I kinda feel like there's something wrong with me- like I'm broken. I love being E's mom- seriously it's my whole life. And I have gone from a shop-a-holic, Lexus SUV driving woman to a modest older paid off car driving, clearance shopping woman to be her mama full time. I wouldn't trade our time for the WORLD.
I think about baby #2 often. I pray for him/her. DH &I discuss if well do IF treatments or go straight to adopt. We discuss if well use an attorney, agency, or IA. I envision us being a larger family.
But holy hell, I can't even phantom having said baby right now. Maybe it comes from just spending a week in the hospital with E- but I can't even bring myself to thinking about #2 anytime soon.
So my long winded question- when did you decide to go for #2? (P.S. I know this is different for everyone- I'm just curious )