Pregnant after a Loss

Please, God, Let This Be the One (Intro)

Welp, here's hoping I have a baby in my arms on April 7th. I got a BFP last Monday night at 8DPO. In order to avoid feeling scared sh!tless, I've kind of been ignoring the fact that I'm even pregnant. I'm ecstatic to be here, of course, especially considering that we were fortunate enough to get our BFP on our first TTC cycle--but I know you all know what I mean. 

So, some backstory:  I've had two missed miscarriages--one in November at 9.5 weeks and another in March at 8 weeks. Both babies stopped growing at 6 weeks. The most recent one knocked the wind out of me, and we took a few months off so we could have some testing done. RPL panel and karyotyping on DH and me turned up nothing, save for a possible Protein S deficiency (which causes abnormal clotting) that only presents itself when I'm pregnant. I go in for some bloodwork tomorrow, so we'll know if my Protein S is a problem. If so, it's manageable with Heparin or Lovenox injections.

Right now, on top of my PNV, I'm taking baby aspirin for the possible Protein S deficiency, progesterone suppositories 2x/day (probably just to ease my mind), extra FA, Vitamin B, and Vitamin D. Hoping this cocktail proves successful--or that my bad luck has run out.  

I look forward to getting to know you ladies (I think I know most of you already), and I'm grateful to have all of you to share this journey with.

TTCAL ladies, thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. 
It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
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  • I'm sooo happy to see this! I am praying that this your rainbow! :) I hope your bloodwork is great tomorrow! :) yay!

    TTC since 7/10, BFP#1~6/28/11(4wks2d)~EDD 3/4/12, missed m/c(8wks)~8/12/11, D&C~8/16/11
    BFP#2~12/15/11~EDD 8/25/12, Hannah born 8/22/12~ 7lbs 10oz & 21 in. long. :)

    BFP#3~1/12/14~EDD 9/23/14, Found out baby is a girl!~4/18/14 :)

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  • Yes, lurking a lot this eve....OMG, I'm so happy for you, sweetie! I will keep you in my T&P's!! Stay put, stay strong, and fx for great bloodwork tomorrow! Yay!
  • So happy to see another TTCAL member move on over! Congrats!! Positive thoughts for your blood work!
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  • PANACEA! You probably don't remember me, but you were a wonderful life line when I was back on the miscarriage board in January/February. I'm so happy to see you here and I hope that you get to stay with us on your journey for a happy and healthy 9 months!

    Ladies, this woman is a blessing! Such a good board member!

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  • Welcome and congratulations! Here's hoping you'll be here for the long haul :)
    Cycle 7: BFP 1-17-12, Missed Miscarriage at 8w6d (measured 7w2d, no HB), D&C 2-29-12
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  • Congratulations and FX for great bloodwork tomorrow! I hope this is your rainbow baby!
    DD Lea 04/21/10
    DS Nathan 12/4/12
    BFP: 3/31/15 EDD: 12/4/15


    MC: 7/2011, 12/2011
  • Muah!!!! Third times a charm for you, I just know it!!!!!!!

    Married My Love on 6/18/2006
    BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
    BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
    BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
    BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
    BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
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  • AHHH!! I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU! (Yes, I needed to shout.) Congrats love! I will be hoping and praying with all my might that this is IT for you. You so deserve your rainbow.

    Now, sit here in this sticky seat. :)

  • So so happy to see you here!  FX that everything progresses perfectly!  H&H 9 months! Congratulations! 
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    Yay!  So glad to see you back!  FX this is your rainbow!
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  • Congrats! I have the protein S deficiency along with Factor V Leiden. The Lovenox isn't too bad. After the first week or so it became pretty easy and now it's just part of my routine, like brushing my teeth. So if you have to do it, don't worry. Good luck at the dr.  

    BFP#1 2/18/2011, EDD 10/18/2011, natural m/c 2/28/2011 @ 7 weeks
    BFP#2 5/28/2011, EDD 2/1/2012, chemical pg
    BFP#3 10/22/2011, EDD 6/30/2012, natural m/c 11/3/2011 @ 6 weeks
    BFP#4 4/16/2012, EDD 12/24/2012, Beta #1 23 @ 10dpo, Beta #2 68 @ 12dpo, Beta #3 370 @ 16dpo, Saw baby and heartbeat on 5/11/2012.

