...nightly confessions...

misternmiss

I'm eating a bean burrito before an intense hour and a half workout class. I might have a good one for you later tonight. But I gotta jet, so I can at least try to secure a back row corner spot in the room!

Gatorsgirl731

Speaking of bean burritos....

Tonight I got in my car after work, and headed one block up the street to the gas station.  As soon as I got in the car I let go of a fart I had been holding onto for literally hours.  It was so bad tears came to my eyes.  I was so happy to get out of the car at the gas station.  There was a long line and then I had to chat with the girl at the counter so all in all the quick stop took me about 5 min.  That was enough time for the fart to ferment in my car and almost knock me out when I got back in.  Thinking back maybe I shouldn't have left the heat on high. 

 

klbowie

DH is out if town for work again, so I had "me time" for times last night.

ravenclaw1

dontstopbelievin:

klbowie:

DH is out if town for work again, so I had "me time" for times last night.

 If your "me time" is the same as my "me time" I am so impressed right now.  *High Five*

put me in the impressed category too 

DCWJes

I have had bad gas since Thanksgiving. Then, last night, DH made us tacos with refried beans. Yup. I tried to dutch oven the dog last night. Some were so bad, I stunk myself out of the room.

RedPhoenix625

dontstopbelievin:

I'm feeling afraid tonight.  I'm waiting to start bleeding I guess. I don't really know what to call it.  It doesn't feel right to call it a period because the baby I'm supposed to have is in there somewhere.  I'm afraid for it to start, I'm afraid about how it's going feel, how much will it hurt physically and emotionally. I'm afraid that it won't start on it's own. I'm hoping to get some answers at my doctor's visit tomorrow.  I'm not doing so great not knowing when this will be over.

On a lighter note, since there seems to be a bit of a fart theme, I ran my brother and husband out of the room over T'giving with one of my beauties. 

We've all been here, I think.  (((HUGS)))  It will get better.  But it will always be hard.

I will say, though, that I've never cleared a room with a fart.  So you're on your own on that one

ETA to add: Just looked at your siggy.  With a beta of 8, it will be pretty much just like a period.  You'll know it's not, and emotionally, it will suck.  But don't be scared of the physical part.  More (((HUGS))) for good measure.

RedPhoenix625

I've had my finger in my vag like eleventy billion times today because I have a case of the mysterious disappearing spotting.  I've been completely crazytrain the past couple days and vary between convincing myself it's a fake out because I'm totes KU, and just wishing AF would get her ass here already cause I know she's on her way.

misternmiss

dontstopbelievin:

I'm feeling afraid tonight.  I'm waiting to start bleeding I guess. I don't really know what to call it.  It doesn't feel right to call it a period because the baby I'm supposed to have is in there somewhere.  I'm afraid for it to start, I'm afraid about how it's going feel, how much will it hurt physically and emotionally. I'm afraid that it won't start on it's own. I'm hoping to get some answers at my doctor's visit tomorrow.  I'm not doing so great not knowing when this will be over.

On a lighter note, since there seems to be a bit of a fart theme, I ran my brother and husband out of the room over T'giving with one of my beauties. 

I'm so sorry for your loss.  I don't have a lot of advice on the bleeding, as I had a D&C with both of my losses.  Take tylenol or ibuprofin (or both, alternating) for any cramping and ask lots of questions at your appointment tomorrow.  Maybe even make a list of questions now, so that you have something to do to distract yourself.  And please be gentle with yourself.   

Also, not that you are not welcome here, but there is a miscarriage/pregnancy loss board for women who have experienced their losses more recently.  Many of us are now taking the next steps to TTCAL, so the pain and sadness is not so fresh.

 (((HUGS)))

klbowie

ravenclaw1:

dontstopbelievin:

klbowie:

DH is out if town for work again, so I had "me time" for times last night.

 If your "me time" is the same as my "me time" I am so impressed right now.  *High Five*

put me in the impressed category too 

Thanks ladies. I slept like a rock last night