I'm eating a bean burrito before an intense hour and a half workout class. I might have a good one for you later tonight. But I gotta jet, so I can at least try to secure a back row corner spot in the room!
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Re: ...nightly confessions...
Speaking of bean burritos....
Tonight I got in my car after work, and headed one block up the street to the gas station. As soon as I got in the car I let go of a fart I had been holding onto for literally hours. It was so bad tears came to my eyes. I was so happy to get out of the car at the gas station. There was a long line and then I had to chat with the girl at the counter so all in all the quick stop took me about 5 min. That was enough time for the fart to ferment in my car and almost knock me out when I got back in. Thinking back maybe I shouldn't have left the heat on high.
9/13/12 BFP 9/25/12 M/C at 6.5 weeks
***All AL'ers Welcome***
put me in the impressed category too
We've all been here, I think. (((HUGS))) It will get better. But it will always be hard.
I will say, though, that I've never cleared a room with a fart. So you're on your own on that one
ETA to add: Just looked at your siggy. With a beta of 8, it will be pretty much just like a period. You'll know it's not, and emotionally, it will suck. But don't be scared of the physical part. More (((HUGS))) for good measure.
TTC since March 2010 ~ Dx Unexplained IF September 2011
2011: IUI + Clomid = CP#1
2012: 3 more IUIs + Clomid = 3 more CPs. One on-our-own pg, also CP
2013: BTB IUI + Lupron/Follistim/Prometrium/PIO = CP #6
IF testing, RPL testing, Autoimmune testing = all normal
So lost.
TTC since March 2010 ~ Dx Unexplained IF September 2011
2011: IUI + Clomid = CP#1
2012: 3 more IUIs + Clomid = 3 more CPs. One on-our-own pg, also CP
2013: BTB IUI + Lupron/Follistim/Prometrium/PIO = CP #6
IF testing, RPL testing, Autoimmune testing = all normal
So lost.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I don't have a lot of advice on the bleeding, as I had a D&C with both of my losses. Take tylenol or ibuprofin (or both, alternating) for any cramping and ask lots of questions at your appointment tomorrow. Maybe even make a list of questions now, so that you have something to do to distract yourself. And please be gentle with yourself.
Also, not that you are not welcome here, but there is a miscarriage/pregnancy loss board for women who have experienced their losses more recently. Many of us are now taking the next steps to TTCAL, so the pain and sadness is not so fresh.
(((HUGS)))