Pregnant after a Loss

Deep breaths: my introduction

Wow, I can't believe I'm writing this...when I was still pregnant with my son Peyton I read a story about a mom who had a stillbirth...3 months later she was pregnant with her rainbow.  My beautiful angel Peyton mark was born sleeping just over three months ago.  That story has been constant in my thoughts...I felt like Peyton led me to it.  Tonight I took a pregnancy test, covered the result window so I couldn't see it and brought it to my husband.  I still can't believe what it said.  I cried tears of sadness for my Peyton, tears of joy for this new life inside of me and tears of fear.  I know this will be a long road, but I will pray every day that it will end with my rainbow at home in my arms.  I hope you all will have me here!
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Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!

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  • I am SO SO happy for you! Welcome, and congrats!!!
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  • Congratulations! I'm so excited to see you here. PgAL isn't easy, but this board definitely makes it easier! May you have an uneventful 9 months. 
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  • I just recently started posting on TTCAL but have been following your posts and anxiously waiting for your upcoming update.  I am so happy for you and your husband!  I am happy that you get to skip a bachelorette party to have a celebration date with your DH.  

    Congratulations.  I am truly happy for you!  I will keep you in my thoughts during these next 9 months. 

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    BFP #1 - 12/12/11 - Missed M/C 1/9/12
    BFP #2 - 4/5/2012 - Son Born 12/12/12
    BFP #3 - 2/2/2014 - EDD 10/16/2014
  • aw!!!!! congrats!!!!!

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    After 7 years of no ovulation...
    BFP#1 10/24/11 ~ EDD 6/29/12 ~ Natural m/c 11/2/11
    BFP#2 2/3/12 ~ Alice born 9/26/12


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  • Welcome and congratulations on your BFP ! 

  • Congratulations! Here's to  long, uneventful pregnancy!
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  • Welcome and congrats! I am so sorry about the loss of little Peyton.
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  • Congrats! I am sorry for what happened but am very happy that you are getting another little rainbow!
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  • Aww congrats and welcome! Wishing you a happy and healthy nine months :)

    TTC since 7/10, BFP#1~6/28/11(4wks2d)~EDD 3/4/12, missed m/c(8wks)~8/12/11, D&C~8/16/11
    BFP#2~12/15/11~EDD 8/25/12, Hannah born 8/22/12~ 7lbs 10oz & 21 in. long. :)

    BFP#3~1/12/14~EDD 9/23/14, Found out baby is a girl!~4/18/14 :)

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  • Congratulations!  Happy and healthy 9 months to you!  Try to take it one day at a time.  It brings tears to my eyes thinking that Peyton led you to that story.
    3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)
    IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
    Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13
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  • So much better than drinking at a bachelorette! Congratulations! I get so excited when I see stories like yours while lurking... hope to join you soon :)
    BFP #1 (m/c at 9 weeks, 11/11) BFP #2 (DS, 12/11/12) BFP #3 (EDD 10/8/14)
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  • Welcome to the board and I hope this is your take home baby. H&H 9 months.
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  • Congrats and welcome!!
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  • Oh, congrats hun!  Wonderful news!!
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    BFP#1 2/4/11 m/c 3/4/11
    ?BFP#2 6/3/11 EDD 2/14/11?

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  • First of all, I am so sorry for the loss of Peyton.  And congratulations on your BFP!  I am sure that it will be a difficult road for you, but that is what we are all here for, to help you through it!
    BFP #1 12/23/10--Natural M/C 12/31/10 @ 6w1d BFP #2 5/13/11--Natural M/C 5/26/11 @ 6w3d BFP #3 9/7/11--U/S #1 9/20 Gest. & Yolk Sac--U/S #2 9/27 A beautiful baby with it's heart fluttering away at 133BPM BabyFruit Ticker
  • Sweets, super big congrats!! I am so super excited for you! H&H 9 months to you!!

