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Bracing for the worst :(

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I started this month soooo positive too! Anywhoo, it basically de javu of the last miscarriage. I know it is very early and maybe I will be completely wrong but my breasts are starting to hurt and of course tonight I am starting to notice just the slightest tinge of pinkness in my cm. If I wasn't so obsessed about inspecting it every time I use the bathroom I wouldn't notice but it is there. Whether I am pregnant and going o miscarry or just not pregnant I am very sad and discouraged. :(. It is still to early to test so I get to drive myself crazy for another week :(
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Re: Bracing for the worst :(

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    Mayzie15Mayzie15 member
    I'm sorry - thinking positive thoughts for you - hang in there and don't give up!

    Me 38 MH 41 - TTC since June 2010 - dx with Severe MFI. Straight to IVF with ICSI. IVF #1 - ER 06/13/12 - 9 Eggs Retrieved - 4 ICSI'd - only 2 fert. 06/15/12 - 2DT - 3 cell & 6 cell with fragmentation. Beta 06/29/12 - IVF #1 = BFN. 07/20/12 - WTF Appt -Told by our RE to quit IVF. Second Opinion from RE is good. IVF#2 - November 2012. Estradiol Pills Started 11/6. Stims start 11/16. ER 11/26 - 7 eggs retrieved - all mature. 4 fertilized with ICSI. ET 11/29 Transferred 3 embryos. Beta is 12/10. 1st Beta 81 2nd Beta 160 and 3rd beta 360!!! First U/S 12/21/12 - We saw one beautiful gest. sac. 2nd U/S is 01/04/2013 - H/B 183 02/05/13 - NT Scan - everything looks good and IT'S A BOY!  Aiden was born 08/20/2013.

    IVF #2 is in progress.  ER was 05/12/14 - 11 eggs retrieved, 8 fertilized with ICSI.  ET was 05/15/14 - we transferred 3 embryos as we did on the cycle my son was conceived.  We were able to freeze 3 embryos. Beta is scheduled for 05/26/14.  1st beta - 111.  2nd beta - 159 didn't double :( 3rd beta Friday 5/30) - not a lot of hope left. Beta # 3 is 247 - probably ectopic.  Beta # 4 is 813 - possibly vanishing multiple sydrome?  06/05/14 - 5w4days - first U/S - we see a gestational sac and yolk - still have hope!  06/17/14 - 7w1day - U/S and saw and heard the heartbeat - Finally!  06/27/14 - 8w4days - Baby and heartbeat look and sound great :)  EDD 02/01/14 and It's a boy!


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    technigirltechnigirl

    Ugh, sorry you're going through this.  :(  That's what makes the 2WW so tough, because the symptoms of pregnancy and of impending AF are pretty much the same.  I hope it's not AF!  KUP!

    Melissa

     

    Me - 38 DH - 38 DD - 2 pregnancy
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    jjs2010jjs2010

    Stay away AF.  The TWW is the worst!

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    robbensmrobbensm member

    Hang in there.  All the waiting in the TTC process is just the worst!

    Me 39 & suspected PCOS, DH 42. Went off BCP when we got married in 11/11, seriously TTC since 3/12.  Six cycles of clomid = BFNs.  Suspected endometriosis & HSG showed both tubes blocked.  Sept 2013 IVF 5D transfer of two perfect embryos = BFN.  Started acupuncture and taking time off to drop some pounds & get healthier before FET in April 2014.
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