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My due date was August 4th

CrittleColeCrittleCole
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

So I had a great distraction set up for my estimated due date and honestly didn't think about it most of the day.  Everyday after that, however, has been just plain bad.  All of my friends that announced pregnancies as soon as they got the positive on the pee stick are starting to pop their babies out and it is killing me!  And, of course, as I'm sure you've all noticed, everyone and their mothers are announcing that they are expecting as well. I feel like I'm in some alternate plane of existence and will never be able to feel the joy of being a parent, or even being pregnant, but I get to watch everyone else see those dreams come true.  This is just a random rant, but I feel very much alone.  Feels like no one else knows what this struggle feels like, therefore no one is interested in hearing about it.  The only time I can be honest about my feelings is when I'm curled up on the bed sobbing uncontrollably by myself.  

 Thanks for letting me vent. 

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Re: My due date was August 4th

  • SandiaPinaMamaSandiaPinaMama member

    I wish I could tell you something wonderful, and brilliant, but we all know that no such words exist, and the harder people try to find them, the more they piss me off (personally). 

    Please feel free to be honest about your feelings here at least.

    I hope you feel better soon.  Until then, ((HUGS)).


    BFP#1 "Watermelon" born 3/2011
    BFP#2 "Pumpkin" 7/14/12 ~ EDD 3/23/13 ~ Natural M/C 8/3/12 @ 7 weeks
    BFP#3 "Pineapple"  born 4/2013
    BFP#4 "Grapefruit" EDD 3/29/16
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  • AddyAllTogetherAddyAllTogether member
    Im right there with you, my due date was dec 26th and i work with a girl who has the exact same due date. Watching her hit all her milestones and bring in pictures and have people feel movement makes my chest burn. :(
    Said goodbye 5/30/12 @10wks. 5/18/12 hb strong, 5/26/12 no hb Daisypath Anniversary tickers Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • MauLoaM0MMauLoaM0M member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. Know that all of us here understand how you are felling & feel free to let it out here! ((Hugs))

    BFP #2: 08/23/12; EDD: 05/04/13 ~Please stick little one!!! DS born 05/09/13 at 40w5d

    BFP #1: 05/05/12; EDD: 01/01/13; m/c: 05/21/12 ~Forever in our hearts~ 

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