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• angelchild24

  September 2012

  I'm so sorry Sarah :::hugs:::
  

  BFP 1/30/13 EDD 10/6/13
  

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• NataliasMOM0214 member

  September 2012

  I'm so sorry for your loss...I can completely empathize as I've gone through the same thing....take care, and hang in there...it will get better...

  I hope your return stay is short and sweet!

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• tinamorgan member

  September 2012

  I am so sorry for your loss.

   

   Me: 34 Dh: 41, Married: Oct 15th 2011

  Me: Deteriorating Ovarian Reserve, Hostile Uterus

  Dh: Slow but Healthy Swimmers

  Round 1 Clomid 100mg 7/12/2013

  BFP 8/2/2013 EDD 4/14/2014

  Charlotte Born on 4/23/3014

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• LaurenAsh23 member

  September 2012

  Im so so sorry you're going through this! Thoughts and prayers your way! 

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• af1274

  September 2012

  So so sorry for your loss

  
  
  TTC#1!
  12/1999: Dx with Endometriosis (age 12)
  5/2001: Ruptured appendix, massive scar tissue
  6/2005:Dx with Interstitial Cystitis
  9/2005: Gall bladder removed due to problems from cysts
  7/2006: Officially Dx with Fibromyalgia (age 18)
  2/2010: Partial left ovarian torsion
  
  10/2012: SA = Low Motility
  11/2012: Surgery #5 to remove scar tissue & paratubal cyst
  HSG: Right tube blocked; unable to clear

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• sunlavender member

  September 2012

  So sorry.  ((hugs))

  

  Trying to get knocked up since June 2012 ~ Dx: PCOS

  BFP 7.24.13 ~ EDD 4.2.14 ~ m/c  9.16.13 @ 11w4d

  BFP 5.4.14 ~ EDD 1.12.15 ~ stick little bean!

  TTGP 2013 Best Blog ~ Fruit ~ My BFP Chart 

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• Emma61210 member

  September 2012

  Sarah, I am so so so sorry!! Will be keeping you in my prayers this weekend!

  TTC #1 since November '11
  Sawyer Ryanne due Jan 1, 2017
  
  
  

  
  

  

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• Mishelle62 member

  September 2012

  I'm so sorry to hear this. Prayers to you and your family.

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• Jenn06L80 member

  September 2012

  I am SO sorry for your loss.  Hugs!!

  
  

  Ella - 10/19/10

  Julia and Aubrey - 4/3/14

  
  

  
  

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• JonBon18

  September 2012

  I'm so so sorry for your loss... big hugs! I hope you get your sticky baby soon.

  TTC #1 since Feb 2012 /// Diagnosed with PCOS (@16) annovulatory
  
  

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• Andrea11 member

  September 2012

  I'm so sorry..T&P are with you right now.

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• Stephanier99 member

  September 2012

  Sorry for your loss.

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• JustWonderin805 member

  September 2012

  I'm so sorry for your loss. 

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• LiebeMama member

  September 2012

  That is horrible news, I'm hoping your not being hard on yourself about it. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

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• domsgirl1 member

  September 2012

  So Sorry for your loss

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• CiderWench member

  September 2012

  I am so, so sorry, Sarah. (((Hugs)))
  

  Mary Jane {12} • Kaden {10} • Eliza {4} • Due Sept. '14
  
  

  
  

  
  

  Considering . . . Agatha, Beatrix, Clara, Daphne, Isadora, Josephine, Matilda, Philippa, Tabitha, Winifred . . .
  

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• SarahMeyer0823 member

  September 2012

  Thanks everyone! I'm not crying anymore, so that's a step in the right direction. We can start trying again next month, so that's the plan. Picked up the Clomid a while ago. Ate my feelings via a big mac and fries. I'm feeling a little better. Thank god for this place. <3
  

  
  

   
  My Blog!
  TTC #1 since 11/1/2011
  Me: 28 DH: 29
  DX: Hypothyroidism (2004) & Possible PCOS (2/2012)
  CD3 b/w: Elevated LH:FSH ratio HSG: All clear! Y-shaped Uterus; SA: Normal
  Round 1 of Clomid (50mg) 8/28-9/1: BFP!
  BFP #1: 9/23/12 Edd: 6/4/2013. M/C 9/28/12 @ 4w4d
  Round 2 of Clomid (100mg) 10/3-10/7: BFP!
  BFP #2: 11/3/12 Edd: 7/16/2013. mmc discovered at 18w2d (our baby girl stopped developing at 15w3d due to Down's Syndrome). d&e 2/15/13
  3/28/13: "quite a few" uterine polyps and scar tissue discovered.
  Hysteroscopy (4/16/13): Polyps, Scar Tissue removed. Septate confirmed & removed.
  Appt with new RE 5/30/13
  Surprise BFP (with no treatment!) 6/30/13
  Our perfect little boy was born 3/11/14 - 9lbs 2oz, 21 1/4"
  
  
  

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• sueann911 member

  September 2012

  Oh no. I'm so sorry.

