TTC After a Loss

On to a New Chapter Hopefully. BFP

I just wanted to say thank you to you wonderful ladies for the support, the laughs, advice and for just letting me know I wasn't alone.   I enjoyed our conversations, and I actually got to meet some of you in person through a Florida/ Georgia GTG, which was great. 

My husband and I decided that we would just let nature take it's "course" and what ever happens happens.. even though I couldn't help but chart just a little.  Ive had 3 losses since the start of our TTC journey a year ago.  I hope it has finally come to an end.. I was so stressed out by it, I started to think, maybe we will just deal with God only giving us one child. We have a DS  who is 5 years old. 

I almost didn't type this, just because I haven't been on the board that long, and aside from these last two weeks,  due to (Crazy busy-ness and work drama. ) I've been pretty active, and giving support. I don't know how you ladies will take me announcing this, but I feel its ok. Even though I can't please every one, and I'm sorry in advance if you are Pissed that it's me and not you. IMO

I started cramping like normal for my period, but It didn't come, but I just had my first cycle after my last MC so I just figured my Body was just a little off.  My Best Friend convinced me to take a pregnancy test and last night I did, and to my Shock, it was a BFP  I really hope this pregnancy sticks, but I'm not feeling to confident, but I don't know if that's due to all my losses and having all my emotions going crazy while my heart was being ripped out.  I just don't want to get my hopes up yet..  I really hope this is the (One)  But I'm scared as Hel!

 

I really hope this is it, and I don't have to return, but THANK YOU ALL!!   I'm sure I will still Lurk from time to time since I love you girls!  I will continue to pray for all of you, and thanks in advance for your kind words! :)

~Lauren (Mash67)

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  • It's honestly stories like this that give me such hope and inspiration to keep going (that's why I lurk on the PGAL board!)

    Congrats on your BFP, you deserve to be happy about it :) Good luck and I hope it's a sticky baby for you!!!

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    BFP 1 - March 26, 2012, MMC discovered May 21, 2012
    BFP 2 - October 30, 2012, Rainbow Baby Boy born July 14, 2013
    TTC no sooner than November 2014
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  • Congrats! I hope this is it for you as well. =) FX for a happy and healthy 9 months.
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  • Congrats! Sending sticky baby dust your way.
    **Warning: Losses and living child mentioned**
    BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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  • Mmm79Mmm79 member
    Congratulations!  FX that this is your sticky baby.  Wishing you a happy and healthy nine months.

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    BFP#1 11/12/11 ~ No heartbeat 12/12/11 ~ D&C 12/19/11
    BFP#2 3/25/12 ~ Heartbeat 141 4/16/12 ~ No heartbeat 4/25/12 ~ D&C 04/30/12 
    BFP#3 7/16/12 ~ EDD 3/26/13 ~ It's a BOY ~ DOB 2/26/13






  • congrats.. sending lots of sticky dust... H&H 9 months...
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers BFP 2# 7/5/09,EDD:3/26/10,MC:9/23/09. We Miss our Lucky Charm.
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    Congrats! Sticky baby dust!

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  • Congratulations! I really hope that this pregnancy goes well for you.

    BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
    BFP2: 3/18/12, blighted ovum, natural m/c @ 7w4d
    BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence

  • YAY and Congrates! :)
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    Congratulations Mash!!! I'm so happy to see a Junebug graduate!!! Sending you lots of sticky dust!!!

    Married My Love on 6/18/2006
    BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
    BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
    BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
    BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
    BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
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  • Congrats!
    (USE TO BE, WISH2BEMOMMY). 1st BFP ever Aug. 16, 2010.... 1st OB appt. Sept. 8, 2010, u/s showed poss. blighted ovum.... b/w 9/8/10 22,698 b/w 9/10/10 14,521.... mmc confirmed, started naturally m/c 9/15/10, d & c 9/16/10 I love you my precious monkey!! 2nd BFP March 2011.... c/p, miss you lil one!! 3rd BFP Nov. 20, 2011, subcornial hemorrhage detected 11/24/11 heartbeat found.... LO's heartbeat lost 11/25/11.... d & c 11/26/11..... I love and miss you so much baby!!!! C/P 4/26/12.... gone before I knew you.... off BCP 10-1-13.. BFP 11-20-13.. SCH for 7 weeks.. 3-4-14: It's a Girl!.. 4-22-12 emergency cerclage placed..7-7-14 cerclage removed at 36w.. delivered Lillian Marie 7-28-14..
     "An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth. Then whispered as she closed the book "too beautiful for earth"

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  • Congrats!  Sending you lots of sticky dust.  I hope you have a happy and healthy 9 months!
    BFP#1 10/24/11 ~ EDD 6/27/12 ~ m/c 11/15/11 BO
    BFP#2 6/10/12 ~ EDD 2/21/13 ~ mm/c 7/12/12 ~ D&C 7/13/12
    BFP#3 2/23/2013 ~ EDD 11/5/13 Beta#1 125, Beta#2 436, Beta#3 ???
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  • Yes!  Wishing you all the best :)

    Cycle 7: BFP 1-17-12, Missed Miscarriage at 8w6d (measured 7w2d, no HB), D&C 2-29-12
    Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Image and video hosting by TinyPic
  • Congrats!!! I wish you could take us all over to PGAL. :)))  H & H 9 months! 
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    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    TTC Since Nov 2011
    BFP: 11/24/11 EDD: 8/2/12 MMC:12/19/11 D&C: 1/10/12

    BFP: 2/18/12 EDD: 11/2/12 Chemical Pregnancy
    BFP: 10/23/12 Saw heartbeat: @8wks&amp;10Wks / Heard HB: @15wks EDD: 7/2/13 *Stick Baby Stick*
  • Congrats, Mash! Praying this is your take-home baby!
    It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
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    Congrats! 
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  • congratulations! FX that this LO sticks around!
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  • YAY!  Congratulations, Mash!  What wonderful news.  H&H 9 months to you! Party!!!
    BFP #1: 10.28.11 - Natural M/C: 12.9.11 @9w3d
    BFP #2: 1.30.12 - missed m/c found on 2.27.12 - D&C 3.1.12 @8w 
    BFP #3: 1.02.13 / EDD 8.31.13 / It's a boy!  - Baby Henry born 8.14.13
    BFP #4: 9.28.14 / EDD 5.27.15 / It's a girl! 

