Trouble TTC

ugh, what a beta morning (vent)

went for the beta blood test this AM.

since i live an hour from my RE, i get blood draws at a local clinic at 7:30 AM.

since i live in podunk usa, this clinic will not make appts. and the elderly population of podunk usa starts lining up OUTSIDE when it is 32 degrees with 30 mph winds 20 min BEFORE the doors open, i also have to play this game because...

I HAVE A JOB and if i am not in line with the other crazies then i won't get done until noon.

when i finally get inside, i had a HORRIBLE tech who just barely got into a vein and then proceeds to hit it to make the blood flow better into the tube. Really? When I winced in pain, she assures me that it is just the alcohol stinging. Huh, i have had a bajillion blood draws and it never hurt me before.

MH and I stopped to get a starbucks pepprmint hot chocolate as a reward.

I get to work and need to call my REs office to let them now i had a draw that will be on the noon courier. i also wanted to tell them to call mh with the results bc i have a MAJOR presentation this afternoon and just don't think i can handle the impending bfn.

Guess what?? Their phone lines are out.

Great.

Welcome to Friday the 13th. 

TTC #1 since 12/2010 DH: MFI, cancer survivor Me: Resected septate uterus, lap treated mild endo, tubes open, ovulate on own, autoimmune disease 3 Failed IUI's (2/2012, 4/2012, 6/2012) 
IVF #1 August 2012. BFP! Beta #1 56.7 Beta #2 150 One baby, one heartbeat on 9/20/12! no h/b @7w6d. dandc @8w0d
FET #1 December 2012, BFN
FET #2 February 2013, no embies survived thaw
IVF #2, BFP #2, Loss #2 March 2013, Scar tissue discovered, RPL testing,
IVF #3, BFP #3, Loss #3 (twins) September 2013
Hostile ute, moving onto Gestational Carrier!

GC/FET #1 of 1 5AA blast and 1 compacted blast, February 2014, BFP #4 on 3/1/2014!
6w u/s 1 bean with h/b of 145 bpm, 8w u/s 187 bpm
EDD 11/7/14. Please, please, please stick little one!

Praying unceasingly for a miracle. ALL welcome!

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Re: ugh, what a beta morning (vent)

  • Beer

    That sucks.  I would turn your phone off today just in case.  Good luck at your presentation.

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  • same as blushing - i know it's so difficult, but maybe focusing on work today will help the day pass a little quicker. i hope you get a huge surprise at the end of the day....and can celebrate with a non-alcoholic champagne!!
    TTC #1 Since January 2011 Dx: PCOS and Anovulatory April 2012 BFP! Beta 1 5/22 - 1,000+ Beta 2 5/24 - 3,009 1st u/s 6/5 - TWINS!!! A/S Reveals we are Team PURPLE!!! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker image image image  12/27 - surprise BFP - due August 2014
  • mnj05mnj05 member
    Sorry it's been a rough morning! I hope you get your BFP! Good luck with your presentation!

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    TTC #1 since 3/2011
    DX: anovulatory and severe MFI
    DH is a testicular cancer survivor
    IVF#1 w/ICSI lupron, gonal f, ovidrel
    ER 6/15/12 6R 6M 6F! ET 6/20/12
    Beta #1: 154 Beta #2: 509 Beta #3: 7326
    Baby Boy born 3/1/2013
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    TTC#2: 6/2014 all testing came back normal

    IVF#2 (#1 for LO#2) 9/2014 - 17R 10M 10F 4 blasts frozen on day 6.

    FET #1 10/15/14 - Beta #1: 216  Beta #2: 823


    Baby Boy born 7/10/2015


  • i accidentally left my phone at home, probably for the best!

    i just got done teaching and because i LOVE it, it always gets me in a better mood.

     

    TTC #1 since 12/2010 DH: MFI, cancer survivor Me: Resected septate uterus, lap treated mild endo, tubes open, ovulate on own, autoimmune disease 3 Failed IUI's (2/2012, 4/2012, 6/2012) 
    IVF #1 August 2012. BFP! Beta #1 56.7 Beta #2 150 One baby, one heartbeat on 9/20/12! no h/b @7w6d. dandc @8w0d
    FET #1 December 2012, BFN
    FET #2 February 2013, no embies survived thaw
    IVF #2, BFP #2, Loss #2 March 2013, Scar tissue discovered, RPL testing,
    IVF #3, BFP #3, Loss #3 (twins) September 2013
    Hostile ute, moving onto Gestational Carrier!

    GC/FET #1 of 1 5AA blast and 1 compacted blast, February 2014, BFP #4 on 3/1/2014!
    6w u/s 1 bean with h/b of 145 bpm, 8w u/s 187 bpm
    EDD 11/7/14. Please, please, please stick little one!

    Praying unceasingly for a miracle. ALL welcome!

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  • imagelincoln79:

    i accidentally left my phone at home, probably for the best!

    i just got done teaching and because i LOVE it, it always gets me in a better mood.

     

    I'm glad to hear your day got better.

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