Baby is measuring at least a week behind, and the heart rate is a very low and alarming 78. The doctor said this could go either way, and at Friday's appointment, we should know what the outcome will be.
I'm numb.
It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
Oh my goodness, sweetie, I am so sorry. I really hope that your appointment on Friday goes well. ((hugs))
BFP#1 12/18/10 EDD 8/28/11 | 2/14/11 discovered that our baby girl had anencephaly D&C 2/17/11 at 12.5 weeks | no O or AF post loss - Dx: AO + mild PCOS = secondary infertility Provera after 70 days = AF but no O | Provera + 50mg Clomid after 110 days = AF but no O 3 rounds of 100mg Clomid + Estrogen + Progesterone = mixed O results, all BFN hysteroscopy 1/6/12 - removed fibroid tissue injection cycle #1 - 75 IU follistim + ovidrel (triggered 2/9/12) + endometrin = BFP!
EDD 11/3/12 | Beta @ 13dpo = 184, 17dpo = 993, 26dpo = >5000
IT'S TWIN BOYS!! Tommy and Charlie arrived on 9/10/12 after less than 6 hours of labor at 32 weeks
I'm so sorry you're in limbo and having to go through this. Many t&p's that your LO is just a little behind and will have a growth spurt this week and catch up. I'll be thinking of you this week.
Panacea, I'm so sorry you're in limbo. I will be sending lots of T&Ps your way. I'm rooting for you and your sweet baby! ((HUGS))
After 22 months TTC and the loss of our identical twins at 10w6d, we're excited about our rainbow baby!
Stick, baby, Stick!
Beta #1 (12dpo): 38.3; Beta #2 (15dpo): 202.7
Baby Girl born 1/17/13
Well, this is not what I wanted to hear ... But way better than there being no heartbeat at all. I am so sorry that you are left in limbo right now. Don't give up on that baby though, as none of us are! You've got many, many people sending good thoughts your way, so hopefully Friday will be better than you are expecting.
Either way, we are all here for you!
We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.
“So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young?
I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage
is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send
me a son.” – Arcade Fire
I'm so sorry you have to wait... I will be hoping that your follow up goes well!
Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
Oh no. I was hoping for a much better report back, I'm so so so sorry you are in this limbo state. I will be sending you the very best vibes that LO will be growing strong on Friday and that everything will be okay. So many T&P to you. Try and stay calm (not easy, I know) and just be as positive as you can possibly be. ((hugs))
? J + J = 5/29/10.? TTC since 8/2010. Irregular cycles after stopping BCP. 1st BFP! 3/26/11. Missed M/C - D&C 5/2/11. Always missed: Our little Blueberry. It's Never Over. 2nd BFP! 9/3/11 on last unmedicated cycle! EDD: 5/11/12 1stBeta @13DPO = 289, 2ndBeta @15DPO = 619! ? Clementine Lorraine, we love you so much already! ?
I'm so sorry that you're in limbo! I'm praying for baby to be OK and for you to have supernatural peace this week while you wait for Friday to get here. (((Big hugs)))
Married my love 6/11/11 | MMC 10/11/11 | Eliza Frances born 9/18/12 | Rhett Garland born 2/24/14
I hate the waiting, I hate that you have to go through this. Not that it'll help you feel any better but I measured a week behind with my son and things were fine and I measure almost a week behind with this one too. Hope this week flies by and bungs you nothing but good news.
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BFP #4 2/18/14. EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.
BFP #5 7/27/14. EDD 4/9/15... m/c @ 5w4d.
IVF #1 Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN.
IVF #2 Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle. Converted to IUI #1. BFFN
IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.
BFP #6 (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15. EDD 11/30/15... CP at 4w2d.
IUI #2: Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.
IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN.
BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
the universe can fuck off.
"You are
overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you."
-lastsliverofhope
Oh panacea... Rest up and drink water and I'll be praying for you. Keep us posted with hopefully the good news on Friday. Try to keep busy to keep the MF away the best you can
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34
I'm so sorry you're going through this. I will be praying hard all week that baby has a growth spurt and your appointment goes well on Friday. Sending you big hugs.
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I'm so sorry you're in limbo and having to go through this. Many t&p's that your LO is just a little behind and will have a growth spurt this week and catch up. I'll be thinking of you this week.
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Panacea, I'm so sorry you're in limbo. I will be sending lots of T&Ps your way. I'm rooting for you and your sweet baby! ((HUGS))
Stick, baby, Stick!
Beta #1 (12dpo): 38.3; Beta #2 (15dpo): 202.7
Baby Girl born 1/17/13
I am so sorry. I am keeping you in my prayers for Friday ((HUGS)).
Well, this is not what I wanted to hear ... But way better than there being no heartbeat at all. I am so sorry that you are left in limbo right now. Don't give up on that baby though, as none of us are! You've got many, many people sending good thoughts your way, so hopefully Friday will be better than you are expecting.
Either way, we are all here for you!
We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.
“So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young? I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send me a son.” – Arcade Fire
Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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I will be keeping you and LO in my T&P'S. So sorry you're going through this.
TTC since 8/2010. Irregular cycles after stopping BCP.
1st BFP! 3/26/11. Missed M/C - D&C 5/2/11.
Always missed: Our little Blueberry. It's Never Over.
2nd BFP! 9/3/11 on last unmedicated cycle! EDD: 5/11/12
1stBeta @13DPO = 289, 2ndBeta @15DPO = 619!
? Clementine Lorraine, we love you so much already! ?
M/C Nov 9, 2011 at 11 weeks.... We love you & miss you
Married my love 6/11/11 | MMC 10/11/11 | Eliza Frances born 9/18/12 | Rhett Garland born 2/24/14
BFP#1: 7/14/10. EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby! BFP #4: 2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15 BFP #5: 4/5/15 EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)
BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16

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BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
the universe can fuck off.
"You are overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you." -lastsliverofhope
BFP #1 and M/C 5/2011
BFP #2 7/1/2011, Blighted ovums officially diagnosed at 9w6d, D&C 8/19/2011.
BFP #3 12/7/2011, EDD 8/15/2012, Harper Lorelai born 8/09/12
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34