It has been one week since a routine appt showed no heart beat. I was 19w. On Sat 9/29 at 103am we welcomed the most beautiful baby boy (our second)...we have no answers yet and I am almost unable to function....

Noah Michael, born sleeping 9/29/12 at 19w 3d. We love you forever Little Man!


BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9
Beta #2 18dpo:1940
HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
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I am a mess...my milk is coming in, which I am trying to stop, and all I want to do it cry....
I am so angry and have no idea why this happened. All I want is to be pregnant again...that is the only thing that is helping, that possibility....
BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9 Beta #2 18dpo:1940
HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
grow rainbow grow!!!!
All Always Welcome!!
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I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your son. You will have a flood of all different kinds of emotions right now. Left yourself feel them and cry has often as you need. Be easy and kind to yourself. The ladies here are wonderful and we are all here for you as often as you need.
((Big Hugs))
I am so sorry for the loss of your son. I hope you can get some answers. My milk came in after we lost our sons as well, it was one of the toughest things for me.
You have come to the right place for support. As much as none of us want to be here, I know many of us find comfort and one of the few places to find woman who know and understand what we are going through.The women here are amazing. I wish you peace and comfort during this difficult time.
I've just joined too. I lost my son Bradley at 41 weeks on Friday. My milk also came in yesterday, and I would give anything to be pregnant again. ?It sounds like we unfortunately have a lot in common.
Everyone here understands what you are going through, so hopefully you can find some support.
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BFP #3 - Evie V. Q. Fetal demise @ 16w. DC 7.8.12
BFP #4 - Beatrix V. Q. Born 6.2.13 at 23w6d.
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I am so so so sorry for your loss!! We lost our baby boy in June at 18w -- we also found out at a routine appointment that he no longer had a heartbeat. I wish there was more I could do to ease your pain. We too have a son who will be 2 in two weeks. You have found a great place for support!! I do not post much - I am mostly a lurker. I would be happy to email anytime as well (lrm1102 at gmail dot com). We are here for you anytime! I know for me, I have a friend who found out the same day I did that she lost her little boy at 16w and talking to her has helped me so much.
Thinking of you! (((Hugs))))
Yes...his name is Noah Michael. I am just trying to understand and process this devastating loss.
I am hoping to get some answers from the doctor at our appt in a few weeks.
We are hoping to try again in a few months if everything turns out OK.
Right now I am trying to heal physically so we can heal emotionally. How long will I bleed? I never wanted my period as bad as I do now....I just want it to be a few months from now.....
BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9 Beta #2 18dpo:1940
HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
grow rainbow grow!!!!
All Always Welcome!!
What a beautiful name - I'm so, so sorry for the loss of your precious son Noah. I'm 6.5 weeks out from losing my son, Devon, at 34w, and I know exactly how you feel. I was so relieved when I got my first period a couple of weeks ago, but it also hit home that I really, truly wasn't pregnant anymore.
We are here for you to vent or anything at any time. I'm sorry to welcome you here, but I hope we can help you in any possible way.
I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son, Noah. My thoughts and prayers are with you.This group of women are absolutely amazing. I hope you find comfort here.
((HUGS))
BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08

BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12
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TTC #3 since May 2012
BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14
No longer trying to conceive.
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I'm so very sorry for the loss of your sweet son, Noah Michael. It breaks my heart that you're here with us, but welcome. I hope you will find this board to be a source of support and comfort throughout your grieving process.
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12