December 2011 Moms

Miscarriage

Thank you ladies for the happy thoughts this morning. Unfortunately, the appointment today confirmed my fears. My HCG levels had dropped and the U/S showed only a fuzzy blotch of what was left of the yolk sac. I feel very numb and sad. I am thankful for the kind doctor that has seen me through this. 

I did not want a D&C, but also did not feel like I could emotionally handle waiting for it to happen naturally, so I opted to take the cytotec to speed up the process. The waiting is still agonizing, as is the fear of not knowing exactly what to expect. I feel like it should be easier since I wasn't that far along, but it's one of the saddest things that has ever happened to me. It makes me incredibly thankful for Eleanor, and the true miracle that all babies are. 
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BFP #2 - MC Aug 2012 - D&C w/ complications
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