So I had another follie check this morning except my regular nurse must have had the day off so i had the other nurse. She only counted 8 follies on the right side when I had 11 on Thursday. She also measured my lining at like 8.9, when it had been 9.6 on Thursday. So I just don't have a lot of confidence in her, frankly, b/c i'm pretty sure 2 follies didn't just dissapear.
Anyway, got the call that the dr. wants to trigger me tonight. This is earlier than I thought--if anything I thought I was stimming more slowly and would get pushed back to tomorrow night or Monday. I'm nervous b/c I only have 6 that are over 18mm (though two more will probably grow more by retrival) and I was obviously hoping to have more than that this time. The nurse said he was concerned about them getting over mature--and my biggest one is 25 so I guess that makes sense....
I'm also stressed b/c this means ER will be Monday, which my work is NOT going to like. I called my boss and left a message letting him know, but ugh. I'm going to have to go into the office tomorrow to deal with some stuff. I was really hoping for Tuesday b/c then ET would have proabably been Friday and my clinic does 3 days bedrest so that would have been ideal. I know I shouldn't let work stress me out, it is what it is, but as I mentioned before it's further complicated by my manager being out since he was just diagnosed with cancer and we're such a small office.
Anyway, I'm rambling now, thanks if you read all this mess. Please say things to calm me down!! I know I need to just trust in the doctor... I just wish my regular nurse had been there today. ::sigh:: Thanks for listening, ladies.
Re: Trigger Tonight. Freaking Out. Please calm me down...
IVF #1-July 2011 7/9/11-Started Stims
7/20/11-ER:No eggs in 4/5 follicles. Left the 5th follie intact and converted to an IUI
8/3/11-Beta #1=BFN,
Nov, 2011 BFP #1=m/c at 7 wks 3 days
11/11-AMH .47, IVF #2 March 2012...or not!! Surprise BFP on 2/19. Beta #1=161. Beta #2 305 Our little miracle girl is on her way! Due Oct 29, 2012
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Good luck with your ER. I know it's hard not to stress about work but you have to do what's right for your family. They aren't go to put you first so you have to put yourself first.
I hope everything goes well and they get lots of eggs from you!
Baby boy Henry born 2015.
Expecting our capstone baby (boy) early March 2018.
Listen to AmCheri, she's a very wise woman!!!
Deep breaths, prioritize yourself... remember that no one ever looked back on their life and thought, "I wish I had spent more time at work".
Oh, thank you guys so much. I knew you all would know just what to say. AmCheri, you are indeed very wise! = )
Just did the trigger, so here we go!
TTC since September 2009.
IVF #2: +HPT 2/6/12! ~ Boy/Girl Twins!!