Pregnant after a Loss

Intro...pinch me, I think I'm dreaming!

 Well...my TTC journey began 10 months ago...in that time I had a BFP in April with a missed MC and D&C in June at 12 weeks, then I had a second BFP in September and a CP about 10 days later...and here I am, nervously intro-ing again!

I've been feeling a little off for the last few days...very emotional and my body has been really, really warm (strange, I know), I've also had some pulling in my abdomen.  I decided to test early (yesterday was 10dpo), I tested in late afternoon and got a very, very faint, squinty BFP.  My DH was like "I don't think that's a line, but I see what you're looking at".  I did my best to sleep through the night and at 6 this morning I took another test...still a light line, but definitely two lines!  I'm excited of course, and pretty terrified too!  I called my Dr. this morning and they have me coming in on Wednesday because of my loss history...I'm hoping they will draw betas. 

The timing of this BFP is very special to me...this was my last shot at getting a BFP before my original EDD which is just 2 weeks from today.  Also, today, December 3rd is the anniversary of my Dad's death.  31 years ago, my Dad lost his battle with Cancer at just 34 years old.  For the 1st time, this day had brought good news and joy to my family and I'm hoping that this little bean will end up being my rainbow baby! 

To the ladies at TTCAL...I can't even begin to thank you for the kindness, support and laughs you have given me over the last 6 months.  I truly don't think I would have known how to navigate TTCAL with out all of you!  There are so many of you that have become more than just "people on a board"...you have become friends. 

To all of you here at PGAL...please squeeze over and make room!  If anyone has any spare tape, gorilla glue...heck, you can nail my butt down if it will keep me here for the next 9 mths!

Finally...Lees...thanks for the support last night!  Love ya, girl! 

BFP #1 4/10/12 D&C 6/5/12@ 12.5wks EDD 12/17/12
BFP #2 9/10/12 CP 9/19/12@ 5.5wks EDD 5/21/13
BFP# 3 12/3/12...Lukas James born 8/15/13
BFP# 4 8/4/14 EDD 4/13/15

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Re: Intro...pinch me, I think I'm dreaming!

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  • Congratulations!!!!  So good to "see" you over here Lindsay!  And what a special day to get a BFP - I think your dad is looking down on you today and smiling.  Sending you lots of glue, tape and sticky baby dust!

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    Congratulations!!  Stay put over here!

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    BFP #2: 6/29/12, EDD: 3/8/13, Natural M/C: 7/16/12 @ 6 weeks 2 days
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  • Welcome and congrats!  Wishing you a H&H 9 months!  What a special time to get a BFP!

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    BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d

    BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

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  • so good to see you over here. many wishes for a healthy and happy 9 months to come!
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  • Congratulations!!
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  • Aww congrats! Welcome, pull up a sticky seat honey!
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    TTC for #1 since Jan 2010
    BFP #1 Oct 1 2010 MC Oct 3 2010
    DX PCOS w/ AO Nov 2011
    3 rounds of Clomid all BFN
    BFP #2 10/12/12 Beta #1 45.1 Beta #2 160.7 * 2/27 diagnosed with IEF in utero.
    Dalaney born @ 35w2d via emergency C-section due to Pre-E after 30 hrs of labor & losing her HB twice. She weighed 5lbs 8oz & was 19in long on May 26th 2013 @ 605am

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  • Awww! Your intro got me all teared up. That is so special about your dad! I'm sure he's looking down and so happy for you!

    And a HUGE CONGRATS!!!!! I love seeing you over here! Now pull up a sticky seat and we'll help get you tied down!

     

    ETA: I swear I know the difference between your and you're but you'd never guess it by the number of times I type too fast and use the wrong one! Embarrassed


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    BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010

    BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)

    3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!

    Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500

    First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat

    LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!

    TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015

    Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015

    Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270

    First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.

    JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.

    TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]


  • Yaaaaaaaaay! So happy to see you on this side. Welcome, pull up a super sticky seat :)
    Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
    BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12

    BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013

    IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
    IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
    IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN

    BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!

    Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis

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  • YAYY!!!!!!! So glad to see you here, CONGRATS!!!!

    Pull up a niiiiice sticky seat, here's to a Happy and uneventul 9 months!!

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  • SQUUUUEEEE!!!  I'm soo soo happy to see you over here!  You can borrow some of my gorilla glue! 
    Congrats!
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    BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
    BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
    BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
    BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
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  • Oh Lindsayanne! I'm so happy for you, sweetheart! I'm praying that this is it for you. That story about your dad is beyond special....he definitely has a huge smile on his face right now.

    Big celebratory HUGS!!

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    OMG OMG OMGeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! 

    SQUEEEEE!

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    I'm so excited for you LindsayAnne!!!

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    I was "chart" stalking you just yesterday and saw that you were close to testing. I'm so happy you're on PgAL again. Now get a sticky seat right next to me and STAY PUT! 

