1. While DH was watching DD this morning so I could work on my dissertation, I was reading The Hunger Games instead. I started it the other day and couldn't put it down, but now I'm done, so only 2 more books to go before I finally get back to work...
2. I would have like to have voted in the superlatives thing because I had people in mind for at least a few of the categories, but I'm so bad at remembering screen names that I couldn't vote without taking a huge amount of time to go looking for the people. So I didn't vote. Sorry to everyone I would have nominated.
BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
BFP2: 3/18/12, blighted ovum, natural m/c @ 7w4d BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence
I won a contest to have a multi-course dinner at a fancy restaurant here. Each course (6!) had a wine pairing. I drank my wine, plus a glass of H's that he didn't like. When I got home, I was sicker than I'd ever been as a younger drinker. It must have been the sugar in the wine, I don't know. I puked like a champ that evening and was completely non-functional the following day. I had to take a sick day for a *terrible* hangover at the ripe old age of 33.
Oh no CLE! LOL I'm sorry you were sick.
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
1. While DH was watching DD this morning so I could work on my dissertation, I was reading The Hunger Games instead. I started it the other day and couldn't put it down, but now I'm done, so only 2 more books to go before I finally get back to work...
2. I would have like to have voted in the superlatives thing because I had people in mind for at least a few of the categories, but I'm so bad at remembering screen names that I couldn't vote without taking a huge amount of time to go looking for the people. So I didn't vote. Sorry to everyone I would have nominated.
I'm kind of guilty of something similar to this. DH get's up with DS at least once a week so I can sleep in. Well, this week, the one day that DH got up with Landon, I stayed in bed, awake, browsing the internet. LOL.
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
I have been putting on such a facade the past few weeks....smiling and acting all happy for all my friends and family when in reality I have been majorly bumming hard core inside.
Scared....nervous......angry about the next step we have to take in TTC. *Sigh*
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IVF - Starting injects May 25
IVF #1 - BFP!
I have been putting on such a facade the past few weeks....smiling and acting all happy for all my friends and family when in reality I have been majorly bumming hard core inside.
Scared....nervous......angry about the next step we have to take in TTC. *Sigh*
Oh no. I'm sorry you have to deal with that. Do they not know at all or do you just not want them to know how you're feeling about it?
BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
BFP2: 3/18/12, blighted ovum, natural m/c @ 7w4d BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence
I have been putting on such a facade the past few weeks....smiling and acting all happy for all my friends and family when in reality I have been majorly bumming hard core inside.
Scared....nervous......angry about the next step we have to take in TTC. *Sigh*
I know the feeling. Sorry you're going through this. Hugs!
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On Wednesday I decided that after only 2 weeks, I'm giving up trying to run to get in shape. I thought starting out slow and only running about a half mile would help me like it more and stick with it. Nope, I HATE it. So I switched to an easier fast walk with my dog instead. I keep telling myself it's better than nothing...
PCOS with long, irregular cycles First round of Clomid in May 2012= BFP #1, DD born January 2013 BFP #2 in January 2014, DS born September 2014
Last weekend I was bored so I went into a Buy Buy Baby store. I walked around and browsed like I was supposed to be there. I saw a crib that caught my eye so I went over to it to inspect it and a sales person came over and asked if I needed help. I told him I was just looking and he made a face and said, "Fooooor you or someone else?" My reply? "For me, I just found out." (Yeah. I know, stupid.)
He stared at my stomach for a second and said, "Well, if you have a November due date you could purchase the crib now and we can keep it in our basement until you're ready to pick it up." I thanked him for his help and walked out of the store and cried in my car for a good 10 minutes.
Blah.
To maybe make you feel just a tad bit better, I think I'm in love with your wedding dress, and the picture in your siggy is gorgeous. I keep wanting to catch you in a thread to say that but haven't gotten around to it.
BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
BFP2: 3/18/12, blighted ovum, natural m/c @ 7w4d BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence
Last weekend I was bored so I went into a Buy Buy Baby store. I walked around and browsed like I was supposed to be there. I saw a crib that caught my eye so I went over to it to inspect it and a sales person came over and asked if I needed help. I told him I was just looking and he made a face and said, "Fooooor you or someone else?" My reply? "For me, I just found out." (Yeah. I know, stupid.)
