Overwhelming urge (P&R WARNING + WUMPING)

Rawr08

To tell you all I love you!!!  I am so sorry so many are having a hard time, but I give high fives to those who are doing better.  You girls are my strength and courage!

 

 

vanessa lynne

Love this!!  A big hug right back at ya Rawr!!!!

KGS2003

Thanks!  Right back at you too. 

CashewsMommy

*muah*!!! Love you babe!!!! 

Rawr08

Nobody knows what I am going through.  Just held a baby, and my heart is breaking, the first baby I have held since my MC, I am just so sad, but I didn't cry.  I may be drunk as funck, but I knew what I was missing, but  I  also knew what I wasn't missing.  I am drinking so much now. it's not ok, I think.  I don't know what to say.  I bury my thoughts, hopes and dreams in alcohol.....  I am proud I didn't cry, but I wanted to love that lil baby girl until tomorrow...  *sigh*

Gregermis

delino

Rawr08:

Nobody knows what I am going through.  Just held a baby, and my heart is breaking, the first baby I have held since my MC, I am just so sad, but I didn't cry.  I may be drunk as funck, but I knew what I was missing, but  I  also knew what I wasn't missing.  I am drinking so much now. it's not ok, I think.  I don't know what to say.  I bury my thoughts, hopes and dreams in alcohol.....  I am proud I didn't cry, but I wanted to love that lil baby girl until tomorrow...  *sigh*

I'm so sorry Rawr.  I don't know what to say.  I cried just looking at a baby that was born a couple of days after my first EDD.  I wouldn't have been able to keep it together enough to hold her.  (((HUGS)))

ufsandra85

i love it. i need puppies and rainbows today!

mikeANDjen448

Big HUGE (((hugs)))!!

stillbaking

Awww. I feel the same about you my friend. (((HUGS)))

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