I am going to do what I *WANT* around the house tomorrow, not what I *HAVE* to do. I'm going to take a nice, long, hot shower. I'm going to paint my toenails...as long as I can bend over enough to get them done. I'm not going to do my hair...just a quick ponytail. I'm going to wear the bear minimum when it comes to make-up. I'll probably take DD#1 to ballet wearing some sort of yoga or sweat pants and my last comfy sweatshirt I have. Tomorrow is going to be a day for ME.
I have three days (not counting today) until DD#2 is here and quite honestly, I feel a bit jipped when it comes to ME time. I really hope that I don't come off as a selfish person, because Lord knows I'm not, but I am ready for some time alone before the time comes when I have NO time alone. At first, I was really hesitant about being induced on the first, but at this point, I don't think I can make it any longer. My hormones are way too much to handle right now. I feel like I could cry at the drop of the hat...and have a few times today. So, my conclusion is to take some time out of the day to focus a little bit on me.
Don't get me wrong, my husband is a great support and I LOVE being a Mommy to our four year old, but when it comes right down to it, I feel like nobody is 100% there for me like I am for them. I know it's just my hormones playing tricks on my emotions, but, Man Oh Man!, does it feel like the truth. Gah! Anyone else in the same boat?
*Vent Over*
Re: It's Decided...
The bolded sounds like me every single day.
Haha, me too! I consider it a successful day if I get a shower and get out of my pj's into yoga gear.
Enjoy your you day and GL on Thurs!
That was me too, the first two years after DD#1 was born. LOL!
Thank you!