He stared at my stomach for a second and said, "Well, if you have a November due date you could purchase the crib now and we can keep it in our basement until you're ready to pick it up." I thanked him for his help and walked out of the store and cried in my car for a good 10 minutes.
Oh Cram.... Don't cry!!!! Makes me sad. (((HUGS)))
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
The insane amount of chart stalk threads are making me stabby. I'm also judging you if you're worried about donating blood, taking Advil or working out hard while TTC.
My FFFC is that I was way too optimistic this cycle...shouldnt have done that to myself. I have really bad cramps (vomiting, lightheadeness, etc.) but decided against taking any of my presciption pain medication until I was ABSOLUTELY sure it was AF. This was even after my gigantic temp drop yesterday morning. Because of my delay, I ended up almost passing out from the pain at work yesterday and had to go lay down in one of the empty patient rooms until my meds kicked in. To top it off, this is my cycle 12 (cycle 10 TTC) and I'm having some issues dealing with that this morning. I just need a swift kick in the azz to get myself together.
TTC since July 2011 BFP #1: 2/15/12-Ectopic/Mtx at 6 wks
BFP #2: 10/12/12-m/c at 5 wks.
BFP #3: 8/27/13 Me: MTHFR, Low AMH (1.1), High NK cells and Antiphospholipid Antibodies.
DH:MFI-Low morph (1%), DNA fragmentation: Excellent!
5 rounds of clomid, 3 IUIs, and multiple non-medicated cycles- BFFN IVF with ICSI in August 2013 brought us our babies. ER-9R, 7M, 4F w/ICSI ET of 2-Grade 2 blasts.
+ HPT at 6dp5dt. #1 (8dp5dt)- 105 #2 (13dp5dt)- 510 #3 (15dp5dt)- 960 #4 (17dp5dt)- 1889 Dx shortened cervix, PTL, and preeclampsia during pregnancy. Lots of medications and 13 weeks of bedrest, babies were born healthy at 34w4d!
I have been putting on such a facade the past few weeks....smiling and acting all happy for all my friends and family when in reality I have been majorly bumming hard core inside.
Scared....nervous......angry about the next step we have to take in TTC. *Sigh*
Oh no. I'm sorry you have to deal with that. Do they not know at all or do you just not want them to know how you're feeling about it?
Yeah, they know about it.....I just don't want people to feel sorry for me and pity me I guess.....so I keep it in!
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IVF #1 - BFP!
I thought the WTP thread was totally passive aggressive (esp.
In the spirit of check-ins, and since I don't "fit" into any of these others) and not particularly funny. The "it isn't done this way" mentality of this board sometimes is totally lame.
It was a joke. Just like half of the stuff that is posted on here. I don't fit in anywhere but the waiting for something thread either and I didn't take it personally. If you can't laugh about this whole journey, what can you do?
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I know this will probably get me flamed big time, but when I see a parent pushing their baby in a stroller or in a shopping cart across the parking lot and they light up a cigarette I automatically categorize them as a shittty parent.
My FFFC is that I was way too optimistic this cycle...shouldnt have done that to myself. I have really bad cramps (vomiting, lightheadeness, etc.) but decided against taking any of my presciption pain medication until I was ABSOLUTELY sure it was AF. This was even after my gigantic temp drop yesterday morning. Because of my delay, I ended up almost passing out from the pain at work yesterday and had to go lay down in one of the empty patient rooms until my meds kicked in. To top it off, this is my cycle 12 (cycle 10 TTC) and I'm having some issues dealing with that this morning. I just need a swift kick in the azz to get myself together.
Oh wow! I'm so sorry. I sure hope your day gets better.
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
I have been putting on such a facade the past few weeks....smiling and acting all happy for all my friends and family when in reality I have been majorly bumming hard core inside.
Scared....nervous......angry about the next step we have to take in TTC. *Sigh*
so sorry.
TTC since July 2011 BFP #1: 2/15/12-Ectopic/Mtx at 6 wks
BFP #2: 10/12/12-m/c at 5 wks.
