Falling apart lately (pregnancy mentioned)

Petunia844 · April 2012

Ugh, I'm having a bad few days... I'm not sure if it's just pregnancy hormones making me extra emotional, or if this is a hump I would have had no matter what since Peyton's 6 month birthday is coming up. It seems like everything makes me cry again. I had a total meltdown at acupuncture yesterday... then today I just sort of broke down for no real reason. After I cried for a while I fell asleep and had a nightmare about losing this baby.... I could feel pressure (but no pain) so put my hand down and felt this baby coming out. He/she was about the right size for how far along I am. Ugh... this is just hard. I just needed a vent.

weddedwife · April 2012

I'm sorry you're struggling lately. I think it's just one of those things that probably goes along w/ PgAL. I guess you'll never know whether you would've been having a hard time anyway or not, but my guess is yes since your 6 mos. is coming up. It's hard to know, this is all uncharted territory. We all (whether pg w/ our rainbows or not) are living a life that's different than the one we planned. Each new day is a day that's different than the one we imagined we'd be having.

The pg dreams are CRAZY, I will say that. I had them w/ both my pregnancies. It would drive me nuts since I felt like I was thinking and doing things all night long. It was exhausting.

On another note, sending you another PM Wink

Petunia844 · April 2012

weddedwife:
On another note, sending you another PM

You too, I wish TB would just send notifications when you get them!

johnnys june · April 2012

Hey Sweetie. FWIW, I felt the exact same way (including the dream) at about the same time. I definitely think it's hormones...but the hormones amplify the grief. *hugs*. Hang in there, lovey. And email me when/if you need too.

barbie92 · April 2012

I am sorry you have been having some bad days. ((hugs))

littlepenguin2012 · April 2012

Sending you big, HUGE ((hugs)).

Gizu92708 · April 2012

Petunia, im soo sorry youve been having rough days. I totally think its pregnancy hormones and just hope you feel better soon. I can't imagine what you are going through because I'm not there yet , just want to offer you lots of hugs.

lrichmond86 · April 2012

So sorry you've been feeling this way lately

Sending lots of good thoughts to you and your little one!

karebear57 · April 2012

((Hugs)) I'm sorry! I had a rough time with Bri's 6 month. I think it's the anniversary and your pg maybe making you extra emotional. I hope you feel better soon!

magdalina.h · April 2012

That is all totally normal. 6 months is a very hard milestone without the added pregnancy hormones.

krysiahamaty · April 2012

Hugs. I'm right there with you. Hitting the 6 month mark brought me down A LOT and I have just been so down. And like you said, hormones don't help. I'm just trying my hardest to be happy for my little girl in my belly.

Good luck and hope you feel better soon.

SJHodgson · April 2012

I am so sorry that you are going through this. (Hugs)

cookie_queen · April 2012

I'm so sorry you are having a rough time. 6 months is a hard milestone. Pregnancy after a loss is an uphill battle and the hormones and dreams definitely don't help.

nuttycoconut · April 2012

Oh my gosh that is a horrible dream! I'm so sorry it's been a difficult time. I am grateful that you've been sharing what you're going through so those of us with losses after you know what to expect. I also wanted to tell you that your new siggy pic is beautiful!

Petunia844 · April 2012

nuttycoconut:
Oh my gosh that is a horrible dream! I'm so sorry it's been a difficult time. I am grateful that you've been sharing what you're going through so those of us with losses after you know what to expect. I also wanted to tell you that your new siggy pic is beautiful!

Thank you!

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