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First "real" cycle back - I'm going batty

Svenny1011Svenny1011 member
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Well, after the cp/mc in November, this is the first cycle we were "allowed" to try. So far it has been a sh*t show - I got all excited and started OPKing way to early (CD 11, whaaaa???) and ran out. Awesome. I wasn't temping either. I think I know when I O'd, but I can't confirm (some usual suspects showed - slight O pain, EWCM, heartburn, etc). We had sex what I think was O-2 and O, but who knows.

Anyway, now that I'm 1 or 2 dpo all I want to do is look at my previous BFP cycle and analyze every darn thing I'm feeling. This is going to be dangerous - I've gone completely batty. I have to get a grip, for reals. 

Married since 2008 | TTC #1 since 2011

2 losses: Nov '11 and Aug '12
Dx: Feb '13 - HSG shows clear tubes but minor diverticulitis; Borderline DOR; Low DHEA and low testosterone.
Moving on to IUI or IVF.

3.4.13:  Holy crap! Surprise natural BFP on cycle #19. EDD 11.12.13
We've got a peen.....it's a boy! 
Little man born 11.17.2013 via c-section


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Re: First "real" cycle back - I'm going batty

  • babyquestnortheastbabyquestnortheast member

    OK quick! You need some serious distractions. Run, read, hide the pee sticks. Do things that make you smile.

    Hang in there!

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    I'm sorry you are going crazy! It sucks, I know. Last month was our first cycle back TTCAL and I felt like I was going crazy, and I was temping, which I find gives me a sense of control. I love knowing what's going on.

    Time to break out all of the distractions you can! GL hun!

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  • BBhopes15BBhopes15 member
    imagebabyquestnortheast:

    OK quick! You need some serious distractions. Run, read, hide the pee sticks. Do things that make you smile.

    Hang in there!

    This, distractions are good allies

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  • bananersbananers member
    Ooh, I would be going batty too. Hope you find something to distract you while you wait! FX this is your cycle!
    BFP #1 10/6/11 | EDD 6/15/12 | MMC 11/7/11 @ 8w3d | D&C 11/14/11

    BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13

    BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15

    BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d

    Just keep swimming.
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  • Svenny1011Svenny1011 member
    I was hoping work would keep me occupied, but that is a major fail! Thank goodness I have Pinterest, Facebook games and The Bump! Ha! Seriously though, I need to do some work. Yikes.
    Married since 2008 | TTC #1 since 2011

    2 losses: Nov '11 and Aug '12
    Dx: Feb '13 - HSG shows clear tubes but minor diverticulitis; Borderline DOR; Low DHEA and low testosterone.
    Moving on to IUI or IVF.

    3.4.13:  Holy crap! Surprise natural BFP on cycle #19. EDD 11.12.13
    We've got a peen.....it's a boy! 
    Little man born 11.17.2013 via c-section


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  • leannsiipleleannsiiple member
    I'm the same way! Those are the only 3 websites I'm on constantly.
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  • StephRN23StephRN23 member
    I know what you mean! I am 3DPO and I feel like a dog, I want to pee on everything I see! I have found reading all these posts on here keep me distracted. These women are great! Plus, I'm working a ton of the next week, hopefully that's a distraction! Good luck to you!
    TTC #1 BFP 6/1/2011 blighted ovum d&c 7/15/11
    TTC #2 BFP 12/6/11 chemical pregnancy natural mc 12/18/11
    TTC #3 BFP 3/19/12. 4/9: HR of 134! **Bake Turkey, Bake!**
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