Wow, I did it...(baby wishes and big lo's ment.)

karebear57 · October 2012

I posted a happy birthday to Brianna on fb. I never do anything like that on there but screw it, everyone else can post anything they want, why can't I?

On another note, I can't believe it's been a year since I held Bri in my arms, for 7 straight hours! I just threw a pillow under my arm and went to sleep with her. I am so thankful I got to keep her with me as long as I wanted. I miss her so much. If she was still here she'd be a teething little monster right now, but she'd be MY teething lil monster! Making messes with her baby food. Grossing out her big brothers! Damn I wish she was still here with us. But I'm very happy to have carried her and held her and given her kisses.She only got to know love, she's the lucky one. How much one little person can change a grown adult in just 1 year. I used to care what ppl thought 100% of the time, not anymore. Life is too short. I feel bad, I didn't cry last night. But I miss her so much. Anyways, I also want to say thank you to all you wonderful mommy's here for being here for me. I don't know where I'd be if not for all of you.

Happy 1st Birthday Brianna. We love you so much!

jbranden12 · October 2012

((huge hugs)). Happy birthday Brianna!

fluttergirlmoonchild79 · October 2012

A very Happy Birthday Ms. Brianna! Love the picture you posted on FB (love those tootsies!). Not crying doesn't mean not remembering or missing. {{HUGS}}

weddedwife · October 2012

Good for you! I agree, people post whatever they want and you should too. Happy, happy birthday baby girl!

A lot of what you wrote rings true for me, nearly a year out from my loss. I can now appreciate my son's life even though it was so short. I'm happy to have carried him. I too used to care what ppl thought but not anymore. That's a blessing, and I have it because of him.

Brianna is not forgotten; not here, not in your heart. Big hugs!

buggirl72 · October 2012

Happy Birthday Brianna! ((hugs))

karebear57 · October 2012

Thank you so much ladies for your love and support! We had a nice day, It was so windy today but sunny, We made sandwiches and I made cupcakes with strawberry frosting and pink sprinkles. We even lit a candle when the wind started to die down and as soon as I lit it the wind picked up and blew it out before we were finished singing happy birthday! Thank you for Bri's birthday wishes!

fluttergirlmoonchild79 · October 2012

I'm so happy to hear you had a nice day. The imagery of the candle being blown out by the wind brings tears to my eyes. I'm sure your Brianna got the biggest piece of chocolate cake in heaven yesterday. {{HUGS}}