BFP #3: 8/27/13 Me: MTHFR, Low AMH (1.1), High NK cells and Antiphospholipid Antibodies.
DH:MFI-Low morph (1%), DNA fragmentation: Excellent!
5 rounds of clomid, 3 IUIs, and multiple non-medicated cycles- BFFN IVF with ICSI in August 2013 brought us our babies. ER-9R, 7M, 4F w/ICSI ET of 2-Grade 2 blasts.
+ HPT at 6dp5dt. #1 (8dp5dt)- 105 #2 (13dp5dt)- 510 #3 (15dp5dt)- 960 #4 (17dp5dt)- 1889 Dx shortened cervix, PTL, and preeclampsia during pregnancy. Lots of medications and 13 weeks of bedrest, babies were born healthy at 34w4d!
The insane amount of chart stalk threads are making me stabby. I'm also judging you if you're worried about donating blood, taking Advil or working out hard while TTC.
TTC =/= pregnant.
But I was playing musical chairs last week and there was only one chair left and I am super competitive when it comes to musical chairs so I sat down really hard is that ok
LOL
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
My FFFC is that I was way too optimistic this cycle...shouldnt have done that to myself. I have really bad cramps (vomiting, lightheadeness, etc.) but decided against taking any of my presciption pain medication until I was ABSOLUTELY sure it was AF. This was even after my gigantic temp drop yesterday morning. Because of my delay, I ended up almost passing out from the pain at work yesterday and had to go lay down in one of the empty patient rooms until my meds kicked in. To top it off, this is my cycle 12 (cycle 10 TTC) and I'm having some issues dealing with that this morning. I just need a swift kick in the azz to get myself together.
Oh wow! I'm so sorry. I sure hope your day gets better.
thanks, I'm working on keeping my day full so that I dont have to think about it too much, also considering taking a break from temping this cycle...
TTC since July 2011 BFP #1: 2/15/12-Ectopic/Mtx at 6 wks
BFP #2: 10/12/12-m/c at 5 wks.
BFP #3: 8/27/13 Me: MTHFR, Low AMH (1.1), High NK cells and Antiphospholipid Antibodies.
DH:MFI-Low morph (1%), DNA fragmentation: Excellent!
5 rounds of clomid, 3 IUIs, and multiple non-medicated cycles- BFFN IVF with ICSI in August 2013 brought us our babies. ER-9R, 7M, 4F w/ICSI ET of 2-Grade 2 blasts.
+ HPT at 6dp5dt. #1 (8dp5dt)- 105 #2 (13dp5dt)- 510 #3 (15dp5dt)- 960 #4 (17dp5dt)- 1889 Dx shortened cervix, PTL, and preeclampsia during pregnancy. Lots of medications and 13 weeks of bedrest, babies were born healthy at 34w4d!
Last weekend I was bored so I went into a Buy Buy Baby store. I walked around and browsed like I was supposed to be there. I saw a crib that caught my eye so I went over to it to inspect it and a sales person came over and asked if I needed help. I told him I was just looking and he made a face and said, "Fooooor you or someone else?" My reply? "For me, I just found out." (Yeah. I know, stupid.)
He stared at my stomach for a second and said, "Well, if you have a November due date you could purchase the crib now and we can keep it in our basement until you're ready to pick it up." I thanked him for his help and walked out of the store and cried in my car for a good 10 minutes.
I'm sorry cramcakes Sometimes you need a good cry.
So true . *Hugs*
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Last weekend I was bored so I went into a Buy Buy Baby store. I walked around and browsed like I was supposed to be there. I saw a crib that caught my eye so I went over to it to inspect it and a sales person came over and asked if I needed help. I told him I was just looking and he made a face and said, "Fooooor you or someone else?" My reply? "For me, I just found out." (Yeah. I know, stupid.)
He stared at my stomach for a second and said, "Well, if you have a November due date you could purchase the crib now and we can keep it in our basement until you're ready to pick it up." I thanked him for his help and walked out of the store and cried in my car for a good 10 minutes.
I'm sorry cramcakes Sometimes you need a good cry.
