @7w2dd hb=146bpm U/S @8w5d hb=159bpm U/S @12w hb=164bpm
    EDD 05/20/13
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  • AmeliaKrisAmeliaKris member
    I'm so very sorry for your loss. No one should have to go through one loss, let alone multiple losses. Many hugs and prayers your way.
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  • kread8kread8 member
    I'm so sorry you are going through this again, it just isn't fair. Big HUGS

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    Perfect baby boy born 7/8/13

    BFP 8/20/14 EDD 4/27/15 It's a GIRL!!

     

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  • AtleighdanAtleighdan member
    I am so sorry you are going through this again. So many prayers and hugs for you.
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  • orangegogglesorangegoggles member
    I am so very sorry for your losses, ((Hugs))
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    BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
    BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
    BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
    BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
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  • SA1112SA1112 member
    I'm very sorry to hear this.Take care of yourself.

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    BFP #1 3.16.12. mmc 5.7.12 at 11 weeks ~Avery Cameron~

    BFP #2 12.12.12. mmc 1.22.13 at 10 weeks ~Theodore Michael~

    D&C #2 Chromosome analysis results: Translocation Trisomy 14

    My RPL Testing: Homozygous MTHFR, normal karyotype

    DH's karyotype results: Robertsonian Translocation 13:14

    BFP #3 9.10.13 mc at 4 weeks~Our little May Flower~ 

    BFP #4 10.13.13- Our Rainbow Baby, a little girl, arrived June 25, 2014! 

                                                                              


     

     

     

     

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  • KikiCohenKikiCohen member
    I'm so sorry for your loss, hun :(  Take care of yourself and best of luck to you during your break.  (hugs)
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  • AlbahAlbah member
    So sorry for your loss!
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    BFP #3: 01/28/12, EDD: 09/23/12, MMC (BO), D&C 2/16/12 at 6.5 wks
    BFP #4: 05/23/12, EDD: 01/31/12, Early MC at 5 wks

    RPL Workup: + LPD (7DPO Prog = 7.8, Endometrial Bx = out of phase)
    Elevated Alpha 2-glycoprotein IgA and antiphosphatidylserine IgM -->
    Hematologist said not to worry and no need for treatment!

    Dx: LPD
    Cycle #1(08/2012): Clomid 50 mg CD3-7, Ovidrel CD13 + Progesterone = It worked!
    BFP #5 on 09/10/12 (11 DPO). HCG #1 @ 14DPO = 131.6 HCG #2 @ 16DPO = 509
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  • brockerlnbrockerln member
    So sorry for your loss:( Sending T&Ps and lots of hugs your way!
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  • alb245alb245 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. (((Hugs)))
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    TTC #1 since Feb 2011 Dx: MTHFR C677T Homozygous, Antiphospholipid Syndrome, LPD
    BFP #1: 8/4/11 c/p 4w5d
    BFP #2: 9/4/11 c/p 5w0d
    BFP #3: 1/16/12 c/p 4w0d
    BFP #4 8/9/12 m/c 7w3d
    BFP #5 11/2/12 ?EDD 7/16/13? PLEASE grow sweet baby!!
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  • HollyBee1022HollyBee1022 member
    I'm so, so sorry for your loss. No one should have to go through that, especially more than once. ((Hugs))
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  • dtowngirldtowngirl
    I'm so sorry :(.
    BabyFruit Ticker BFP #1 - 1-25-2012. Missed M/C discovered at 9 weeks 3 days. D&C 3-9-2012

    BFP #2 - 10-11-2012 Beta 38, 10-15-2012 Beta 518!.
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  • 10781078 member
    I am so sorry. Sending T and Ps your way.
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  • Cherry1111Cherry1111 member
    I am so so sorry for your loss. Hugs. 
    BFP#1 2/18/2011, EDD 10/18/2011, natural m/c 2/28/2011 @ 7 weeks
    BFP#2 5/28/2011, EDD 2/1/2012, chemical pg
    BFP#3 10/22/2011, EDD 6/30/2012, natural m/c 11/3/2011 @ 6 weeks
    BFP#4 4/16/2012, EDD 12/24/2012, Beta #1 23 @ 10dpo, Beta #2 68 @ 12dpo, Beta #3 370 @ 16dpo, Saw baby and heartbeat on 5/11/2012.

    It's a boy!
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  • FreyaWin2382FreyaWin2382 member
    I am so so sorry.
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