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  • Yay!!!! Congrats sweetie, glad to see you over here!

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  • CnAnACnAnA member
    Yeah i just squealed out loud! Congrats sweetie! Heres to a super sticky baby and a boring uneventful 9 months. ((hugs)) and I will bee praying for you!

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    After 7 years of no ovulation...
    BFP#1 10/24/11 ~ EDD 6/29/12 ~ Natural m/c 11/2/11
    BFP#2 2/3/12 ~ Alice born 9/26/12


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  • Woo hoo! I am so happy for you!!! I so hope that this is your rainbow!
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    Welcome back - I also remember you from when I had two miscarriages last year, and I've been thinking about you.

    I spent the whole first tri of this pregnancy in denial. It was a very anxious time. But it passed, and now I'm third tri.

    My advice to you is to be gentle with yourself - keep as busy as you can, and don't worry if you don't embrace this pregnancy straight away. The weeks between appts are looong and scary, but they do pass. 

    Good luck!  

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  • Congrats and welcome!
  • WOOHOO!  Everything is crossed that this is your Rainbow!
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  • ::lurking::

    Been waiting to see this!! Yay!! 

    4 Losses (2003, 2008, Apr 2012, & Oct 2012)
    All RPL and IF testing with multiple REs = normal

    5 IUIs = BFN

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  • Welcome and congrats! I hope you have a very uneventful, happy and healthy nine months. :) 
    Married my best friend May 24, 2008
    BFP #1 9/1/11, EDD 5/15/12, Missed M/C at 9w4d, discovered at 11w3d, D&C 11/2/11
    BFP #2 6/20/12, Baby Boy born 3/2/13
    BFP #3 October 2016, EDD 6/11/17
  • OMG I'm sooooo happy for you!!!!!! Congratulations & here's to a H&H 9 months!
    BFP#1: 10/29/11 EDD: 7/14/12 MMC: 12/28/11 BFP#2: 5/17/12 EDD: 1/27/13 Trevor was born on 1/21/13! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker photo 8e4774ee-d2a4-4dd5-9180-492d059e568e_zpsb44e90d8.jpg
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    Congratulations and welcome!

    BFP #1 natural mc 4/24/2012 5w1d 
    BFP #2 DS born 3/30/2013 
    BFP #3 cp 2/6/2014 
    BFP #4 natural mc 3/19/2014 5w6d 
    BFP #5 4/27/2014 EDD 12/24/2014 --IT'S A GIRL!

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    BFP #1:  8/10/11 EDD: 4/9/12 Natural miscarriage @ 7 weeks: 8/20/11
    BFP #2: 8/31/12 EDD: 5/18/13 Chemical pregnancy: 9/4/12
    BFP #3:  5/17/13  EDD: 1/24/14 Loss at 5 weeks: 5/29/13

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    Lots of testing, all clear with the exception of compound heterozygous for the MTHFR mutation. 

    Cycle 1: Femara, trigger shot, Bravelle added due to slow response = BFN
    Cycle 2: Cancelled due to two cysts =(
    Cycle 3: Femara, Bravelle, trigger shot and IUI = BFP then loss #3
    Cycle 4: Femara, Follistim, trigger shot and IUI = BFP!  EDD: 6/7/14

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  • Congrats pan!!!  So excited for you!  Wishing you a H&H 9 months!!!
    BFP #1:  8/10/11 EDD: 4/9/12 Natural miscarriage @ 7 weeks: 8/20/11
    BFP #2: 8/31/12 EDD: 5/18/13 Chemical pregnancy: 9/4/12
    BFP #3:  5/17/13  EDD: 1/24/14 Loss at 5 weeks: 5/29/13

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    Lots of testing, all clear with the exception of compound heterozygous for the MTHFR mutation. 

    Cycle 1: Femara, trigger shot, Bravelle added due to slow response = BFN
    Cycle 2: Cancelled due to two cysts =(
    Cycle 3: Femara, Bravelle, trigger shot and IUI = BFP then loss #3
    Cycle 4: Femara, Follistim, trigger shot and IUI = BFP!  EDD: 6/7/14

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  • Yeay! Party!!!
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  • This just totally and completely made my morning! I am so glad to see you over here, and fingers crossed for a sticky baby!

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  • Squee! stick, baby!