So true . *Hugs*
I am so sorry Cram! ((Hugs)) That's how I feel right now!
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MH literally just walked out the door for a 6 week TDY. A small part is very excited. I get the whole bed to myself and the remote control and I don't have to cook dinner every night if I don't want to.
The main part of me is sad and annoyed that he is gone again, I like having him around. You know, to take out the trash and open jars But the confession part is I am also excited.
I have been putting on such a facade the past few weeks....smiling and acting all happy for all my friends and family when in reality I have been majorly bumming hard core inside.
Scared....nervous......angry about the next step we have to take in TTC. *Sigh*
=( I'm sorry sweets.. I feel for you.
?TTC#1 since 04/11?CP 03/28/12?Me:Polycystic Ovaries&Endo??Him:MFI- Awaiting 2nd SA? ?Blog?
Last weekend I was bored so I went into a Buy Buy Baby store. I walked around and browsed like I was supposed to be there. I saw a crib that caught my eye so I went over to it to inspect it and a sales person came over and asked if I needed help. I told him I was just looking and he made a face and said, "Fooooor you or someone else?" My reply? "For me, I just found out." (Yeah. I know, stupid.)
He stared at my stomach for a second and said, "Well, if you have a November due date you could purchase the crib now and we can keep it in our basement until you're ready to pick it up." I thanked him for his help and walked out of the store and cried in my car for a good 10 minutes.
I just made a half batch of cupcakes so I don't have plans of sharing them. If I don't frost them I can feel less guilty right?
ETA: My in laws keep tagging me in pictures of their kid. I find it annoying and just plain weird. When they tag me in these pictures I get so annoyed that I don't even comment on the pictures.
After almost 3 years of IF and a crazy roadside delivery, we are loving life with our second beautiful daughter!
On Wednesday I decided that after only 2 weeks, I'm giving up trying to run to get in shape. I thought starting out slow and only running about a half mile would help me like it more and stick with it. Nope, I HATE it. So I switched to an easier fast walk with my dog instead. I keep telling myself it's better than nothing...
I am doing the C25K program to get back into running. I hate running but find the program mildly enjoyable. It alternates jogging and walking. Something to look into?
When I went to Target yesterday to get a card for a friend's birthday, I saw the signs for Mother's day and immediately felt like crap. I panicked in my head and had a mini breakdown because I realized it is going to fall on a sunday.
My Confession is I interpret (sign language) at my church at the service time that has a lot of people. 100's. I do not know if I can handle being in front of everyone while they have special mother's day services, praying I don't break down. I actually thought about "skipping service" for that day. I prob. won't,because I know what I do is needed, but I know it will be beyond hard because they usually call all the mothers to the altar to pray for them and it feels like crap when only a few are left.
I feel like I should flame myself, because I am being silly and need to suck it up.
My second confession is as soon as my period is over, I will be back ttc again.
Married BF 6/29/2002/ TTC Since Aug 2011/ ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/ IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29 stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
Ivf#4 New dr. New protocol=beta1 197 beta#2 677 beta#3 1557
I have been putting on such a facade the past few weeks....smiling and acting all happy for all my friends and family when in reality I have been majorly bumming hard core inside.
Scared....nervous......angry about the next step we have to take in TTC. *Sigh*
I am sorry you are going through this.(((hugs))
Married BF 6/29/2002/ TTC Since Aug 2011/ ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/ IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29 stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
Ivf#4 New dr. New protocol=beta1 197 beta#2 677 beta#3 1557
MH literally just walked out the door for a 6 week TDY. A small part is very excited. I get the whole bed to myself and the remote control and I don't have to cook dinner every night if I don't want to.
The main part of me is sad and annoyed that he is gone again, I like having him around. You know, to take out the trash and open jars But the confession part is I am also excited.
I totally get this! My DH will have a mini TDY coming up and I am looking forward to the projects I can get done by staying up late while he is gone! I always sleep poorly when he is gone so I decided if I'm going to be sleep deprived I may as well get things accomplished!
After almost 3 years of IF and a crazy roadside delivery, we are loving life with our second beautiful daughter!