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  • Congrats! Here's to a very sticky baby!
  • Congrats and best of luck to you!

    [spoiler] My Blog: Grow Baby Grow

    BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010

    BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)

    3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!

    Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500

    First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat

    LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!

    TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015

    Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015

    Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270

    First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.

    JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.

    TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]


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  • DaisyZHDaisyZH member
    Congratulations!!   Happy and healthy 9 months to you!


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  • KGS2003KGS2003 member
    Congratulations and H&H 9 months to you. 
  • foxxy1foxxy1 member
    I'm so happy for you!!! Congrats!!
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    Congratulations! H&H9!
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    BFP#1: 9-13-11 EDD: 5-26-12 MMC: 11-4-11 D&C: 11-8-11
    BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
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  • Congrats!  H&h 9 months to you!
    BFP #1~12/20/08, EDD~8/17/09, natural MC~12/23/08;
    BFP #2~5/25/09, DD born 1/27/10
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    BFP #3~2/13/12, EDD~10/24/12, MC at 12w6d, D&C - We love you baby Addison
  • Aww congratulations!!
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  • Congrats!  I'm new around here so I didn't get to "meet" you, but I wish you a very H&H 9 months :)
  • Congrats! I am happy to see so many graduates this week!!! H & H 9 months!
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    BFP #1 - 1/15/12, EDD 9/21/12, Missed M/C - 2/10/12 - I miss you Sapphire!

    BFP #2 - 7/1/12 - Met my lucky charm Alexandra on 3-16-13!!!


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  • April!April! member
    Congratulations! I hope all goes well!
    Lilypie First Birthday tickers
    BFP #2 9/5/2012 -- Born 5/20/2013 -- Welcome, rainbow baby!
    BFP #1 1/24/12 -- No HB 2/16/12 -- Misoprostol 3/10/12
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  • Congrats!  I don't want to see you back around here, except for the occasional visit!
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  • Mash-Congrats!!!!  I was thinking about you the other day and that I haven't seen you lately-I'm so glad that this is the reason why!  From one April momma to another, wishing you nothing but the best and a happy & healthy 9 months!
    BFP #1:  8/10/11 EDD: 4/9/12 Natural miscarriage @ 7 weeks: 8/20/11
    BFP #2: 8/31/12 EDD: 5/18/13 Chemical pregnancy: 9/4/12
    BFP #3:  5/17/13  EDD: 1/24/14 Loss at 5 weeks: 5/29/13

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    Lots of testing, all clear with the exception of compound heterozygous for the MTHFR mutation. 

    Cycle 1: Femara, trigger shot, Bravelle added due to slow response = BFN
    Cycle 2: Cancelled due to two cysts =(
    Cycle 3: Femara, Bravelle, trigger shot and IUI = BFP then loss #3
    Cycle 4: Femara, Follistim, trigger shot and IUI = BFP!  EDD: 6/7/14

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  • Congrats!! 

    And thanks for posting your BFP. If we can't chart stalk you, how else are we to know??  

  • Mash67Mash67 member

    Thank you ladies so much!!  I still plan on posting and stalking, you wont have to worry about a ticker warning or any thing like that for quite some time... I always wait a while before I put them up... I guess you all know why!!

     

    Thank you so much for the Warm... er.. exit!! :) 

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  • Congrats!! Sending you lots of sticky dust!
    "My friends, love is better than anger. Hope is better than fear. Optimism is better than despair. So let us be loving, hopeful and optimistic. And we'll change the world." - Jack Layton

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    BFP #2 12/26/11 ~ EDD 9/6/12 ~ MMC discovered on 1/27/12 @ 8w1d (measured 6w2d)

    BFP #3 8/10/12 ~ EDD 4/23/13 ~ MMC discovered on 9/13/12 @ 8w2d (measured 6w6d)
  • Congrats and wishing you a happy and healthy nine months-- there have been so many graduates lately, I hope this trend continues for all of us!
    DD 9/2/13


  • KDS1987KDS1987 member

    SO happy for you! Thank you for sharing your BFP story on this board, it is nice to be able to tell you congrats without looking like a super stalker!

    You will be greatly missed, but please only come back to lurk and tell us how awesome your pregnancy is going. I will be sending you tons of prayers for an extremely uneventful nine months!

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    BFP #1 11/5/11 EDD 7/22/12 MC 11/14/11
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  • Congratulations!

    Lilypie - (dLe1)

     

          ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

           We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

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  • So happy to see another graduate! Smile Congratulations and many prayers that this will be your rainbow baby!
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    BFP#1 - 11/13/11, Natural MC - 12/24/11 at 12 weeks
    BFP#2 - 10/2/12, Please be our rainbow.
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  • Congratulations Mash!!! I wish you nothing but the best! Big Smile
    TTC since August 2011
    BFP #1 - 1/16/2012, EDD 9/12/2012, m/c 1/27/2012, D&C 2/3/12
    BFP #2 - 6/20/2012, Saw HB on 7/6/2012 at 6w0d ~ EDD 3/1/2013 BabyFruit Ticker
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