  
  
  Me: 32 DH: 31.
  B/W: good. SA: good.
  November 2012: Paratubal cyst found during U/S.
  January 10, 2013: Lap removed paratubal cyst and Stage 2 Endometriosis. 
  3 cycles of Femara + TI = BFNs

  June 2013: Femara 2.5 mg, Gonal F Injects 37.5 IU, Menopur, trigger + IUI = BFN

  July 2013: Femara 2.5 mg, Gonal F Injects 75 IU, Menopur, trigger + IUI = BFP!!!!

  Beta 1 @ 11 DPIUI = 76. Progesterone = 27.3

  BFP 8/16/2013 // EDD 4/28/2014

  Jordan Samuel born April 19, 2014. 6 lb, 12 oz and 18 inches long.

   

   CLICK ME!!!11!!1111!!

   

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• colleenandshaun

  September 2012

  Oh no, I'm so sorry :-(
  

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• oksoonergirl

  September 2012

  I'm sorry for your loss.

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• cls78 member

  September 2012

  Sorry for your loss.  

  TTC since May/June 2012 

  Sept 2013 testing:

  SA #1 Low motility (17%) 

  SA #2 Lower sperm count, but much higher motility
  

  CD 3 Bloodwork and ultrasound - Normal HSG - Clear tubes 

  Oct/Nov 2013 Cycle 1 with RE 50 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI BFN  
  

  Nov/Dec 2013 Cycle 2 with RE 50 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI BFN 
  

  Jan/Feb 2014 Cycle 3 with RE 50 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI BFN 

  2/20/14 Follow up consult RE recommends IVF with ICSI 

  3/10/14 New patient consult with RMA NJ 
  

  3/11/14 AMH and other Bloodwork to prep for IVF with ICSI at RMA NJ
  

  3/28/14 Saline Sonogram - All good

  March/April 2014 IVF #1 Antagonist Protocol

  BCP/Bravelle/Menopur/Ganirelix

  4/16/14 ER 26 Retrieved!!!

  4/17/14 Fert Report 22 Mature 21 Fertilized w/ ICSI

  4/22/14 Report #2 15 BLASTS

  5/24/14 FET!!!  (Transferring 2 snowflakes)

  6/2/14 Beta #1 575!!!

  6/4/14 Beta #2 2060!!!

  6/11/14 1st Ultrasound...Saw 2 Gestational Sacs!!  Beta #3 34,312!!! 

  6/18/14 2nd Ultrasound...Heartbeats!! Baby A 112bpm Baby B 117bmp Beta #4 172,080!!!

  6/25/14 3rd Ultrasound...Heartbeats!! Baby A 150bpm Baby B 158bpm Beta #5 232,134!!! 

  7/3/14 4th Ultrasound...Heartbeats!! Baby A 173bpm Baby B 162bpm Beta #6 269,228!!!

  Graduated from RMA!!  First appt with OB 7/8/14

  
  

  
  

   

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  
  
  

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• AlexKate45 member

  September 2012

  I'm so sorry for your loss.  Be well.

  
  

  
  
  
  
  

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• PinupMomma08 member

  September 2012

  So sorry for your loss

  BFP#1 11/10* DS Born via Cesarean 7/11* BFP#2 EDD 1/31/14 *M/C 6/13* BFP #3 RCS 3/14/14

  
  

  Brothers!

  
  

  "I wish that I could bake a cake, made out of rainbows and smiles. And we would all eat it and be happy." 
  

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• AngieL444 member

  September 2012

  I'm so very sorry Sarah.....thoughts and prayers for you and your DH.

  

  Me-33 DH-33

   DD #1 BFP 6-1-06 after 8 months of TTC

  TTC #2 since July 2011

  1st RE Appt 11/28/12 DX with PCOS, HSG and SA=Normal

  Feb 2013-June 2013, 3 TI cycles and 2 IUI cyles with Letrozole, Ovidrel, and Dexamethasone=BFN!!!