Last weekend I was bored so I went into a Buy Buy Baby store. I walked around and browsed like I was supposed to be there. I saw a crib that caught my eye so I went over to it to inspect it and a sales person came over and asked if I needed help. I told him I was just looking and he made a face and said, "Fooooor you or someone else?" My reply? "For me, I just found out." (Yeah. I know, stupid.)
He stared at my stomach for a second and said, "Well, if you have a November due date you could purchase the crib now and we can keep it in our basement until you're ready to pick it up." I thanked him for his help and walked out of the store and cried in my car for a good 10 minutes.
Sorry cram ((((((((hugs))))))))
Married BF 6/29/2002/ TTC Since Aug 2011/ ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/ IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29 stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
Ivf#4 New dr. New protocol=beta1 197 beta#2 677 beta#3 1557
I won a contest to have a multi-course dinner at a fancy restaurant here. Each course (6!) had a wine pairing. I drank my wine, plus a glass of H's that he didn't like. When I got home, I was sicker than I'd ever been as a younger drinker. It must have been the sugar in the wine, I don't know. I puked like a champ that evening and was completely non-functional the following day. I had to take a sick day for a *terrible* hangover at the ripe old age of 33.
UGh feeling sick like that stinks....
Married BF 6/29/2002/ TTC Since Aug 2011/ ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/ IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29 stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
Ivf#4 New dr. New protocol=beta1 197 beta#2 677 beta#3 1557
Last weekend I was bored so I went into a Buy Buy Baby store. I walked around and browsed like I was supposed to be there. I saw a crib that caught my eye so I went over to it to inspect it and a sales person came over and asked if I needed help. I told him I was just looking and he made a face and said, "Fooooor you or someone else?" My reply? "For me, I just found out." (Yeah. I know, stupid.)
He stared at my stomach for a second and said, "Well, if you have a November due date you could purchase the crib now and we can keep it in our basement until you're ready to pick it up." I thanked him for his help and walked out of the store and cried in my car for a good 10 minutes.
When I get pregnant, we're going to say it was an accident. Mostly because all of our family thinks we're too young to have kids right now. We're 25, I think that's plenty old enough!
When I get pregnant, we're going to say it was an accident. Mostly because all of our family thinks we're too young to have kids right now. We're 25, I think that's plenty old enough!
Biogirl, I might have to do that at work if I got into the senior management program I applied for. I'd get the side eye for trying to do both at once.
BTW, I was 25 when I had my son and I think it's plenty old.
When I went to Target yesterday to get a card for a friend's birthday, I saw the signs for Mother's day and immediately felt like crap. I panicked in my head and had a mini breakdown because I realized it is going to fall on a sunday.
My Confession is I interpret (sign language) at my church at the service time that has a lot of people. 100's. I do not know if I can handle being in front of everyone while they have special mother's day services, praying I don't break down. I actually thought about "skipping service" for that day. I prob. won't,because I know what I do is needed, but I know it will be beyond hard because they usually call all the mothers to the altar to pray for them and it feels like crap when only a few are left.
I feel like I should flame myself, because I am being silly and need to suck it up.
My second confession is as soon as my period is over, I will be back ttc again.
((Hugs)) Aww....Diva
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I've been watching a baby story/deliver me all morning crying my eyes out. I really need to stop wallowing and motivate myself!
Puts arm around yellow, step away from baby shows....Hands her a tissue and gives her a big ol' squishy hug!!!
Married BF 6/29/2002/ TTC Since Aug 2011/ ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/ IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29 stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
Ivf#4 New dr. New protocol=beta1 197 beta#2 677 beta#3 1557
When I get pregnant, we're going to say it was an accident. Mostly because all of our family thinks we're too young to have kids right now. We're 25, I think that's plenty old enough!
Biogirl, I might have to do that at work if I got into the senior management program I applied for. I'd get the side eye for trying to do both at once.
BTW, I was 25 when I had my son and I think it's plenty old.
Yeah, H is thinking about Grad school too, so that's another thing we'd get judged for if we were trying. His family can be very opinionated and judgy. His dad told him that if we got married while H was still in school that he would kill me. Well we did, H graduated and it's all fine!
