We lost the baby today. We should have gone in today for our appointment to hear the heart beat. Instead, I started bleeding heavily and found out I miscarried the baby. We are beyond devastated. These feelings are unimaginable. I never truly understood what any of you ladies were going through when you posted that you lost a baby and now I do. And I hate it. I just want to crawl in a dark hole and pretend this is an awful nightmare and will all be over soon.
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Re: :( Worst. day. ever.
Oh sweetheart--I'm so sorry. I just want to give you hugs. I know we don't know each other IRL, but if you want to talk or anything, my e-mail is rubygarnette at yahoo dot com.
**hugs**
Know you're not alone in this. If you need anything you can always reach out to me. ((hugs)) Take care of yourself these next few weeks, they're going to be super rough.
12 dpo: HCG = 184 Progesterone = 34
14 dpo: HCG = 529 Progesterone = 24.6
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Ditto the above. Sweetie, I'm so sorry. It's so not fair.
BFP 12.20.2010 :: missed m/c 1/2011 around 8 weeks
BFP @ 9dpo 5.24.2011 :: missed m/c 6/2011 around 7 weeks
positive for ANAs (1:40) with a speckled pattern
MTHFR c677t mutation (heterozygous)
*folic acid, baby asprin, Prometrium, acupuncture, Lovenox*
BFP @ 9dpo 2.1.2012 || HCG = 8 : Progesterone = 19.2
2nd HCG @ 11dpo = 40 || 3rd HCG @ 21dpo = over 5000!
Stick, little one, stick! EDD October 15, 2012
I'm so so sorry-- it is the most horrible pain imaginable. Bride is right it will be rough for a little bit but it does get better. Just hold tight to your dh and ride it out. Take good care of each other and cry when you need to. Reach out when you can there are many wonderful amazing women who have been there and know how you feel.
It just really really sucks.
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IVF # 1 May, 2011 = BFP!!! Stillbirth at 26 weeks (placental failure/severe IUGR)
FET #1 February, 2012-- BFP! Beta #1=84 Beta #2= 207 Beta #3= 3,526
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