Hi everyone, I haven't been posting much after my 3 failed out of pocket IUI attempts, my DH and I took it pretty hard. Although I havent been able to post, I've been reading every single post and response, crying over the c/p's and unsticky LOs, and still gathering hope.
AF is due today, DH and I had a week of vacation during O time, and I spent a lot of time horizontal..increasing my usual time of relaxing AFTER BD. Last night I decided to POAS, a little wondfo, out of the same pack of 50 I've been using every month for a year with no second line. Well, it was there. I was so surprised- is it the leftover trigger- wait I haven't had meds for four months! Did I mess it up- splatter or something? My DH was due home in a few minutes, so with chattering teeth, I started cooking dinner. We took another, even darker line. Ended up heading to the store for the FRER, and yes, second line in minute or so.
I am soooo scared! We lost one 3 years ago at about 5 weeks. At this point in TTC I thought we were gonners, no chance...
Coincidentally, I have my yearly lady doc appt next week and was throwing in another FSH test- a year ago it was 15.3, I had a AFC of 6. I guess now I can throw that out and throw in a beta? I hope I can still get support over the next few weeks with this, I promise to be more supportive!
Thank you all for your stories and advise and helpful information, I have learned so much.