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Pregnant after IF
farmerlynda
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:::tiptoes in to The Other Side:::
farmerlynda
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Well, this still doesn't feel real, but there is at least one baby brewing in my belly right now! My 14dpER beta came in at 106, so I am officially pregnant. I have to keep reminding myself of this, and I thought that maybe joining you ladies over here would help me remember 
So, hi. I think most of you already know me. But it feels really good to meet you over here and I'm looking forward to getting to know anyone I don't know! And it's fun to see my fellow lucky clovers/recent grads over here too.
BTW, I assume that the irrational fear and worry I've felt since I saw my first faint BFP at 7dp3dt is normal for an infertile? I am just so scared of this being taken away from me or disappearing, and I'm pretty sure that the next 2 days until beta #2 are going to crawl by... and that the 2ww after that (until u/s) will be even longer than my first 2ww.
PS -- EDD is my littlest brother's birthday, December 5!
Severe MFI. Me: supposedly all clear but eggs showed vacuoles.
IVF #1 January 2012, ER Jan 14th: 34R, 27M, 23F. Day 3: 18 embies still strong. Day 5: zero "good," one "fair," the rest "poor." Transferred 3. None made it to blast or to freeze. Jan 28: BFN.
Lucky IVF #2: Transferred two beautiful day three embies on St. Patrick's Day. BFP on HPT 7dp3dt. Beta 1 (14dpER)=106; Beta 2 (16dpER)=140; Beta 3 (19dpER)=264! First u/s 4.17.
Hope is the thing with feathers - that perches in the soul - and sings the tune without the words - and never stops - at all - (Emily Dickinson)
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Re: :::tiptoes in to The Other Side:::
Woot! I paged you earlier - so glad to see it went well. Mine was 74 today, too, so we're both officially KTFU!!
I've been peeing on sticks for a week straight and it STILL doesn't feel real aside from the nausea and food aversions already.
Here goes nothing, hun!
Congrats and welcome!
For what it's worth, I am almost 22w and still keep thinking this can't be really happening. IF'ers curse. If you can, try to relax and enjoy your pregnancy!!
8/08 BFP resulted in m/c
3/09 Polyp removed and dx MTHFR (both copies)
6 Clomid cycles, all BFN
5/09 IUI#1 with Clomid=BFN
6/09 IUI#2 with Clomid=BFN
8/09 IUI#3 with Clomid=BFN
IVF#1 = BFN
IVF#2 = BFN
IVF#3 ET 2 Grade A blasts 11/16/11
Beta #1: 485
Beta #2: 2,495
Congrats!! I hate to say it but the fears kind of haunt you for a while.
I still have them everyday, all day. This is my 4th pregnancy, but hopefully 2nd baby.
Me: 39, Dx DOR (FSH = 10.5, AMH = 0.43, best AFC = 10), AMA
MH: 37, Dx Obstructive Azoospermia, multiple successful sperm retrieval procedures
2/2012: IVF/ICSI #2 MDLF (4R, 4M, 1F) = BFP, saw heartbeat, missed m/c 9w0d, D&E
8/2012: IVF/ICSI #3 EPP/MDLF (7R, 2M, 1F) = BFN
12/2012: (New RE) Operative hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue
1/2013: IVF/ICSI #4 Low-dose stim/Antagonist (AFC=6); ER=1/26 (5R-couldn't access rt ovary, 5M, 4F), ET=1/29 (trans 3) = BFP!; 2/11 beta#1(13dp3dt)=2127, 2/13=3367; twin girls due 10/19/13
PAIF/SAIF very welcome!
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Me: 36 DH: 40
DH dx azoospermia My dx: RA & AMA
d-IUI's--6/10, 7/13 & 8/4: all BFN
d-IVF#1--Lupron/Menopur/Bravelle/Novarel; mini-dose protocol
ER: 10/25--18R; 14F; ET: 10/28--3dt of 2 embies; 3 blasts frozen
+ HPT 11/4; Beta #1--14dp3dt: 441; Beta #2--21dp3dt: 9298
One beautiful jelly bean growing! Saw h/b on 11/28 and 12/5!!!
P/SAIF welcome
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IVF #1 ET 1 d3 embryo 10/30/11 BFP
3 Embryos frozen (1 d5, 2 d6)
DS born 07/29/12
FET #1 ET 1 d5 embryo 02/10/15 BFN
FET #2 1 d6 embryo didn't survive thaw, transferred last d6. CP
congrats!!!! great news!
welcome!
~after 34 cycles we finally got our 2nd little bundle of joy~
My IF blog
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Trying for #1 since May 2010 l DX ~ Unexplained Infertility June 2011
IUI #1&2 = BFN; IUI #3 = BFP, m/c @ 6 weeks
November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!
Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26
1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12
**TEAM GREEN!**
Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12
Trying for #2
FET #1 - October '13 - c/p l FET #2 - December '13 - cancelled
l FET #2.2 - 1.30.14 - BFN
~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~
Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14
**TEAM GREEN!**
Beautiful baby girl born 11.24.14
Teehee! I just looked all over IF and 3T for your page before realizing it was here
. I have to get used to being a PAIFer now! Thanks for the shout out and congrats on the beta 
When is your EDD? I know our cycles were really close but can't remember if they were right on or not.
Severe MFI. Me: supposedly all clear but eggs showed vacuoles.
IVF #1 January 2012, ER Jan 14th: 34R, 27M, 23F. Day 3: 18 embies still strong. Day 5: zero "good," one "fair," the rest "poor." Transferred 3. None made it to blast or to freeze. Jan 28: BFN.
Lucky IVF #2: Transferred two beautiful day three embies on St. Patrick's Day. BFP on HPT 7dp3dt. Beta 1 (14dpER)=106; Beta 2 (16dpER)=140; Beta 3 (19dpER)=264! First u/s 4.17.
Hope is the thing with feathers - that perches in the soul - and sings the tune without the words - and never stops - at all - (Emily Dickinson)
DX: Severe MFI 9/1/11
Because of Undescended testicle at birth
IVF #1 October BFN; 5 snowbabies
FET: November/December 2011
ET: 12/7/11; Beta 1: 12/16/11: 66 Beta 2: 12/19/11: 212! 1st ultrasound 1/3/12! Graduated 1/10/12: heartbeat 160
SAIF Always Welcome
Congrats! Glad to see you over here!
And yes, the fear is very normal!
"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1
TTC since 2004
DX: Azoospermia
3 unmedicated IUI's, 1 with Clomid - all unsuccessful. Moving on to DIVF #1-BFP 5dp5dt!!! 1st Beta 1/23- 269!! Beta #2 1/26 - 882!!! Beta #3 1/30- 4,250!!! 1st ultrasound 2/10 showed TWINS!!! Found out on May 2nd we are having BOYS!
2/06 - surprise pregnancy - twins
3/06 - m/c 1st baby at 6 weeks
5/06 -2nd baby had no heartbeat at 14 wks.
D&E - Bled out. Blood transfusions. Week in ICU - Cheated Death!
Diagnosis: Blood clotting and bleeding disorder, immune issues, & cervical stenosis
5/10 - 1st IVF cycle - BFN
FET - 10/12/10 - BFN
1/11 - IVF with PGD - BFN
IVF - May - BFN
6/11 New RE - fingers crossed!
9/11 - IVF - 4 transferred
10/13 - BFP!!
It's a boy! Clint Michael, Due in June!!!
IVF #1-July 2011 7/9/11-Started Stims
7/20/11-ER:No eggs in 4/5 follicles. Left the 5th follie intact and converted to an IUI
8/3/11-Beta #1=BFN,
Nov, 2011 BFP #1=m/c at 7 wks 3 days
11/11-AMH .47, IVF #2 March 2012...or not!! Surprise BFP on 2/19. Beta #1=161. Beta #2 305 Our little miracle girl is on her way! Due Oct 29, 2012
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Dx PCOS 2010
TTC since Jan 2011
4 cycles of Clomid unmonitored (I do NOT recommend!) March-June 2011
Started w/ RE
July-September: Clomid, hCG trigger, 3 hCG boosters, 1 blood test and 1 BFN
September/October: HSG (all clear) Clomid, hCG Trigger, IUI and 3 hCG boosters
*****10/24/2011 BFP! Beta #1. 113 Beta #2. 322. EDD JUNE 29, 2012
IT'S A BOY! Jackson Alan
EVERYONE WELCOME
Happily Wed DH in May 2010
June 2012: DD#1 born after countless fertility cycles, our 4 year old miracle
TTC #2: current cycle: 225iu Menopur for 4 weeks, Ovidrel Trigger= BFP! Beta #1; 333, Beta #2 713! 1st u/s showed TWINS (7/18)
TTC #1 since Sept 2010
DX = Endo and right tube blocked
IUI #1-3 - 50mg Clomid, 75iu Gonal, Ovidrel, Progesterone = BFN
IVF #1 - ER = 9R, 9M, 8F; 5DT of 1 embryo (3 frosties) = BFP!!
Beta #1 (17dpo) = 496, Beta #2 (20dpo) = 1318, Beta #3 (22dpo) = 2190
EDD Oct 9, 2012
Yay!
Very nice to see you over here!
You're right about all of the fear and worry. Betas were the worst for me, and the time in between appointments felt like years. I'm currently waiting for u/s #2 and am super nervous about that as well. I don't think it really ever goes away ;-)
Welcome to PAIF!
Me: 34 Him: 40
Dx: Severe MFI (low count)
IVF #1 : BFN
IVF #2 : BFP
2 Snowbabies
It's a GIRL!
