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Back again.. :(

Well, back to the beginning. :( I found out last Friday that I was pregnant. (So I thought.) I took 3 tests. 2 first response and 1 clear blue digital. All positive. I took another clear blue digi on Tuesday. Again, positive. Started bleeding this morning, went to the hospital to have HCG checked and it came back at 5! I'm so heartbroken and confused. At first the nurse told me I was never pregnant, and basically had 4 fake positive tests, then she said that maybe my egg got fertilized and sent a surge high enough to get detected, but the egg never implanted. I don't know. 

 

I'm 16 DPO today and was supposed to start my period today. Low and behold, back to the beginning. I just wanted to share my story and say good luck to everyone. :(

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  • I am so sorry for your loss! False positives are rare, it sounds like you had a chemical. A 5 could definitely mean your numbers were just dropping. Mine came back at 3 (and I wasn't pregnant) and my RE still re tested because she said it was a possibility. Again, I am so sorry for your loss and I hope you don't have to hang around too long!
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  • What a horrible roller coaster. So sorry to hear that.

    Wishing you good luck on this next cycle. 

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  • I'm so sorry. I will say an extra prayer for you and your family.

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss!

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  • so sorry for your loss. good luck with this cycle, fx for you!
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  • Thanks so much ladies. 
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    I'm so sorry for your loss. That's incredibly insensitive of the nurse to say.

    This.  Best of luck to you. 

    Hoping this one stays put a little longer
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  • I'm so sorry for the disappointment.  Here's to a better month for you!
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  • Sorry for your loss! 
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  • I'm so sorry. *hugs*
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  • Thank you everyone. I greatly appreciate your comments. Thank you! 
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. You will be in my thoughts. 

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  • I'm sorry for your loss.  It sounds like you had a chemical pregnancy.

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss! That nurse was pretty rude!
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  • I'm so sorry.  Wishing you good luck next cycle.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss :(
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  • I'm so sorry.  Sending you positive vibes and good luck for the next cycle.


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  • I'm so sorry. That nurse sounds really insensitive. Good luck!
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  • I'm so sorry..I hope you don't have to stay here long.

     

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  • Sorry that this happened to you.

    The same thing happened to me a couple weeks ago when I was about 20DPO. 

    Even though I only knew I was pregnant for a little over a week I had told my parents and my best friend and I was pretty crushed for a couple days.  Lots of tears.  I did not think I would take it as hard as I did, but I guess you never know until it happens to you.

    Hope you feel better and are swiftly off of this board again! 


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  • Im so sorry for your loss! Thoughts and prayers to you.
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    October 2013 IUI#2 - Letrozole + Menopur + Trigger + IUI = BFN

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    Results: 5 retrieved / mature, 4 fertilized, 1 arrested and 3 complex abnormal after day 3 PGS = Cancelled after ER
    Jan/Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #2 - Protocol: Estrogen priming, high doses Menopur and Bravelle (11 days), microdose lupron
    Results: Cancelled after 11 days of stims due to low response and E2 levels
    Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #3 - Protocol: No prep, low dose Menopur (6 days), ganirelex, Bravelle booster with trigger
    Results: 1 retrieved / 0 mature = Cancelled after ER

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    March 2015 FET #3 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 6 from match #2, BFN
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  • I am so sorry for your loss
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss and that you had to deal with such an insensitive nurse.

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  • I'm so sorry. hugs!
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