  July 2013-August 2013....taking a break and praying for a miracle

  Fall 2013...will attempt IUI #3 and then seek 2nd opinion if it's a bust too

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• deelopi9 member

  September 2012

  :::hugs::: I'm so sorry you have to go thru this. Be good to yourself so you can get on track soon

  
  

  3T January Siggy Challenge: New Years Resolutions 
  TTC since 10/2010 (Rhythm method since 2007)
  

  Me (33) Sept 2012 - DX Low ovulation/progesterone, Luteal Phase Defect. HSG 5/2012: both tubes are open, cervix and lining look good;
  September 2014 DX Hashimoto's; November 2014: PCOS IR
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  DH (37) Sept 2012 SA Normal; October 2014 Mild MFI count 42 Million, Motility 36%, Morphology 2%. Clomid 50mg,
  

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  2004 Cyrosurgery, LEEP

  May 2012 - HSG Clear; June 2012 - Appointment with RE
  July 2012 - October 2012 - Clomid 50mg W/ TI & Progesterone 3 mature follicles- BFN
  January 2013 IUI #1 (900,000 post wash) Clomid 50mg, TI & Progesterone 2 mature follicles - BFN
  February 2013 IUI #2 (1.3 Mil post wash) Clomid 50mg, TI & Progesterone 4 mature follicles - BFN
  March 2013 IUI #1-3 (2.5 mil post wash) Clomid 50mg, Baby Aspirin (lining thinned) TI & Progesterone - 2 mature follicles BFN
  April 2013 Benched due to cyst, May 2013 WTF appointment
  June 2013 DH SA mild MFI break for 2 months to re-test; August 2013 - DH SA 36 Mil count, 36% Motility, Morp 2%
  September - December 2013 - Mental sanity Break
  January 2014 - IUI #4 switches to natural due to scheduling conflict Femara TI & Progesterone - 1 mature follicle - BFN
  May 2014-June 2014 - DH Appointment w/ Urologist to check Bi-lateral Varicocele; 2nd opinion w/ another urologist - bi-lateral varicocele dx is slight no surgery
  July 2014 DH starts clomid 25mg daily SA 53.8 Mil count, Motility 37%, Morph 3%;
  September 2014 DH Repeat SA after being on clomid for 3 months 42 Mil Count, Motility 36%, Morph 2%
  October 2014 Me: Hashimoto's DX, DH taken off clomid;November 2014 Me: new RE PCOS IR Diagnosis
  December 2014: IUI #4 Follitism 75iu 7 days, TI, IUI & Progesterone, BFMFN
  January 2015: IUI #5 Gonal-F 75iu 7 days, TI, IUI & Progesterone, Another BFMFN onto IUI #6
    
  
  

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• ourwedding111111 member

  September 2012

  I am so very sorry.  *Hug*  

  

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• Staceyew member

  September 2012

  I am SO sorry to hear that you're having a M/C.  Take care of yourself.

   ((((hugs))))

  ~Allyson 6 & Ellianna 5~
  ~Team green turned Blue on 4/6/14~

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• artistlife member

  September 2012

  I am so sorry, Sarah. My thoughts are with you. (((Hugs)))

  
  

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• BioGirl21 member

  September 2012

  : I am so sorry.

                                 

                                    TTC: 8/11    BFP: 5/13   EDD:2/2/14   Born 1/13/14
  

       

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• SwittyMcGee member

  September 2012

  Oh no. I'm so sorry.

  BFP #1 and m/c on 10/24/2010 ~6wks
  BFP #2 07/12/2012 (EDD 03/23/13); m/c 07/28/12
  BFP #3 12/05/2012 (EDD 08/19/2013); baby girl born 08/09!
  
  
  

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• AngieV84 member

  September 2012

  I'm so very sorry for your loss. Lots and lots of hugs! You are in my thoughts.

  **Blog**
  

  *TTC #1* since Sept '11.

  BFP #1 2/26/12. C/P 3/1/12 

  Dx Oct '12: Hypothyroid, PCOS and blocked left tube.

  1500mg Metformin, 75mcg Synthroid

  Feb: 100mg Clomid + Trigger + TI= BFN

  March: 150mg Clomid + Trigger + TI= 4 mature follies- BFN 

  April: Unmedicated cycle due to vacation timing= BFN

  May: *IUI #1* Letrozole + Trigger + IUI=BFP!

  1st Beta (17dpo): 455  Progesterone: 40

  2nd Beta: (19dpo):  810  Progesterone: 37

  1st ultrasound 6 weeks 5 days: Twins!

  
  

  
  

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• pantypouts member

  September 2012

  So sorry sending hugs and positive vibes your way.

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• TrueLuv25 member

  September 2012

  O noo...sorry for your loss. Giving you a big virtual hug
  

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• monimu13 member

  September 2012

  So sorry for your loss ((hugs))

  
  

   
  TTC since July 2011
  BFP #1: 2/15/12-Ectopic/Mtx at 6 wks
  BFP #2: 10/12/12-m/c at 5 wks. 

