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I'm back :(

Just received the call from my RE. My hcg is dropping and I'm miscarrying. I'm so heartbroken right now. Angry. All sorts of emotions. I can't really stop crying. I hope you will have me back.
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TTC #1 since 11/1/2011
Me: 28 DH: 29
DX: Hypothyroidism (2004) & Possible PCOS (2/2012)
CD3 b/w: Elevated LH:FSH ratio HSG: All clear! Y-shaped Uterus; SA: Normal
Round 1 of Clomid (50mg) 8/28-9/1: BFP!
BFP #1: 9/23/12 Edd: 6/4/2013. M/C 9/28/12 @ 4w4d
Round 2 of Clomid (100mg) 10/3-10/7: BFP!
BFP #2: 11/3/12 Edd: 7/16/2013. mmc discovered at 18w2d (our baby girl stopped developing at 15w3d due to Down's Syndrome). d&e 2/15/13
3/28/13: "quite a few" uterine polyps and scar tissue discovered.
Hysteroscopy (4/16/13): Polyps, Scar Tissue removed. Septate confirmed & removed.
Appt with new RE 5/30/13
Surprise BFP (with no treatment!) 6/30/13
Our perfect little boy was born 3/11/14 - 9lbs 2oz, 21 1/4"

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  • I am so sorry for your loss :( :::hugs:::
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  • So sorry for your loss Sarah. :(
  • So sorry for your loss! :(
    TTC#2 Since July 2011
    Me: 29, had two blocked tubes - left was cleared during lap, right was unable to be cleared. PCOS & Stage 2 Endo. DH: 32, SA = perfect
    CLOMID: 4 rounds, 50mg + TI = BFN's. FEMARA: 1 round = no response
    12-24-2012 : Laparoscopy, Softball sized cyst/endo/scar tissue removed.
    Cycle #14 - Feb 2013 : 50mg clomid. Ovidrel Trigger. IUI on 2/14/13 = thin lining, multiple cysts.
    Cycle #15 - no meds, still have cysts, no follicles. Boo!
    Forced break. Continuous BCP for 6 weeks to give my jacked up ovaries a break.
    Cycle #16 actively trying (May/June): Femara, TI = BFN
    Cycle #17- #20 - Med/Treatment break, trying on our own = BFN's all around.
    Cycle #21 - Femara, MORE Femara, Ovidrel and a Christmas IUI = BFN
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  • I am so sorry for your loss, Sarah. 

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  • I am so very sorry.  ((big hugs))


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    2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
    TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
    Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14

    I can't wait for the "im getting a divorce" post in 5 years or so because your husbands were fed up with your disgusting chair asses from playing on the knot all day and getting fired 4-5 times for not doing any work. you guys are all winners!! ~ Laur929

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  • Oh no! I am so sorry for your loss ((hugs))
    Off BCP since 1/12
    TTC since 3/12
    High LH/FSH Ratio 8/12
    DX with PCOS 11/12
    Clomid 50mg - 19.5mm Follie - Trigger + TI = BFP! 11/12
    EDD August 11, 2013 
    DS Born August 14, 2013!

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. ::hugs::

    12/19/2012 BFP! 
    EDD 08/26/2013 
    Our little girl arrived 8/22/2013!
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  • So sorry for your loss. :( 


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • Oh no- I'm so sorry.  I follow your blog and I was really hoping things went well for you guys.  
  • I'm so sorry Sarah. (((hugs)))

     TTC since August 2011, Me = 40, DH = 38
    Unexplained IF. Tried Clomid for 3 cycles. All BFNs. BFP 1/6/13. Chemical pregnancy.

    Moving on to IVF#1. ER 11/26/13, 16 eggs retreived, 12 mature and all fertilized. 2 blasts transferred on 12/1. All other embies arrested so nothing left to freeze. Beta 12/10 = BFN. IVF #2 March 2014. BFP!!! TEAM BLUE!!!

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  • I am so sorry Sarah. If you need anything let me know. I know how you feel. We can get through this together. It is just not fair and makes me so angry. I hate this.
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  • You are more than welcome back, but I am so very sorry that its like this. Please accept my condolences for your loss. It's not fair. Big hugs.


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  • I'm so sorry to hear this. Prayers and thoughts going your way.
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    After 1 year of infertility, our little miracle was conceived via our 3rd IUI on May 5, 2013.
    Holland Sophia was born Jan 24, 2014.
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  • I'm so sorry for you loss. TP your way!
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  • So sorry for your loss.  Welcome Back.
  • Oh I am so incredibly sorry for your loss :( hugs ts&ps
    Proud babywearing, breastfeeding, vaccinating SAHM of 2U2!
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  • I am so sorry for your loss (((hugs))) 


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  • Oh Sarah, I'm so sorry, my heart sank when I saw this!  Anytime you need to vent or just babble, PM me or FB me.  Big hugs to you Sad

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     My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks.  Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!