Failed multiple cycles of Clomid+TI and Clomid+IUI
3/2011 inj+IUI #1 BFP. 4/2011 missed m/c.
Fall 2011 inj+IUI #2&3 BFN
Jan/Feb 2012 IVF#1 BFP 2/23 EDD 10/31/2012 ~~~ Halloween ~~~
Our IVF miracle, Baby Boy M, arrived on 11/8/2012!
I am so thrilled to see you over here! Congrats on a great beta!
I'm in my 2ww for an ultrasound, and it's torture. I peed on every stick in my house until I ran out - just watching the lines get darker to know this was for realz
FSH #1: 10.9 (E2 80.7). FSH #2: 11.8 (E2 72.6). FSH #3: 9.1 (E2 36)
AMH: 2.6. AFC: ranges 9-21. HSG: clear. SHG: normal.
After 3 failed TI cycles, 3 failed IUI cycles, a couple of c/ps, we got our sticky baby on IUI #4 (first with injects).
Feb '12 Clomid/Menopur/Ganirelix/IVIL/Heparin/Acupuncture + IUI #4= BFP!
Baby girl born at 34 weeks on 10/16/12
Congrats!! I'm so happy to see you here!
I have mini panick attacks every time I pee. I over analyze my cm for any hint of spotting and was just thinking today during one of my (many) trips to the toilet when will that stop. I'm guessing (and hoping) in about 9 months.
So glad to see you over here. I've been lurking on the IF board and am so excited for yoU!
Retrieval - 33 Eggs, 29 Fertilized, 14 Frosties
IVF #1 - 3/17/2011 - 2 Blasts
3/31/2011 - Beta #1 - 395 BFP
4/04/2011 - Beta #2 - 1458
4/8/2011 - Ultrasound - little bean measures 5wks 2dys
4/9/2011 - Confirmed miscarriage
FET #1 - 6/23/2011 - 2 blasts (already hatching)
7/7/2011 - Beta #1 - BFN
FET #2 - 8/18/2011 - 2 blasts
9/1/2011 - Beta #1 - BFN
Second Hysteroscopy - 9/15/2011
Uterine Septum Found and Removed
FET #3 - 11/23/2011 - 3 blasts, 1 already hatching
12/7/2011 - Beta #1 - 193 BFP
12/8/2011 - Beta #1.5 - 320
12/9/2011- Beta #2 - 454
12/16/2011- 2nd Miscarriage
FET #4 - 3/1/2012 4 blasts
3/12/2012 - Beta #1 454 BFP
3/15/2012 - Beta #2 1520
3/19/2012 - Beta #3 5000 plus
3/20/2012 - Ultrasound #1 Triplets
6/11/2012 - Expecting 2 Boys
10/01/2012 - Welcome to the world Bryce and Charlie
PAIF & SAIF Always Welcome
Siggy Challenge:The Day My Embryos Were Transferred
Dx -Ute cancer, DOR from cancer treatments, and embryo quality issues. NOV 2010 CANCER FREE
2005-2011= 3 Rounds of Clomid, 5 IUI's, 3 IVF's- ALL BFN's
After 7yrs TTC, 5yrs of ute cancer, and 11 failed IF treatments, we got a surprise BFP! So thankful!
Gemma Grace born 09/30/12
Phillipians 4:6,7
I am so happy to see you over here! Cant wait to spend 8 more *long* months with you. I have the same fears you do, I think its normal. Especialyl since we havent seen our ultrasounds to confirm it (for me anyways). All of this still feels like a dream.
My FX are crossed for you, and again I am so happy to see you here.
TTC Since March 2010
DX: Ovulation Disfunction DH:low volume, but good
3 clomid cycles (50MG - 150 MG): No Response
Femara (5MG) 2/2012: Weak ovulation BFN
Femara (5MG) 3/2012: BFP!!!!
Congratulations! Welcome to the board, and yes I was more scared of the second beta than I was for the first. I also don't think I have ever held MH's hand as tightly as I did waiting for the them to turn the screen for our first u/s.
You are in the right comapny here to make it through all the craziness you are embarking on. Best of luck!
IVF#3 brought us our miracle baby girl on June 26, 2012
Congratulations again! Yes, it is totally normal to experience the fear of this being taken from you. You will see that with each step, comes a new set of fears. Even at 18 weeks, I have an ultrasound today, and am terrified that his heart will have stopped beating or that something is wrong. I don't think the worry ever stops!
But welcome to PAIF! The best advice I can give you is try to enjoy every minute, with fears and all.
beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
EDD 11/25/12
**SAIFW**
So excited to see you over here!!!! GL with your next beta!
Unfortunately the worry hasn't gone away for me yet either. You always think that the next milestone will make you feel better but then you just start to worry about the next one. That is what IF has done to us!
T&P continue to be with you for a H&H 9 months! Congrats again!