I think if you have your shiiit together, it shouldn't matter.
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I've got two today.
1. While DH was watching DD this morning so I could work on my dissertation, I was reading The Hunger Games instead. I started it the other day and couldn't put it down, but now I'm done, so only 2 more books to go before I finally get back to work...
2. I would have like to have voted in the superlatives thing because I had people in mind for at least a few of the categories, but I'm so bad at remembering screen names that I couldn't vote without taking a huge amount of time to go looking for the people. So I didn't vote. Sorry to everyone I would have nominated.
BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence
Oh no CLE! LOL I'm sorry you were sick.
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
I'm kind of guilty of something similar to this. DH get's up with DS at least once a week so I can sleep in. Well, this week, the one day that DH got up with Landon, I stayed in bed, awake, browsing the internet.
LOL.
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
I have been putting on such a facade the past few weeks....smiling and acting all happy for all my friends and family when in reality I have been majorly bumming hard core inside.
Scared....nervous......angry about the next step we have to take in TTC. *Sigh*
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IVF - Starting injects May 25 IVF #1 - BFP!
Oh no. I'm sorry you have to deal with that. Do they not know at all or do you just not want them to know how you're feeling about it?
BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence
I know the feeling. Sorry you're going through this. Hugs!
First round of Clomid in May 2012= BFP #1, DD born January 2013
BFP #2 in January 2014, DS born September 2014
To maybe make you feel just a tad bit better, I think I'm in love with your wedding dress, and the picture in your siggy is gorgeous. I keep wanting to catch you in a thread to say that but haven't gotten around to it.
BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence
Oh Cram....
Don't cry!!!! Makes me sad. (((HUGS)))
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
There are TTGP Bumpie awards at stake!!
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TTC since July 2011
BFP #1: 2/15/12-Ectopic/Mtx at 6 wks
BFP #2: 10/12/12-m/c at 5 wks.
Me: MTHFR, Low AMH (1.1), High NK cells and Antiphospholipid Antibodies.
IVF with ICSI in August 2013 brought us our babies. ER-9R, 7M, 4F w/ICSI ET of 2-Grade 2 blasts.
Dx shortened cervix, PTL, and preeclampsia during pregnancy. Lots of medications and 13 weeks of bedrest, babies were born healthy at 34w4d!
Yeah, they know about it.....I just don't want people to feel sorry for me and pity me I guess.....so I keep it in!
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IUI #1 - BFN IUI #2 - BFN
IVF - Starting injects May 25 IVF #1 - BFP!
It was a joke. Just like half of the stuff that is posted on here. I don't fit in anywhere but the waiting for something thread either and I didn't take it personally. If you can't laugh about this whole journey, what can you do?
Oh wow! I'm so sorry.
I sure hope your day gets better.
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
so sorry.
TTC since July 2011
BFP #1: 2/15/12-Ectopic/Mtx at 6 wks
BFP #2: 10/12/12-m/c at 5 wks.
Me: MTHFR, Low AMH (1.1), High NK cells and Antiphospholipid Antibodies.
IVF with ICSI in August 2013 brought us our babies. ER-9R, 7M, 4F w/ICSI ET of 2-Grade 2 blasts.
Dx shortened cervix, PTL, and preeclampsia during pregnancy. Lots of medications and 13 weeks of bedrest, babies were born healthy at 34w4d!
LOL
BFP #1:10/31/10 DS born 6/22/11BFP #3:4/24/12 DD born 12/31/12
thanks, I'm working on keeping my day full so that I dont have to think about it too much, also considering taking a break from temping this cycle...
TTC since July 2011
BFP #1: 2/15/12-Ectopic/Mtx at 6 wks
BFP #2: 10/12/12-m/c at 5 wks.
Me: MTHFR, Low AMH (1.1), High NK cells and Antiphospholipid Antibodies.
IVF with ICSI in August 2013 brought us our babies. ER-9R, 7M, 4F w/ICSI ET of 2-Grade 2 blasts.
Dx shortened cervix, PTL, and preeclampsia during pregnancy. Lots of medications and 13 weeks of bedrest, babies were born healthy at 34w4d!