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    ♥BFP #1 "Spawn"- 02/23/11 | EDD: 11/01/11 | natural m/c 03/20/11 @7w5d♥
    ♥BFP #2 "Offspring"- 11/10/12 | EDD: 07/25/13 | incomplete m/c 12/14/12 @8w1d | D&C 12/21/12♥
    ♥BFP #3 "Progeny" - 02/16/15 | It's a BOY!! | EDD: 10/17/15 | BD: 10/23/15
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  • Congrats and welcome!! Wishing you a happy, healthy, and uneventful 9 months! This board is wonderful. Being pgal has definitely made me a bit crazy, but with the support of the wonderful ladies here, I know I'm not alone.
    First BFP April 2011, EDD 01/11/11, MMC June 20, 2011 D&C June 20, 2011 Second BFP September 23, 20011 CP diagnosed September 26, 2011 PAL/PGAL welcome
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  • Congrats!!  So happy to see you here!
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. but Congrats on your bfp and I hope this is your rainbow baby
  • Congratulations and welcome! I hope you stay here for a happy and healthy 9 months.  
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  • OMG!!!  SQUEEEEEEE.....so happy for you, Lovey!!!  Now take a seat and keep it extra warm for 9 months!  
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  • Yay!!!! I was coming over her specifically to look for your intro. Congrats!!!! Party!!!

    Have fun at your dinner with DH tonight.

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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1
    07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles
    - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results

    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • Congrats!! I'm so happy for you! Smile
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  • Thank you so much ladies... I was so flustered last night I can't believe I forgot to thank the amazing ladies at TTCAL.  I know I wasn't over there very long, but I'm going to miss you all very much.
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    Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!

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  • Congratulations!!  I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet son - wishing you an easy and completely uneventful H&H nine months here.
  • OMG petunia!!! Yay! Congrats! I know exactly how you feel because I got KU after the first cycle after Jack. It still feels surreal. Welcome.
    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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    OMG petunia!!! Yay! Congrats! I know exactly how you feel because I got KU after the first cycle after Jack. It still feels surreal. Welcome.

    what??? You are pregnant?  I had no idea! Congrats to you too! 

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers 

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    Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!

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  • OMG!!!!!!!! I literally gasped reading this!!! I am just thrilled for you, hun!!!!!
  • OMG!!!   I am so glad I decided to lurk over here.  I am so so happy for you!!!  No more wine tasting for a while. ;). Wishing you a H&h 9 months my dear.  
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  • yay!!! congrats!!
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    OMG petunia!!! Yay! Congrats! I know exactly how you feel because I got KU after the first cycle after Jack. It still feels surreal. Welcome.

    what??? You are pregnant?  I had no idea! Congrats to you too! 

    Yes. Thank you. About 12 weeks now and still can't believe it.  

    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy Peyton.  Congratulations on your BFP, and I wish you much health & happiness over the next 9 months!
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    BFP #1 5/2004 Karina Frances born February 6, 2005 8 lb., 6 oz.
    BFP #2 8/2010 Hadleigh Abigail born April 7, 2011 8 lb., 11 oz.
    BFP #3 7/2011 EDD 3/27/12 Missed MC at 12w3d (Sara Grace)
    BFP #4 12/13/11 EDD 8/19/12 Praying for this little baby!
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  • I literally cried with happiness when I saw this! Congratulations girl!! I hope ill have the pleasure of joining you over here soon!!
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    I literally cried with happiness when I saw this! Congratulations girl!! I hope ill have the pleasure of joining you over here soon!!

    Thank you, I hope you will be too! 

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    Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!

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  • **sneeking over from TTCAL**
    OMG OMG! I am so excited for you!! I hope this is your rainbow baby! HUGE ((hugs)), but you still have to keep us SoCal TTCAL girls updated!
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    Married my best friend in May 2009
    Started TTC our first since May 2010
    1st BFP: 8/18/2011.....EDD 4/25/2012
    2nd BFP: 8/19/2012....EDD 4/26/2013

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  • Yay!! Congrats to you and your DH!!
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  • Congrats!
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  • Congrats! H&H 9 months!
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