Im a fool. And like a fool, I POAS at 12dpiui number two. It was negative. I'm quite sad being around all DHs family, thinking its taking me forever to start one of my own. DH is trying to assure me that 12 dpiui is too early, but you know how seeing that one pink line is. I know what that means.
My good news is I finally mustered up the courage to tell my mon and dad what we've been going through for the past year. They of course hate to see me stressed about anything, and I hate to know that I'm making my mom worry (she just lost her father) but I guess it's good I don't feel like I'm keeping a secret anymore.
That's it. -Hpt, and I'm "out of the closet" to my parents on if struggles now.
How was your thanksgiving?
4/13/12--1st u/s. IDENTICAL TRIPLETS (?!?)
PAIF and SAIF welcome

Re: My thanksgiving update
Sorry you had a tough day. My Thanksgiving was small and intimate and nice. The only depressing part was that a friend of mine gave birth. And while she is BEAUTIFUL, she opened up to me about TTGP when it had taken her and her hubby 6 mos with no result. So I told her about what we are going through, where to cheap ov strips etc. And now she gets to hold her beauty.
I cant stop looking at the FB pics, we are going to see them Sat....
Going to bed early................
PCOS
BFP June 3,2012
Partial Molar Pregnancy
D&C July 12, 2012
Forced 6 month break.
BFP January 13, 2013
I'm sorry...I got a BFN today too...at 15dpiui so I'm pretty much out without a doubt.
All this IF crap just pisses me off... its so unfair to deal with this all the time. And the cycle of hoping and the being let down.
Aside from my doom and gloom above, our Thanksgiving went nicely...I didn't test until this evening b/c I didn't want to ruin today.
TroubleTTC
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end --Semisonic
**TTC since 04/09, C/P 02/02/10; 4 weeks, 3 days**
**Dx: Anovulation, Hypothryroidism, Mild Endo, Pituitary Adenoma (prolactin issues), PAI-1, MFI **
**7/10: Clomid + TI= BFN**
**3/2/11: 1st RE appointment**
**DH= Morph= 2%, Motility= 30%**
**HSG= All clear!!**
**3/11: Femara + Pregnyl + TI= BFN**
**5/17/11: Laparoscopy / hysteroscopy = mild endo**
**7/11: Novarel + IUI #1= BFN (7mil, 75% motility, 2% morph)**
**8/11: Femara + Novarel + IUI #2= BFN (11mil, 35% motility, 1% morph)**
**11/11: Femara + Novarel + IUI #3= BFN (9mil, 2% morph)**
**Jan 2012: Follistim (75ius) + IUI #4= CANCELLED due to cyst -put on bcp**
**Feb 2012: Follistim (75ius) + Novarel + IUI #4.2= BFFN (2.5mil, 13% motility, 1% morph)**
**Mar 2012: Follistim (100ius) + IUI #5= CANCELLED due to 35mm & 14mm cysts**
**On med break indefinitely...IF Sucks!**
Congratulations Cutebride!! --TWINS!! Congratulations, Luvie, on your sweet boy! Congrats, Jess! So happy for you ladies!
~~Also best of luck to Kati, illinigal, and youngin!~~