  • Yay! So excited to see you here!
    DS born 2009
    BFP#2 ~ 8/2/11, EDD 4/11/12, D&C 9/12/11 at 9w5d
    BFP#3 ~ 4/15/12, EDD 12/21/12 ~ DD born 12/22/12
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  • Hello and congrats!!
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  • Congratulations again to you, and FX for a good blood draw! PS, I sent you another pm last night. Smile So, so, so, so keeping my fingers crossed for you that this IS the one!
    BFP #1, 12/22/09 - DD#1 born 9/2010
    BFP #2, 12/12/11, m/c 12/25/11
    BFP #3, 3/09/12, CP 3/10/12
    BFP #4, 7/22/12, DD#2 born 4/2013
     

  • Yay! FX this is it! H & H 9 months to you!
    Married since 06/2004, TTC since 01/2011

    BFP #1 and M/C 5/2011

    BFP #2 7/1/2011, Blighted ovums officially diagnosed at 9w6d, D&C 8/19/2011.

    BFP #3 12/7/2011, EDD 8/15/2012, Harper Lorelai born 8/09/12

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  • Welcome! I hope this is your rainbow baby. :)
    Married 6/08, TTC 7/09
    MC w/ D&C 3/11 ~ 9.5 weeks
    CP/MC 1/12 ~ 5 weeks
    2 IUI's w/ BFN
    IVF 6/12 ~ 8R, 0F ~ Rescue ISCI gave us 3dt of 2 (6 cell, 9+ cell)
    DS born ~ 3/3/13
    IVF 6/14 ~ Operation Sibling ~ 10R, 5F ~ 5dt of 1 Blast
    Beta 1: 1600+, Beta 2: 4588
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  • Soo happy to see this!!! Yay!!! I'm praying for you!

    BPF 1. Baby Girl "Petri" 12/22/11 Said goodbye 12/27/11

    BPF 2. Baby Boy "Roo" 1/20/12 Heartbeat 160b/m 2/15/12 Said goodbye 2/20/12

    BPF 3. Rainbow Baby Boy "Creed"  4/28/12 Born healthy and alive 1/5/13

    BFP 4. "Rainbow 2.0" 8/17/14 due 4/28/15

     

    "Darling don't be afraid. I have loved you a thousand years. I love you a thousand more."

     

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  • So glad to see you back here - FX this is your sticky baby!
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    Yay! Congrats! FX this is your sticky baby!
    BFP #1: 12/26/11, EDD 09/05/12; m/c discovered: 02/22/12 @ 12w u/s,
    D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
    Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
    BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
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  • AlbahAlbah member
    Such amazing news!!!! Congrats and wish you a smooth and beautiful pregnancy! 
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    BFP #3: 01/28/12, EDD: 09/23/12, MMC (BO), D&C 2/16/12 at 6.5 wks
    BFP #4: 05/23/12, EDD: 01/31/12, Early MC at 5 wks

    RPL Workup: + LPD (7DPO Prog = 7.8, Endometrial Bx = out of phase)
    Elevated Alpha 2-glycoprotein IgA and antiphosphatidylserine IgM -->
    Hematologist said not to worry and no need for treatment!

    Dx: LPD
    Cycle #1(08/2012): Clomid 50 mg CD3-7, Ovidrel CD13 + Progesterone = It worked!
    BFP #5 on 09/10/12 (11 DPO). HCG #1 @ 14DPO = 131.6 HCG #2 @ 16DPO = 509
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  • EKGibsEKGibs member
    I nearly sucked my coffee down my windpipe when I saw this!!!!!!!!!!!! Fingers, toes, arms & legs crossed that this is your rainbow baby!!!!!!!!! congrats!Big Smile
    TTC since 4/28/07
    Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
    BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
    Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.

    June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!

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  • So happy to see you over here! Congrats!

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    BFP #2 8/9/11 EDD 4/18/12 ectopic pregnancy (methotrexate) 8/24/11 ruptured tube and removal 8/29/11


    BFP #3 3/9/12 EDD 11/19/12 Logan born 11/18/12

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  • Congrats! T&P that this is your rainbow baby!
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  • Ahhh!!! How did I miss this?! I am so so freakin excited for you! Someone please get this girl some heavy duty super glue because she's not leaving this time. Third time's the charm!! Congrats!!!!! Smile
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