Pregnant after a Loss

Official Goodbye...

I just want to thank all of you ladies for the support you have shown me over the past *almost* 4 weeks.  It was one that touched my heart and I appreciate all of the thoughts and prayers you have given to me.  It looks like this journey has ended for me, but today I have realized that I can overcome this and give it another go.  Over the weekend, I had given up hope, thinking i couldn't do this again, emotionally/physically.  But after seeing the Dr today, I feel I owe it to myself to try again.  I saw a diff Dr in my OB's office, and she touched my heart today.  After realizing this was my 3rd loss in 9 months, she was speechless and started to tear up. (upon my tears first probably).  She said a few things that just touched my heart and gave me hope for the future.  I want that *hope*.  So again, thank you, and I hope to be back here soon. :)

 

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  • I'm so sorry. I'll be praying that you'll come back and have a healthy pregnancy soon. ((Hugs))
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  • I am so sorry you have say goodbye but glad to hear that you found some comfort and peace today. I'm sending so many (((hugs))) your way right now.
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  • I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I hope we can welcome you back here very soon.  In the meantime, be gentle with yourself.  ((Hugs))

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    BFP#2 3/25/12 ~ Heartbeat 141 4/16/12 ~ No heartbeat 4/25/12 ~ D&C 04/30/12 
    BFP#3 7/16/12 ~ EDD 3/26/13 ~ It's a BOY ~ DOB 2/26/13






  • I am so, so sorry to see you go. But I am really glad you had a good appointment. It's so important to get that supportive feedback. Wish you all the best and hope you come back really soon!!

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  • Oh honey I am so very sorry. Sending you T&P's for healing and FX for you to come back very soon to stay.
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    BFP #1 Oct 1 2010 MC Oct 3 2010
    DX PCOS w/ AO Nov 2011
    3 rounds of Clomid all BFN
    BFP #2 10/12/12 Beta #1 45.1 Beta #2 160.7 * 2/27 diagnosed with IEF in utero.
    Dalaney born @ 35w2d via emergency C-section due to Pre-E after 30 hrs of labor & losing her HB twice. She weighed 5lbs 8oz & was 19in long on May 26th 2013 @ 605am

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  • I'm very sorry for your loss. I'm glad you have hope and want to try again. Take care of yourself.
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  • I'm so sorry for your losses.  You will be in my T&Ps. (((hugs)))

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  • I'm glad that you were able to find some comfort in such a terrible time.  I'm so sorry for your loss and the pain you're having to endure.  I hope that the coming hours, days, weeks, etc continue to bring you peace and hope. 

    Kim 

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  • ((hugs)) I am so so sorry to hear this.  It is completely unfair. 
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    1/12/13 DD was born
    4/9/16 DS was born 
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  • (((hugs))) So very sorry
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  • I am so so sorry for your loss.
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    Married since 2008 with 1 precious furbaby.

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  • Dang it. My heart dropped when I saw your title in the feed. I am so sorry for your loss. No one should have to go through it, let alone multiple times. I am so glad to hear you have been having encouraging support. Huge (((hugs))) to you
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  • I'm so, so, so sorry for your loss. I'm glad you had such a good interaction with a doctor, and I hope you are back here soon.

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  • I am so sorry for your loss. Hope to see you here very soon.
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  • I am so so sorry for your loss. I hope you can continue to find peace along this journey.

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  • I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.  I also thought I was done after 3 losses, but so so glad that I came back for a 4th try.  I wish you peace, speedy healing, and look forward to seeing you back here again soon with that rainbow on board!
    TTC 10/2009 BFP #1: Missed m/c at 8.5 weeks 11/10 BFP #2: Missed m/c at 10.5 weeks 8/11 BFP #3: Missed m/c at 9 weeks 2/2012 BFP #4: 8/21/12, EDD 5/4/13. So far so good, fingers crossed, hoping and praying with all of our might for this little bean....
  • I am so sorry. I wish you strength as you continue in this hard journey.
    BFP#1 2/18/2011, EDD 10/18/2011, natural m/c 2/28/2011 @ 7 weeks
    BFP#2 5/28/2011, EDD 2/1/2012, chemical pg
    BFP#3 10/22/2011, EDD 6/30/2012, natural m/c 11/3/2011 @ 6 weeks
    BFP#4 4/16/2012, EDD 12/24/2012, Beta #1 23 @ 10dpo, Beta #2 68 @ 12dpo, Beta #3 370 @ 16dpo, Saw baby and heartbeat on 5/11/2012.

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  • So sorry, glad you found strength today. T&P for your continued healing.

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  • Bless your heart.... praying for you and hope to see you back soon... Keep your head up...
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  • I am so sorry for your loss, but glad you met with a compassionate doctor. I hope you have others who can support you during this difficult time.
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  • I am so very sorry for your loss, but I am glad that you have found some peace, comfort and strength to get you through this.
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  • I am so sorry :(
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  • I'm so sorry, but glad you had such a compassionate doctor. I wish you the best and hope to see you back here soon. ::hugs::
    BFP #1 10/6/11 | EDD 6/15/12 | MMC 11/7/11 @ 8w3d | D&C 11/14/11

    BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13

    BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15

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  • I am so sorry for you loss. Sounds like you have a fantastic dr. Big hugs! 

  • I am so very sorry for your loss! HUGS

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    BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks

    BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby 

  • I'm so very sorry for your loss :(
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  • ((((HUGS))))

    Hope to see you soon. 

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  • I am so sorry for your loss. I wish you the best of luck in your journey and hope you are back here soon. 
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  • I'm so sorry for your losses. It's so unfair. But I'm glad the doc you spoke to gave you hope for the future. Come back soon!

    (((HUGS))) 

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. It's great that you have a supportive doctor though, that will help alot.   I hope to see you back here soon..  T&P's.   
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  • I'm soo soo sorry you have to leave us.  ((HUGS))

    I hope you are back soon!
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. (((hugs)))
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    IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
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  • I'm so sorry. It's so unfair that this is happening. You and your family are in my t&p.

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    BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
    BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
    Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
    BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
    Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
    BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
    BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
    No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
    June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
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  • So Sorry for your loss..praying you are back here soon...((hugs))
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  • I'm so very sorry. I will be thinking of you. I'm glad you saw this OB, it sounds like she was in the right place at the right time for you. I hope we see you back here soon.
    BFP #1, 12/22/09 - DD#1 born 9/2010
    BFP #2, 12/12/11, m/c 12/25/11
    BFP #3, 3/09/12, CP 3/10/12
    BFP #4, 7/22/12, DD#2 born 4/2013
     

  • I am so, so sorry ((hugs))
    TTC:Off BCP December 2011. BFP #1 January 16, 2012; EDD September 12, 2012; m/c Feb,1 2012. BFP #2 June 6, 2012; EDD February 11, 2013; diagnosed with blighted ovum/had D&C July 12,2012. BFP #3 October 20, 2012; EDD June 29, 2013. BabyFruit Ticker Sunshine_zps3fcf529f
  • I'm so sorry :(  No one should ever have to go through a loss once, let alone three times.  You are an amazingly strong woman!  I hope to see you back here :)
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  • I am so sorry for your loss ((hugs)).  I am glad that you have a different doctor that is so supportive and can help you through this.

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  • Oh hon, I'm so so sorry you're going through this again.  *HUGS*
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    Married 6/21/09
    Off BCP and TTC 4/17/11
    BFP #1 (ended in CP) 7/15/11
    Varicocelectomy surgery 9/4/12 - T improved to normal, but still low count

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