Overwhelming urge (P&R WARNING + WUMPING)

Re: Overwhelming urge (P&R WARNING + WUMPING)

• vanessa lynne member

  June 2012

  Love this!!  A big hug right back at ya Rawr!!!!
  

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• KGS2003 member

  June 2012

  Thanks!  Right back at you too. 

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• CashewsMommy member

  June 2012

  *muah*!!! Love you babe!!!! 

  My Flucking Chart // Aurora's Blog // Crochet Blog // My Story // Teaching Blog
  

      

  
  

  BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
  

  The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
  Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
  BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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• Rawr08

  June 2012

  Nobody knows what I am going through.  Just held a baby, and my heart is breaking, the first baby I have held since my MC, I am just so sad, but I didn't cry.  I may be drunk as funck, but I knew what I was missing, but  I  also knew what I wasn't missing.  I am drinking so much now. it's not ok, I think.  I don't know what to say.  I bury my thoughts, hopes and dreams in alcohol.....  I am proud I didn't cry, but I wanted to love that lil baby girl until tomorrow...  *sigh*

  
  ??? TTCAL Buddies w/ BabyTrippin & CashewsMommy ???
  1st BFP = m/c 4.21.08 @ 7W5D (and divorce)
  TTC #1 since 6.10
  SA #1=Agglutination SA #2= Everything perfect
  HSG= All clear & perfect
  Currently learning to live Child Free
  
  ?My NTNP Chart! ?My Blog!?
  CLICK to give care & food to animals in need -
  ?Big Girls have babies too!?
  ??Success/pregnant after everything welcome - FHs need not apply??
  

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• Gregermis member

  June 2012

  

  TTC #1 Since 4/2010, Cycle 30
  Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant
  Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
  4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
  7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
  IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
  FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
  4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
  FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
  FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
  1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB , 2nd u/s 146bpm
  baby girl born 5/10/13
  
  TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
  Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28. 
  IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
  IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
  IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
  FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
  FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!!  Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!
  
  
  
  Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl
  
  
  

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• delino member

  June 2012

  Rawr08:

  Nobody knows what I am going through.  Just held a baby, and my heart is breaking, the first baby I have held since my MC, I am just so sad, but I didn't cry.  I may be drunk as funck, but I knew what I was missing, but  I  also knew what I wasn't missing.  I am drinking so much now. it's not ok, I think.  I don't know what to say.  I bury my thoughts, hopes and dreams in alcohol.....  I am proud I didn't cry, but I wanted to love that lil baby girl until tomorrow...  *sigh*

  I'm so sorry Rawr.  I don't know what to say.  I cried just looking at a baby that was born a couple of days after my first EDD.  I wouldn't have been able to keep it together enough to hold her.  (((HUGS)))

  3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)

  IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets

  Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13

  

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• ufsandra85 member

  June 2012

  i love it. i need puppies and rainbows today!

  Married 11/27/09 and TTC right away
  Dx: Complete septate uterus with cervical duplication, endometrial polyps, PCOS, endometriosis, hypo thyroid, luteal phase defect
  4 uterus surgeries to correct my complete septum and to remove polyps and 2 years of seeing the RE, medicated cycles and IUIs
  Baby 1 and 2: BFP 3/3/11 with 2 babies EDD 11/1/11, M/C 4/6/11
  Baby #3: 8/11 pregnant EDD 4/27/11 and m/c:(
  Baby #4: 10/12/11 BFP! EDD 6/16/12m/c 10/26/11
  Baby #5: 3/13/12 BFP! EDD 11/25/12 ANOTHER m/c

  Baby #6: 2/14/13- BFP! EDD 10/24/13, CP 2/19/13
  Baby #7: 3/15/13- BFP! EDD 11/27/13, another CP
  Baby #8.  BFP 5/19/13 EDD 1/22/14. 8 was not our lucky number
  
  4th septum resection on 5/31/13.
  Baby #9: 6/29/13 BFP. C section scheduled for March 5th!

  My miracle baby was born March 5 at 9:33am. He was 8 lbs 12.5 oz and 21.25 inches long!
  

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• mikeANDjen448 member

  June 2012

  Big HUGE (((hugs)))!!

  
  

  TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory 
  

  RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal

   BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11

  I have two angel babies that I will see again one day

  BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13

  Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!

  
  

                         

  BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15  Emma's gonna be a big sister!

  Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674

                         

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• stillbaking member

  June 2012

  Awww. I feel the same about you my friend. (((HUGS)))

  Suze
  TTC#1 since May 2009
  PCOS * Hypothyroid

  
  Bean - BFP May 26, 2010. EDD Feb 3, 2011. Natural Miscarriage 8w5d - June 29, 2010.
  Pumpkin - BFP Feb 8, 2011. EDD Oct 21, 2011. Natural Miscarriage 6w3d - Feb 28, 2011.
  
  

  Femera started November 2014. 3 rounds, no luck. Moving to IUI.

  March 2015: IUI#1 - nope.
  May 2015: IUI#2 - nada.

  October 2015: IUI#3 - BFP on Nov 2, 2015! *stick baby stick!*

  
  

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  June 2012

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