So its been a year, almost to the day that we had our m/c. My father passed away a week before we lost our baby. Even though our doctor told us we could TTC after 2 cycles, I just couldn't bring myself to.
Its taken me a long time. A little over a month ago, I finally was able to be truly happy for my friends that were conceiving, including my brother and sister-in-law (due at the end of this month!) I was in such a good place then, and ready to start TTC again.
Well turns out that was what we needed! I'm still very nervous, haven't had the u/s, won't for a few weeks. But no matter what, I'm very happy that I'm in a better place now. I know that we both will burst into tears when we hear the heartbeat. I can't wait!!!
Re: Here we go.
BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
"Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow, that is patience." Let it Be (blog) ♥ My BFP Charts
This time I'm not leaving without you.