Thank you ladies for the happy thoughts this morning. Unfortunately, the appointment today confirmed my fears. My HCG levels had dropped and the U/S showed only a fuzzy blotch of what was left of the yolk sac. I feel very numb and sad. I am thankful for the kind doctor that has seen me through this.
I did not want a D&C, but also did not feel like I could emotionally handle waiting for it to happen naturally, so I opted to take the cytotec to speed up the process. The waiting is still agonizing, as is the fear of not knowing exactly what to expect. I feel like it should be easier since I wasn't that far along, but it's one of the saddest things that has ever happened to me. It makes me incredibly thankful for Eleanor, and the true miracle that all babies are.
BFP #2 - MC Aug 2012 - D&C w/ complications

Re: Miscarriage
TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!! Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui)
#1 born December 2011
TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo
#2 born May 2013
TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
#3 born August 2015
#4!!!!!!! due June 2017
Oh hunny.
-Hugs.- I'm so sorry for your loss. I've been thinking about you constantly since you first posted about this.
I hope you are able to find some peace soon and we're all here for you if you need someone to talk to.
Fastest year of my life.
The third time was the charm!
BFP #3 ~ 4.08.11 ~ EDD: 12.17.11 ~ DD born 12.13.11
BFP #2 - 8.04.10 - missed m/c discovered 8.31.10, d&c 9.02.10
BFP #1 - 5.20.10 - m/c 5.29.10 @ 5w6d
May Siggy Challenge: TV mom
IVF #1: 4-11-11= Transferred 1 beautiful blastocyst I named "Nugget"
5 Snowbabies! Beta#1 4/21= BFP! 226; Beta#2 4/25= 944
DS born 12/14/11
Baby #2 FET Nov/Dec 2013
12/13 Beta#1=BFP 349; 12/16 Beta#2=1,089. First ultrasound 12/26. DS#2 born 8/8/14



~~PAIF/SAIF Always Welcome~~
BFP #2 - MC Aug 2012 - D&C w/ complications
Too beautiful for Earth.
I'm sorry you're going through this.