So true
. *Hugs*
I am so sorry Cram! ((Hugs)) That's how I feel right now!
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Just because something isn't happening for you right now doesn't mean it will never happen.
IUI #1 - BFN IUI #2 - BFN
IVF - Starting injects May 25 IVF #1 - BFP!
Baby dust doesn't make me think of sneezing, it makes me think of cremation.
I know that's a horrid, awful, very bad thing to say. :-( Flame away.
MH literally just walked out the door for a 6 week TDY. A small part is very excited. I get the whole bed to myself and the remote control and I don't have to cook dinner every night if I don't want to.
The main part of me is sad and annoyed that he is gone again, I like having him around. You know, to take out the trash and open jars
But the confession part is I am also excited.
=( I'm sorry sweets.. I feel for you.
?TTC#1 since 04/11?CP 03/28/12?Me:Polycystic Ovaries&Endo??Him:MFI- Awaiting 2nd SA?
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Sorry you had such a yucky day, cram.
I just made a half batch of cupcakes so I don't have plans of sharing them. If I don't frost them I can feel less guilty right?
ETA: My in laws keep tagging me in pictures of their kid. I find it annoying and just plain weird. When they tag me in these pictures I get so annoyed that I don't even comment on the pictures.
After almost 3 years of IF and a crazy roadside delivery, we are loving life with our second beautiful daughter!
I am doing the C25K program to get back into running. I hate running but find the program mildly enjoyable. It alternates jogging and walking. Something to look into?
When I went to Target yesterday to get a card for a friend's birthday, I saw the signs for Mother's day and immediately felt like crap. I panicked in my head and had a mini breakdown because I realized it is going to fall on a sunday.
My Confession is I interpret (sign language) at my church at the service time that has a lot of people. 100's. I do not know if I can handle being in front of everyone while they have special mother's day services, praying I don't break down. I actually thought about "skipping service" for that day. I prob. won't,because I know what I do is needed, but I know it will be beyond hard because they usually call all the mothers to the altar to pray for them and it feels like crap when only a few are left.
I feel like I should flame myself, because I am being silly and need to suck it up.
My second confession is as soon as my period is over, I will be back ttc again.
TTC Since Aug 2011/
ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/
IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear
Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F
ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29
stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
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TTC Since Aug 2011/
ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/
IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear
Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F
ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29
stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
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I totally get this! My DH will have a mini TDY coming up and I am looking forward to the projects I can get done by staying up late while he is gone! I always sleep poorly when he is gone so I decided if I'm going to be sleep deprived I may as well get things accomplished!
After almost 3 years of IF and a crazy roadside delivery, we are loving life with our second beautiful daughter!
TTC Since Aug 2011/
ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/
IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear
Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F
ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29
stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
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TTC Since Aug 2011/
ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/
IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear
Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F
ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29
stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
My Chart//>
I'm so sorry.
When I get pregnant, we're going to say it was an accident. Mostly because all of our family thinks we're too young to have kids right now. We're 25, I think that's plenty old enough!
TTC: 8/11 BFP: 5/13 EDD:2/2/14 Born 1/13/14
Biogirl, I might have to do that at work if I got into the senior management program I applied for. I'd get the side eye for trying to do both at once.
BTW, I was 25 when I had my son and I think it's plenty old.
((Hugs)) Aww....Diva
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IUI #1 - BFN IUI #2 - BFN
IVF - Starting injects May 25 IVF #1 - BFP!
Lots of love TBBFF lobosabby!! Always rooting for the TTGP girls
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Puts arm around yellow, step away from baby shows....Hands her a tissue and gives her a big ol' squishy hug!!!
TTC Since Aug 2011/
ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/
IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear
Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F
ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29
stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
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Yeah, H is thinking about Grad school too, so that's another thing we'd get judged for if we were trying. His family can be very opinionated and judgy. His dad told him that if we got married while H was still in school that he would kill me. Well we did, H graduated and it's all fine!
I think if you have your shiiit together, it shouldn't matter.
Good luck with getting in/completing the program!
TTC: 8/11 BFP: 5/13 EDD:2/2/14 Born 1/13/14