  BFP #3: 8/27/13
  Me: MTHFR, Low AMH (1.1), High NK cells and Antiphospholipid Antibodies.
  

  DH:MFI-Low morph (1%), DNA fragmentation: Excellent!
  

  5 rounds of clomid, 3 IUIs, and multiple non-medicated cycles- BFFN                                                      
  IVF with ICSI in August 2013 brought us our babies.  ER-9R, 7M, 4F w/ICSI  ET of 2-Grade 2 blasts. 
  

  + HPT at 6dp5dt. #1 (8dp5dt)- 105    #2 (13dp5dt)- 510  #3 (15dp5dt)- 960  #4 (17dp5dt)- 1889
  Dx shortened cervix, PTL, and preeclampsia during pregnancy.  Lots of medications and 13 weeks of bedrest, babies were born healthy at 34w4d!
  
  

  

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• Twinkie0612 member

  September 2012

  I'm so sorry.  ::hugs::

  

   

  

  TTC #1 since August 2011

  My Blog

  September 2012: Start IF testing

  DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA  Me (32): Slightly low progesterone, hostile CM, carrier for CF, Moderately high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA

  October 2012-May 2014: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, and 1 failed FETw/donor embryos

  November 2014: IVF w/ICSI #4 Agonist/Antagonist with EPP and Prednisone, Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, and IVIG for immune issues.  Converted to freeze all due to lining issues.  2 blasts frozen on day 6!

  January 2015: FET #2 Cancelled due to lining issues

  April 2015: FET #2.1

  
  PAIF/SAIF Welcome!

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• DLC516 member

  September 2012

  I'm so sorry :

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• kelle017 member

  September 2012

  I'm really sorry.  

  
  R&K married 4.15.11. TTC #1 since 7.11.12
  
  BFP #1 9.9.12 EDD 5.21.13 c/p 9.12.12 at 4 weeks 1 day
  
  BFP #2 10.15.12 EDD 6.28.13 c/p 10.19.12 at  4 weeks.
  
  BFP #3 1.19.13 EDD 10.1.13 Eleanor born 10.7.13 at 40 weeks 6 days
  
  13dpo hcg@32, progesterone@13.7, 15dpo hcg@110, 16dpo progesterone@25.9

  
  
  
  My blog:Urban Times in Michigan ~ My Bfp Chart

  
  

  
  

  

  
  

  
  

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• kelle017 member

  September 2012

  SarahMeyer0823:

  Thanks everyone! I'm not crying anymore, so that's a step in the right direction. We can start trying again next month, so that's the plan. Picked up the Clomid a while ago. Ate my feelings via a big mac and fries. I'm feeling a little better. Thank god for this place. <3
  

  You can totally cry if you need. I was having a rough day yesterday and cried.  I am so glad for all of the ladies here.  I got so much support after my c/p.

  
  R&K married 4.15.11. TTC #1 since 7.11.12
  
  BFP #1 9.9.12 EDD 5.21.13 c/p 9.12.12 at 4 weeks 1 day
  
  BFP #2 10.15.12 EDD 6.28.13 c/p 10.19.12 at  4 weeks.
  
  BFP #3 1.19.13 EDD 10.1.13 Eleanor born 10.7.13 at 40 weeks 6 days
  
  13dpo hcg@32, progesterone@13.7, 15dpo hcg@110, 16dpo progesterone@25.9

  
  
  
  My blog:Urban Times in Michigan ~ My Bfp Chart

  
  

  
  

  

  
  

  
  

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• LittleMommaBlueHen member

  September 2012

  I'm so sorry for your loss.  My thoughts and prayers are with you.
  

  My Blog

  BFP #1 10/13/09 EDD 06/20/10 DS Born on 06/26/10
  BFP #2 03/08/11 EDD 11/16/11 DD Born on 11/04/11
  BFP #3 08/29/12 EDD 05/06/13 M/C on 08/30/12
  BFP #4 11/01/12 EDD 07/09/2013 M/C on 12/28/12
  BFP #5 04/30/13 EDD 01/03/14 DS Born on 01/02/14
  BFP #6 01/11/15 EDD 09/22/15 M/C 03/09/15
  

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• CutieBean79 member

  September 2012

  Oh no.  I'm so sorry to welcome you back.  

  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  Married 12/8/07 | Sleeve Gastrectomy 10/19/09

  BFP#1 DD born 3/9/11 | BFP#4 DD born 9/20/13

  BFP#2 6/21/12, M/C at 5w2d | BFP#3 11/27/12, M/C at 6w6d

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