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  • I am so sorry this is happening to you. Hugs

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    TTC#1 since 4/11 : m/c in 9/11 & 11/11
    DH dx with Balanced Translocation 5/12 
    Did 3 IVFs - 10/12, 1/13 & 4/13 before
    1 embryo passed PGD and transferred - BFP
    Our beautiful baby girl has arrived!
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  • I don't think there's nothing I can say that will make you better :( But us TTGP gals are here for you! I'm very very sorry :(

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    BFP#1: 08/30/12 EDD 04/30/12 m/c 09/04/12 6wks
    BFP#2: 01/27/13 EDD 10/06/13 missed m/c 02/25/13 9wks
    BFP#3: 10/30/13 EDD 07/05/14 Our little dude was born on 07/10/14 @ 2:19p <3


  • I'm sorry you have to come back :( Take care of yourself this weekend. 

  • So sorry for your loss..My thoughts and prayers are with you right now..
  • I'm so sorry lady! I wish I could hug you right now.

    I understand the emotions you're going through - we're here for you. If you need to vent/cry/whatever. Any of us are a PM away.

    Thinking of you during this difficult time.

    lots of <3 to my TBBFF Sothernpeach80 - BABY ETHAN IS HERE! 02.04.13 <3

    TTC #1 since Jan 2012

    BFP #1 07/27/12 - EDD 04/07/13; C/P on 07/31/12

    BFP #2 10/11/12 - EDD 06/24/13; Blighted Ovum; D&C 11/30/12

    BFP #3 03/10/13 - EDD 11/17/13 - PLEASE BE OUR TAKE HOME BABY!

    Beta #1 - 95.8 (12DPO); Beta #2 - 502 (15DPO); Beta #3 - 2003 (18DPO)

    First U/S showed one beautiful baby measuring 7w1d with a HR of 148!!! Second U/S showed baby measuring 9w0d with a HR of 173!!!

    My Ugly BFP Chart

    “I know God won't give me anything I can't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much." -Mother Teresa

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  • I am so very sorry to hear this.  Thinking good thoughts for you.
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  • I am so sorry! <<hugs>> Make sure you take good care of yourself.
  • My heart also sank seeing this thread. I haven't been here long enough to really get to know you before your BFP but do remember reading your story. I'm so sorry you're going through this :(
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  • I am so so sorry, Sarah. Super big hugs! :(
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  • Of course we'll have you back. So sorry to hear that. (((hug)))
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.
    PCOS Dx 12.08 / BFP! 4.22.10 DS1 born 1.4.11 DS2 born 6.19.13
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  • I'm so, so sorry.
  • I'm sorry to hearing about what you are going through.  Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.
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  • I'm so sorry.
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  • Sarah, I'm so sorry. I know how you are feeling - it is tough. Try to stay positive, although I know that is easier said than done. Take care of yourself - all will work out in the end. ((hugs))
    Married since 2008 | TTC #1 since 2011

    2 losses: Nov '11 and Aug '12
    Dx: Feb '13 - HSG shows clear tubes but minor diverticulitis; Borderline DOR; Low DHEA and low testosterone.
    Moving on to IUI or IVF.

    3.4.13:  Holy crap! Surprise natural BFP on cycle #19. EDD 11.12.13
    We've got a peen.....it's a boy! 
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  • Sarah-

    I am so so sorry! ((((((((hugs)))))))))

     

    Married BF 6/29/2002/
    TTC Since Aug 2011/
    ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/
    IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)

    IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear
    Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F
    ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29
    stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan

    Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn

    Ivf#4 New dr. New protocol=beta1 197 beta#2 677 beta#3 1557
     u/s 8/13 =TWINS 2 strong hb
    Due Date 4/4/14

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  • So sorry. Prayers are coming your way. 
    Married since 8/2009
    TTC # 1 since April 2012
    BFP 11/17/2012 Complete M/C 12/3/2012
    50mg Clomid
    BFP 8/12/2013 EDD 4/23/2014
  • I have not been on this board that long but I am very sorry for your loss =(
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  • Oh God, my heart just dropped. I was really happy you got your BFP. Lots of thoughts and prayers being sent your way.
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  • I'm so sorry you are going through this :( ((Hugs)) 
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