Returning (pg and loss mentioned)

GatorBaby2012 · February 2012

After a little over a week on PGAL, I'm back to TTCAL with my second loss. A c/p was discovered yesterday after I got the results of my 3rd beta, which was 5.9. Since my HCG is almost below the "pregnancy" limit of 5, my OB decided that the m/c has already occurred and I should expect AF at some point naturally without use of meds or surgery. She also said there is no medical reason why we can't start TTC again. Since I am RH-, I had to go for b/w to check for antibodies before getting Rhogam, and while I was there, I went ahead and got the recurring loss blood panel tests taken. I hope to get some answers (or who knows, there may be no answers?) in the next week or two.

Thank you to those of you who posted the kind words on my goodbye post yesterday over on PGAL. I wanted to go ahead and re-intro myself here today, but I don't plan to be very active, at least in the near future. For now, DH and I want to focus on healing and on our relationship, and will wait to make the decision to TTCAL after we get the results from my lab work.

((Hugs)) to anyone who needs them today.

ecmleo · February 2012

I am so sorry for your loss! I wish we did not have to welcome you back to this board. (((HUGS)))

Malka7997 · February 2012

I am so sorry. It's just not right. I hope you and your hubby will find a way to heal from this hurt.

delino · February 2012

I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish you the best in your healing and will welcome you back with open arms when you are ready.

melly918 · February 2012

I saw your post yesterday and I am sad that you are back here again. ((hugs)). It is so frustrating!

Lexilynn345 · February 2012

I'm sorry you are back here. Hopefully it'll only be for 4 more weeks or so.

VikingQueen · February 2012

((huge hugs)) I am so sorry Gator.. it's so unfair that anyone has to come here in the first place.. let alone come back..

Deethebee · February 2012

I'm so sorry Gatorbaby. I you get some answers soon. (((hugs)))

FreyaWin2382 · February 2012

I am so sorry for your loss. ((HUGS))

JimiKirkman · February 2012

I'm so so sorry!!! (((BIG SQUISHY HUGS)))

you so much! Take all the time you need. We're here when you need us.

StephRN23 · February 2012

I'm sorry you're back, but we welcome you with arms wide open!

kiki4 · February 2012

I am so sorry for your loss.

graceb25 · February 2012

I'm so sorry that you have to go through this again.

minicheezburg · February 2012

I am so sorry for your losses and that you have to be here again. FX to a quick healing process and sending sticky baby dust to you. ((((hugs for you))))

QuigleyCat1 · February 2012

I am so so sorry Gator. ((hugs)) Thinking of you hun.

maxsom · February 2012

I'm so sorry for your loss.

tashpede · February 2012

Oh, Gatorbaby... I am so sorry. I missed seeing you, but I hate that you have to come back.

(((hugs)))

jinxycat24 · February 2012

Huge (((hugs))) to you. I'm so sorry for your loss and that you have found yourself back here. I hope the blood work gives you some answers and the opportunity for your dr to come up with a plan for when you do decide to TTC.

I understand the necessity of time to take a step back and heal but know we're all here thinking about you and will be here for you when you need us.

aussiedaze · February 2012

Ohh sweetie, I am so so sorry! I haven't been lurking on PgAL so I didn't see your goodbye and I'm so sad to see you return. Take as much time to heal as you need, we'll be here for you when you get back.

orangegoggles · February 2012

I am so sorry hun. ((Hugs))

smcjmk09 · February 2012

I am so, so sorry for your losses. Welcome back to this board, but like you said, take the time to heal and post only as you feel comfortable. Sending hugs...

LaTi07 · February 2012

(Hugs) I'm so very sorry hun.

Bizzy98 · February 2012

I'm so sorry (((BIG HUGS)))

benoitfan · February 2012

Oh Gatorbaby, I am so very sorry. It is just so wrong...there should defiinitely be some sort of rule in the universe that says that graduates can never return. ((HUGS)) and healing T&P to you and your hubby. When you are ready to come back full time, or if you just need to drop in for some comfort, we are here for you. Hopefully you will get some answers when your b/w results come in. Again, ((HUGS))

angielayne926 · February 2012

So sorry for your loss and that you have to come back to TTCAL. I hope you get some answers from the b/w. ((((HUGS))))

lau1021 · February 2012

((BIG hugs)) i am so sorry to hear of your loss

ChloBub · February 2012

I am so, so sorry you are back. Huge (((((HUGS))))).

chop2428 · February 2012

I'm so sorry you had to go through another loss, its devastating. Take care of yourself. ((HUGS))

karencz · February 2012

I'm very sorry for your loss and sorry that you have to come back. Lots of luck for the next time you are ready to try.

pinktrojanbride120107 · February 2012

I am so sorry

Hugs to you and your DH. I hope you get some answers.

Laurakat81 · February 2012

I'm so sorry. (((hugs)))

bluebonnetmeg · February 2012

More ((hugs)). I am so sorry.

Carolee · February 2012

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope the panel brings you some answers and your doctor is able to help you come up with a plan. (((HUGS)))

jsb1026 · February 2012

So sorry you are back. Good luck moving forward! ((huge hugs))

babyquestnortheast · February 2012

Oh no I am so sorry!!!! Sending many T&P's while you heal.

csuperstar02 · February 2012

I am so sorry Gatorbaby. Many positive thoughts to you during this tough time.

foxxy1 · February 2012

I'm so so sorry for your loss.

katekate628 · February 2012

benoitfan:
Oh Gatorbaby, I am so very sorry. It is just so wrong...there should defiinitely be some sort of rule in the universe that says that graduates can never return. ((HUGS)) and healing T&P to you and your hubby. When you are ready to come back full time, or if you just need to drop in for some comfort, we are here for you. Hopefully you will get some answers when your b/w results come in. Again, ((HUGS))

This. T&P for you and your husband!