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    BFP 2 - October 30, 2012, Rainbow Baby Boy born July 14, 2013
    TTC no sooner than November 2014
  • Yea!!! Congratulations and welcome.
  • Congrats!  Pull up a big sticky seat!
  • congrats and welcome!

     



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  • Congratulations! Your Dad is surely smiling in Heaven. ((hugs))
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  • Congrats!

    TTC Since 8/2011
    BFP #1 5/13/12 * EDD 1/24/13 * MC at 7 wks 4 days on 6/11/12
    BFP #2 5/13/13 * Current EDD 1/23/14

    Baby N born 2/8/14


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    LindsayAnne, this is fantastic news! I am so happy that you got this news today! It's such a sweet way to turn this day into something positive for your family. H and H 9 months to you!!!
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    Finally...Lees...thanks for the support last night!  Love ya, girl! 

    Lindsay!!!!!!!! I could hardly sleep last night waiting for the news that wondfo would get darker!!! I just knew it, this Little bean is meant to be on such a speacial day!!!!!  

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     I am so beyond excited for you hun!!!! I cant wait to go through this journey together again!!! Third time is our charm honey, you better believe it, WE ARE TAKING HOME THESE BABIES!!!!!!!!!

    Love u so much sweetie!!!!!! XOXOXOXOX  

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    BFP#1 D&C May 18th 2012 at 9 wks. EDD Dec 17 2012
    BFP#2 CP Sept 17th 2012 at 4.5 wks. EDD May 23 2013
    BFP#3 EDD June 24th 2013 IT'S A GIRL!
    BFP#4 EDD March 2 2015
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    I'm so happy for you!  Grab a very sticky seat.  Praying for a H&H 9 months.  

    BFP #1 (DS, 10/98), BFP #2 (DD, 10/09)
    BFP #3 -mm/c @ 7wks, discovered at 9wks, D&C 9/28
    BFP #4 5/29 EDD 2/9 - please be our rainbow
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  • Congrats - pull up a seat- wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months :)
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    Congrats girl!!! That is trully freat news!!
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    Missing my May Bloom baby: BFP 09/16/12. EDD 05/25/13 m/c 10/09/12

    BFP#2 12/06/12 EDD 08/17/2013

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    BFP #1 6/14/12 EDD 2/23/13, mm/c at 8w2d, D&C 8/1/12
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    Congrats! I'm very happy for you!

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  • Congratulations and welcome! I hope this is it for y'all, and these next nine months fly by!
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    We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.

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    5/9/2013 = Our rainbow was born!!

    08/18/2012 - BFP (Hoping this is our rainbow!)
    06/24/2012 - Loss confirmed at 12 weeks
    12/14/2010 - Loss baby girl at 20 weeks due to Turner Syndrome
    01/2009 - Chemical Pregnancy

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  • Yay, congratulations! I hope this is your rainbow baby. What special timing this is as well. Now pull up a nice, sticky seat and stay for a long while!! 
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    EDD 1/31/13, MC May 17. EDD 3/31/13, MC July 26. I miss you so much already my angel loves

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    MC 4/09 at 6w2d 
    Rainbow Jude 
    born: 12/31/09
    Pre-E Induction at 36w4d
    11 Day NICU stay due to GBS infection

    TTC#2 10/2010
    M/C: 4/09/11 5w
    CP: 12/26/2011 
    CP: 1/28/2012 
    MMC: 4/16/2012 at 11w2d 
    Ectopic: 6/25/2012 MTX 07/03/12
    CP 11/24/2012 
    Rainbow Violet 
    born: 9/11/13

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  • Woohoo!! Congratulations! I am so happy to see this!!
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  • Yay! Congratulations and welcome.  Now pull up a seat and make yourself comfortable.

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    BFP#1 11/12/11 ~ No heartbeat 12/12/11 ~ D&C 12/19/11
    BFP#2 3/25/12 ~ Heartbeat 141 4/16/12 ~ No heartbeat 4/25/12 ~ D&C 04/30/12 
    BFP#3 7/16/12 ~ EDD 3/26/13 ~ It's a BOY ~ DOB 2/26/13






  • This is wonderful, congratulations! 
    TTC since June 2011
    BFP #1 11/18/11 - m/c 12/24/11 blighted ovum - EDD 08/01/12
    BFP #2 08/04/12 - m/c 08/29/12 no answers - EDD 04/17/13
    BFP #3 10/01/12 - m/c 10/30/12 uniparental disomy - EDD 06/04/13
    BFP #4 04/12/13 - EDD 12/22/13  It's a GIRL!
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  • Congrats & welcome!!! Wishing you a happy, healthy 9 months :)

    BFP #2: 08/23/12; EDD: 05/04/13 ~Please stick little one!!! DS born 05/09/13 at 40w5d

    BFP #1: 05/05/12; EDD: 01/01/13; m/c: 05/21/12 ~Forever in our hearts~ 

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