Today wil be my first day back at work. I have mixed feelings i will miss her so much but kind of looking forward to the occasional break. Yesterday i managed to cry only 3 times lol. Ava just looked at me funny the whole time. My husband almoat started crying too

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Re: first day back at work
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I went back to work last monday as well!
At work I was fine, leaving I was fine too (DS is with family so I like they all get to spend time with him) BUT the Sunday before I started work again I cried all day. DH was away on a bachelor party so I was home alone with DS adn I think if DH was home it would have alleviated some of my anxiety. He called me on Sunday night to see how I was doing and I don't even think I could have formed a sentence I was crying so hard.
But being back is nice cause I do get that break like you said! Plus everyone wants to know how he is doing so its fun to talk about him all day!